Brain leech
Brain leech you're a part of the system I despise
Brain leech
I feel you itching writhing in my mind
Infesting
Infesting my thoughts making me impure
Deafening echoes
Echoes of your feeding I try to endure

Chorus (2x):
Someone help me
Make it stop, I cannot fight
It's fucking painful
This capitalistic parasite

Feasting on me
Controlling my brain
Gotta do something
Grab a coat hanger
Put it in my head
Cranial abortion
No one helped me
Made it stop on my own
Starved the brain leech
Gouged my head to the bone

#crust #grind #OC

Carcinogen - Brain Leech

Sea of Deprivation - Unconditionally

I feel that I've hit bottom

I've come to a crossroad in my life

The left side is existence

The right side is where I die



As I grapple with this lunacy

I relish with delight

The power I possess to revoke this shattered life



Another sleepless night in this forced sodomy we call life

Like an apple as red as blood, until I take a bite

And the bitterness overwhelms my palate, I have been deceived

The dreams that now escape me are forever out of reach



The bells of agony are pealing

With disharmonious bliss

My mind is left void of feeling

My coil is now spiritless



I torment myself with this disenchantment that I feel

The bed that I've made

Is draining the life from me



I've sent up every red flad and exhausted every warning

I've been meticulous in my wake and surpassed my state of mourning

To carry all this weight I have grown too weak

I'm drowning in a sea of my own anxiety



As I view the tool I've chosen for death

I reach for its poison and exhale a deep breath

Cylinders of hatred to tear through my skull

Golden they glow, so wicked and small

These pills of lead are my only friends

They'll grant me the gift of a quick, painless end

Each one is grinning and begging of me

To be the one to become part of me

The frigid steel burns cold on my flesh

As I chamber a round I settle my hands

This demon of death lies idle and waits

To set free its hammer and unleash its rage



I now sit here all alone, save my new found friends

Perched on the edge of my bed with the barrel against my head

With just one twitch of my finger the torment will come to an end

The one thing I hadn't counted on were the thoughts of family and friends



Despite all of my problems there are those for whom I care

To them it would make a difference if I weren't there



So I've clawed my way through another day

But I know tomorrow will be worse than yesterday

This temorary solution won't make this shit go away

With my head in my hands, the cycle starts again

Sea of Deprivation- The Cycle of Misery

No more brilliance in my laugh.
No more warmth in my smile.
No more gleam of hope in my eyes.
Only pockets filled with sorrow.
My fall from grace,
To a place I cannot face.
Where the air is cold and moist,
No salvation but my voice.
Like a disaster wrapped in pain,
I watch my world fall out of me.
My dignity spills away, 
And emptiness takes it's place.
My mind subdues to shame,
And emptiness takes it's place.
Leaves me numb and hollow,
A void wrought by disgrace.
I've lost a part of me,
That there's no way to replace,
When comfort blends to confidence,
To a sense of self worth.
To a state of near happiness,
Where inhibition is divorced.
Intoxication masks humiliation,
Impaired by an unseen force.
Like a dog that's just been beaten,
I will always come back for more.
Self-fulfillment of these prophecies,
Leaves me crippled with remorse.
So I abhor…….
So I abhor…….
So I abhor…….
So I abhor…….
Without this sense of misery I would not be me.
Without the sweet embrace of agony I would lose everything that is close to me.
What an unfortunate feeble existence,
Is this the life we all have to lead?
Isolation, indignation, desolation,
Progression indeed.
Without the fear of rejection,
I could amass some esteem.
Without a positive self-reflection,
I'm only left to hate everything.
Why do I carry on this charade?
With every silver lining is someone else's pain.
Why do I wake up every day?
When I know it will always be the same.
Nothing will replace the things that could have been. 
Nothing will erase the moment they slipped through my fingers.
I sit high, 
On my throne.
The king of despair.
All alone…..

Sea of Deprivation- So I Abhor…

Mariyein - Listo Pa La Muerte (2019) Full Album HQ (Mince/Grind)

Shitpipe - 3 Tracks

Sea of Deprivation - The Cold Hand of Reality

Teenagers Fom Mars (Misfits Cover)

[Verse]
Ridin' to the desert in the dead of night
Stars as my guide
Only moon for light
I've got the gun and the gold
And I've paid the price
Hell on my heels and nothin' in my sights

[Chorus]
I'm a badlands king
Never catchin' me
Movin' on to the next town
I'm a badlands king
Desert diamond ring
Ridin' on into sundown

[Verse 2]
No destination and no way home
Paved my way to Hell on this lonesome road
Devil's at the crossroads
Deal is done
Now it's just me and the setting sun

[Chorus]
I'm a badlands king
Never catchin' me
Movin' on to the next town
I'm a badlands king
Desert diamond ring
Ridin' on into sundown

[Bridge]
Come along with me
My baby
We'll see the end of days
I promise
You'll go out in a blaze

[Chorus]
I'm a badlands king
Never catchin' me
Movin' on to the next town
I'm a badlands king
Desert diamond ring
Ridin' on into sundown

Badlands King

A critique of shallow power, where false kings wear crowns that crumble into dust

Sea of Deprivation- The Cycle of Misery

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