Дистрибьютор отказался выпускать эту грязь........ впрочем я привык, что меня всегда обделяют вниманием, не замечают, отвергают, недооценивают. Мне абсолютно ПОХУЙ на это, ведь я иду своей дорогой несмотря ни на что. НАХУЙ ВСЁ - НАХУЙ ВСЕХ!!!

The distributor refused to release this dirt........ however, I am used to being always deprived of attention, not noticed, rejected, underestimated. I absolutely DON't GIVE a FUCK about it, because I'm going my own way no matter what. FUCK EVERYTHING - FUCK EVERYONE!!!

The Hillbilly Will Bow To Satan

feel like dami!

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Wet Acid Dreams

A fusion of influences combined to create a layered soundscape with guitar-centric improvisation in the second half.

Luminescence

This is likely the last track I will compose and record for the "Stark Cadence" project.  I decided to reinforce a theme touched upon earlier by "Out There" while at the same time returning to the "Bad guy drum cadence" idea I had that led to "Vintage TV Villain" while using the same effects and EQ that I used in "A Special Kind of Violence" with the bass guitar setup that I used for "Last Hoorah."  

The inspiration for the drums came from the beginning of the 1971 movie "Dirty Harry."

This was a fun one to compose.

The story is based on something that really happened last week at one of the schools in town near where I live.  When I say "Based Upon" I mean two women fought in a car rider line and one of the women's children got involved with a weapon.  The rest is all fiction.

Lyrics:
Mercy’s in the car rider line.
Air conditioner is offline.
On her phone just passing the time.
Waiting for her daughter to come outside.

Patience was Miss Mercy’s daughter.
Sadie was her next-door neighbor.
Three weeks ago, invited Patience
To spend the whole night with the neighbor girl.

Mercy’s in the car rider line.
Sweating like a suspect in the lights.
Waiting on Patience to come outside.
When that stupid cunt, Sadie, cut her off.

She jumped out of her car.
And shot around Sadie’s van.
Grasped her by her hair,
And dragged her out by the head.
Ripped open her tee shirt.
Sadie’s boobs flapped and bobbed.
Throttled her to the ground and ground her into the asphalt.

Two weeks ago, she had a visit.
From a snotty social worker.
Claiming she neglected Patience.
While fucked up on Methamphetamines. 

Threw Sadie to the ground 
And began to beat her down.
All the kids gathered round.
As Sadie turned it all around
And grasped Mercy by the hair.
And bashed her in the snout.
Patience disappeared.  Where the fuck did Patience go?

Three weeks ago, she had a conference
With Patience’s old English teacher.
Said that Patience had no mercy.
That all the other kids were terrified.

Mercy clawed Sadie’s chest.
Sadie thrashed Mercy’s head.
Struggling for her life.
Precious had Mercy’s gun
Pointed it at Sadie’s eye.
The cops were on them fast, 
And now they’re all in jail.  Shooting shade with their eyes.

Turns out that it was just the teacher
Who called the stupid social worker.
The cop across from Mercy told her.
She was simply angry with the wrong one.

Mercy lit a dumpster fire.
Sadie should have picked friends better.
Now Mercy has lost her Patience.
Mercy seemed to have no patience.
Perhaps it was because of Mercy.

Dumpster Fire

We were at a family function when our boys were very young. I was on one side of the room; she was on the other. Shirl (my wife of nearly 5 decades) was dealing with our boys and I was just mesmerized by ....well.... her! That girl was just born to be a Mother. Everything she's ever done has just pulled me in. Although I made this song about the day we met, it has come to mean so much more. Her tentacles have pushed their way into every crevice of my soul.

Watch You Shine

I remember oh so clear
that day I first saw you.
I was stunned and blown away
by everything you'd do.
I found it hard to concentrate.
I couldn't seem to take my eyes off you.
You know it's true.

I lost all track of where I was
adrift in space and time.
Being close to you
was first and last thing on my mind.
Was so afraid to lose 
the one thing I thought that
I would never find
ever in my life.

She had this light
that shined so bright 
within those auburn eyes. 
A magic smile that pulled you in
and cut you down to size.
She stole my heart as fast as any
wizard could devise.

I sat there frozen
in one place. I could not even move.
I thought of all the moments
she would instantly improve.
I had to find someway somehow
that I could make her mine.

Until that time....

I will sit and watch you shine.
Make believe that you are mine.
In your eyes I see
God's grand design.

You are everything to me.
The only thing that I can see.
You have stole my heart
so completely.

I just love to watch you shine.

And so began our love story.
A true life fantasy.
You and I together
writing our own history.
I feel so blessed to be the man
you chose to join you on that great journey.

Just you and me.

It wasn't till we had our boys
that I could truly see.
The magic you brought to my life.
You turned that final key.
The joy that poured from that great time
has cut a path and changed our destiny
for eternity!

All that magic came from you.
A gorgeous loving soul.
The light that shines from deep within
you's taken full control.
Because of you I have attained
my every wish and goal!

And now I write this song
for you that flows so easily.
So thankful God has shown the words
so I can make you see.
This love and life you've given me
I cherish them so gratefully.

Life with you has brought me peace.

So,
now I sit and watch you shine.
Can't believe that you are mine.
In your eyes I see
God's grand design.

You are everything to me.
The only thing that I can see.
You have filled my heart
and set me free.

I will sit and watch you shine.

So happy just to watch you shine!

I was put on earth to

watch you shine.

Forever I will watch you shine!

Dumpster Fire

Matt Cantrell