Lorde - Yellow Flicker Beat (Cover by Lily Lane, Orion Carloto + The Johnsons)

[Verse 1]

Growing up, you twisted the rules...
Exposed me to shadows, made me your tool.
I thought it was just a game in the dark,
But you chose the closet, perfect for your agenda
Said “let’s hide”
But you wanted secrets, not child’s play in the park.
You did your acts on me, I just stood there scared frozen,
While you had your fill, had your way
Didn’t know why, just felt unprepared.
Practiced your sickness from what you saw on Skinemax,
Used my innocence to satisfy your depravity. 

[Verse 2]

Tried to speak, but you wore a mask of threats,
Silent suffering, you cashed those debts.
Every time I replay the pain,
All those moments, all those stains.
I got older, clarity gave me an uppercut
You left fingerprints all over my scars.
I was your lab rat, you played the insane.....
Mad scientist, child left in chains.


Every memory is a stain I relive,
Each scene a scar I can never forgive.

[Bridge]

Pain plants roots when no one hears,
Nobody listened, nobody cared.
My story drowned in a sea of fears.
You were supposed to be my cousin, blood and friend,
Now vengeance waits,
Since the world won’t hear,
I’ll make you taste despair.

[Outro]

I’m coming for you; no more hiding tonight,
No tidy ending, just reckoning’s bite.
Justice runs cold, and I wear it with pride....
You made me a shadow, now I’m the reaper,
And your judgment’s loud.
When you see me in the darkness,
Know it’s not just revenge; it’s the voice of every silent child.

Your secrets die with you..

But my soul walks free.

Buried Truths

The Originals Season 3 Episode 22 - The Bloody Crown

Fleurie - Breathe (The season finale of The Originals)

Bones

MILCK's cover of Hozier's "Take Me Church" as heard on Empire Season 3 Trailer (FOX).
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Take Me To Church (As Heard on Empire Season 3 Trailer) - Hozier Cover

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

Stream:
http://radi.al/MattisTheChain

Lyrics:

Verse:
No I’m not fucking with U/ 
know I be telling the truth/ 
Find myself locked in the life/ 
Hunting for something I don't really like/ 
You came to my kingdom of love/ 
Hungry for giving me cuffs/ 
In so many ways/
so many days/
Crowding my space/

Pre:
I feel it when you,
Won’t mind sneaking off/
I feel it When you,
Go out seeking love/
I feel it, When you,   	
Don’t mind faking us/
I feel it, When you,
Won’t mind faking love/

Pre-hook:
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t bring you love/

Hook:
Loan me my black suit, you’re just too cold/
I’m walking out of this funeral/
And nothings gonna stop me from walking alone/
I broke your chain now I’m heading home

Verse:
No I’m not fucking with you/
Know I be telling the truth/
I see that your act is a bluff/
running from something that’s never enough/
You are the feeling of drugs/
Pulling the chain of my love/ 
In so many ways/
So many days/
Crowding my space/

Pre:
I feel it when you,
Won’t mind sneaking off/
I feel it When you,
Go out seeking love/p
I feel it, When you,   	
Don’t mind faking us/
I feel it, When you,
Won’t mind faking love/

Pre-hook:
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t break me down/
Play with me/
Woman it won’t bring you love/

Hook:
Loan me my black suit, you’re just too cold/
I’m walking out of this funeral/
And nothings gonna stop me from walking alone/
I broke your chain now I’m heading home

Bridge:
Forever in this cage of rust/
One thing I’m sure of
You built it, but that ain’t real trust/
Oh woman save yourself from your own love/

Into the night EP

The Chain

Cat Pierce - You Belong To Me

Klergy X Valerie Broussard -  The Beginning Of The End  (Riverdale Soundtrack)

“Honey” gives us a glimpse into the sacrifices any artist makes in pursuit of the art itself.

Honey

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