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filipino indie alt

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PAGBASAK NG SISTEMA
PAGTAWAG NG REPORMA
PAGBALIK NG PASISTA
LAGOT TALAGA

KITILIN ANG MGA NAKAUPO
MGA MANDARAYA
MGA SAKIM AT DUWAG
MGA MAKASALANAN

PASISTANG MAKINARYA
BIGUIN! BIGUIN!

MAGNANAKAW
PAHIRAPAN

Pasistang Makinarya

ayaw ko lang sa sinabe mo
na ang pangarap ko
di mo gusto
ang buhay ko
puro bisyo
dumudugo
ang baga ko

saan kaya tayo
madadala
ng buhay natin?

ayaw ko na
ang salbahe mo
ang pangarap ko
mawala dito
ang gusto ko
puro nityo
sa bahay ko
akoy lumpo

bakit ganito
ang binigay mo
hindi ko naman hiningi
na maisilang sa mundo
bakit ganito
ang buhay ko
buti kapa
ang swerte swerte mo

kasalanan mo ito, inio asano

sana
mawala
ang lahat
ng nararamdaman

sa maikling
panahon
ang lahat
ay mararamdaman

nakapalibot ang mga bugtong
sa isip kong wasak na wasak
mga taong nagtatanong
kung bakit sariling tagiliran ay sinaksak
punong nagsisilbi bilang huling isla
dagat ang mga salitang binibigkas na tila
dugong dumadaloy na galing sa dila
paa kong mapupunit sa lakas nang hila
ang aking hagdanan ay isang luma na silya
ito na ang katapusan ng storya ng isang bida

sa kanyang
ala ala
ikaw ay
mahalaga
iwan mo
ang aking buhay
kapalit
ang kasiyahan na tunay

kamatayan
kinabukasan
kasiyahan
hinahanap

pako sa aking talampakan
ay mahirap bunutin nang biglaan
na para bang balang nakatanim sa aking bunbunan

lason iinumin
walang pakialam sa nakalagay sa salamin

para kang kawalan
lagi kang nasa isip ko
pag naging tayo
magpapakamatay ako
para hindi mawala ang pagibig ko sayo magpakailan man

maghahanda ako ng pagkain
huling yakap at halik galing saakin
habang tumutugtog ang mga bandang pinapakinggan mo
magbibigti tayo sa ilalim ng punong paborito mo

sa totoo lang kahit na kunin mopa ang puso ko at ibenta mo
sasaya na ko sa ideya na nahawakan mo ito gamit ang kamay mo

magiingat ako na sana hindi malagyan ng dugo ang mga damit mo
habang sinasaksak mo ako gamit ang pagibig na totoo

hindi ko maintindihan ang nangyayari
parang aking liriko
ito ay magulo at maraming anggulo
mamatay na sana ako
mamatay na sana ako

bumagsak ako sa kolehiyo dahil sa depresyon ko

co-producer: Chillie Dela Cruz
master: Zeon Gomez

reasons

lyrics:
alam mo bang hindi 
nakatulog kagabi? 
sa kaiisip ng
matalino street siguro
tayo nagmeet 
kailan ba mauulit?

alam mo bang hindi
nakakain ang hikbi? 
muli nang managinip
at tayo'y tutungo 
sa qc o dulo
ng iyong trip
kailan ba mangyayari?

tahan na
'wag mangamba	
mow's, hindi nga?

alam mo bang hindi
matatapos ang gabi?
kung 'di ka makapiling sa
kowloon house
in thoughts and sounds
we'll cross our hearts
tayo lang palagi

akin ka
'gang umaga
sa que ave na
ang end sinta
mow's, hindi nga?

alam mo ba (mow's, hindi nga?)

will i still love you in the spring?
cause my heart's got lots to give
or will you let it wilt away?
color my world, then leave it grey

will your picture stop my heart again
so bad i light a cigarette
then i summon my ancestors
who shame me for how down bad i am

will you be aching for my presence
the way you crane your neck for a kiss
from the summer sun to your skin

sorry for all this talk of seasons
i just fear for a future where you wont be familiar with my name

will you still like me in the spring?
does your heart have room to spare?
if/when you thirst for tenderness
know that my spring's for you to rest in
dive in

will you feel so unreal to me
i reach out for your hand
when you hold it back
feels like i'm finally running my fingers thru some grass

and it won't feel like the first time
ever again, but i'm fine with that
just as long as you want me for the next

cause you can bet that i'll still want you
but if my spring of love's a bit too big
for you to swim in

you can tell me, like we practiced
better to quit while we're ahead

but if i still love you in the spring
when my heart's got more to give
please don't let it wilt away
please don't let it wilt away

lovespring - Japanese Surplus

di na namamansin c idol😱

you were my whole fucking world
for one second
granted, i didn’t let you know
not directly

but you couldn’t read the signs
you had so many chances
i had so many chances
but we never crossed the line
yeah and now i regret it
oh i so regret it

and how can you act like
i’m nobody?
still think about you sometimes
so save me the shame and think about me too

kinda sad, i still search for you in pictures
feels like i'll point u out in crowds for forever

and we're not competing
but if we were
i'd be an olympian
you'd be caught dead slacking off

maybe you could try catching up
but it’s not like u want to
pathetic, i still want you to

c’mon man, spare me a thought
you know that i still exist, right?
love to know if i still cross your mind

you had so many chances
i had so many chances
is it delusion
if you said you loved me too?

you know i still that exist right?
love to know if i’m still on your mind
even though, i'd do nothing
knowing the insanity was mutual would satisfy

and how can you act like
i’m nobody? 
still think about you sometimes

would it be so insane?
no way it was just me
so save me the shame

 and think about me... too

save me the shame - Japanese Surplus

the flowers have wilted
i thought i had more time
but the weather has roughened
and roughened my mind
my promise expired
didn’t know that was something i could do

thought i was tough but
i must have mistaken it for
the resolve i grew with you
and what the fuck did i do?
i let it die
my bark turned into bite and it got you

now it’s too late for a next time
but your hands and your smile i could never unfamiliarize
i want to deserve you

still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i wanted to be your
shelter from the storm
instead i became its eye
and when the sky
was grey, all i did was hide

now i’m aching from your absence
the way you did from mine too
i'll be better to deserve you

it’s still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is still yours

i'll still dream for you in many more seasons
write you many more songs
til my heart runs out of pages
but i doubt that'll ever happen

cause you’re the kind that someone loves
for a long time, it’s no question
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i want to deserve you
will you still want me when i deserve you?
i'll be better to deserve you
please still want me to deserve you

downpour

downpour - Japanese Surplus

o mahal, kay tagal na ako'y bumubulong sa hangin
na wag sayangin ang paghihintay at pagiipon ng aking bibig
na balang araw ay maisisigaw ko ang aking pagmamahal

at mamaos man ay hindi problema
kung ang dulo ng tinig ko 
ay mahahanap ang bisig mo

ikaw na ba ang pinagiipunan ng boses ko?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

o mahal, kay tagal
nang lumilibot ang aking mga mata
nang huminto sila sa'yo
natagpuan ang tunay na pahinga at hindi na lumingon pa

kahit ang araw ay pabor sa'yo
gayang-gaya nya ang pagkintab ng iyong pagkatao

sa iyong paningin ba ako maliligaw mula ngayon?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

o mahal, kay tagal ng puso ko na iyong tangan
ugat nito'y naka ukit na sa mga linya ng iyong palad
at dito'y nakaangkop

noon pa ay nandiyan lang
naghahanda lamang na kumapit
sa puso na saktong magkakasya

akin na ba, akin na ba ang pusong iyon?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

huwag na mag tataka
kung hindi na ako titikom pa

at ikalma na ang iyong kaba
ikaw ang paboritong tanawin ng aking mga mata

at kung may mag tatanong man kung nasaan ang aking puso
ang nais kong laging sabihin ay nasa iyong palad

bagama’t hindi ko napansin
aking katawan may mithiin
noong una pang tingin
layunin ng mata ko’y ika’y kilalanin

ang puso ko, sa palad mo
buong tiwala na aalagaan mo
sana ay wag mong bitawan
o ibalik sa akin
sayong sayo na ang puso ko

(sana nga, sana nga, sana nga)
sayong sayo ang puso ko

~
cover art by @unardent <3
co-written with jo <3

puso, palad (sana nga)

puso, palad (sana nga) - Japanese Surplus

It felt so sweet
When both our hearts
Had snuck inside

I miss the touch
Of your lips
With your hand in mine

We we're both kids
That told stories
Your voice that's so soothing
Just like a song you sang

I miss the touch
Of your lips
With your hand in mine

I felt so inlove
Until we grew apart
We we're so young
With our dreams ahead of us
I felt so inlove
Until we grew apart
You make me blue all the time
But you're also my brightest sun

I was made to believe
That everything was possible
You made me like that

There's nothing you can do
To change that

What do we have to do
To have that

Can't you see
What you've done to me
A fucked up boy
With a fucked up dream
You pulled me, you saved me
How can I ever exist in your eyes?
How did I exist in your eyes?
Why did I exist in your eyes?
When will I see those eyes

Again...

Umiiyak Ako sa Moshpit ng Walktrip (Demo)

Sarado Na Ang Makiling Trail (At Wala Na Kaming Mapuntahan)

Across Ur City

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

pang ilang buhay ko na ba ito?
‘di ko na mabilang 
ang mga taong dumaan
at piniling hindi ako tignan

ngunit ika’y sakin lumapit
dahan-dahang hinaplos
ang tela kong kupas
at nagiwan ng bulong: 

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila 
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

ilan na ba ang pinatay nito?
(nakaka sindak na pag-ibig)
walang kapalit na presyo
madugo’ng aking pinagdaanan
(sa ilalim ng manggas)
may libo-libong galos

at sa lalim ng gabi
may hiling na may makatabi
na hindi tatakbo, ‘di magtatago
‘di pipikit sa kaluluwa na dala ko

at sa isang iglap ika’y dumating
dala ang iyong kasilakan
iyong panata, “di pakikinggan ang
mga husga mula sa kanino man”

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila 
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

~

cover art by @/heavenlyfebruary love u faye my babe
co-written with jo <3

multo sa bulsa - Japanese Surplus

Songs written by Vlad and Yones

thanks: 
everyone playing for our band
Kiyan for writing and helping the arrangement on all tracks (MVP)
Jasper (TCR) for playing keys on "Smores"
Elly for the EP cover art
Salem, Noreos, Binx, and Smores for forever loving us

(This EP is supposed to have a fifth track, but Russian hackers corrupted Vlad's pc and stole everything.)

We love you all so much
Hug your cats while listening to this

Reflections After Salem

cheeky tings archived cover i forgot 2 Upload

r u tired (cover)

as lucid as, a life could be
I couldn't be, what I dreamt to be
all I know, is to let go
and it's just, all that i'll ever know

(woah!!!)

(yeah!!!)

as loose as my life could be
life is not but a nightmare to me
(silly me!)

regrets that I've got, upon my sleep
still I let it, lucidly, flow like a stream
take me, take me, take me, take me back, again
(in my finger tips, and in my body)
(pillow marks of what it used to be)
(it haunts me, gets me, haunts me, gets me)
(so uneasy)

I keep my poems underneath, my pillow
so the ink sinks deep inside, my dreams
(u-underneath)
(oh my god!)

just put me, put me, into my sleep
to replay the things, that I'm unable to grasp on
and let me, let me, let me, let me, draw it all out
(the fantasies i've dreamt, in my slumber)
(sticky eyes of crust all over me)
(it haunts me, gets me, haunts me, gets me)
(so unhappy)

a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream, that's too good to be true

I'd die, to get it all back, to have it all back
cherish it all back, and take it all back
(I'd sing me to sleep, I'd scream me to sleep)

Sleep Marks on My Skin (Demo)

under my skin (demo)

Squirrel Flower - Conditions

duster & contis pls don't sue us we just big fans

thanks discord & pmc for bringing us together

echo mango bravo

I feel myself linger on a spike on the Stereo Vision™, 'till the visions gone im just walking past this deranged condition. Walkin, Listen. Just A Freeze In Time. Walkin' with my love, you're talking way too fast. 

I just want to FIND myself DIGITALIZED on the Stereo Vision™

mixed and mastered by Sir RJ Mabilin!

under my skin (demo)

MATOKI