light show

https://soundcloud.com/idletears
https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

lyrics:
until my heart stops beating 
and when my lungs stop breathing 
i thought i cared 
it’s losing all its meaning 
i’m unprepared 
i f*ck it for no reason 

i took the blame to say 
how you couldn’t try this
i’m living every day 
and i know i f*cked it up 

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know, you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo, i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on, to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone, i’m alone 

no reason to believe me
im so f*cked up, im so crazy
and the thought of you leavin
makes me wanna keep drinkin
in my past life 
bet i knew u so well
will you keep me held down?
i dont see the sun now
cuz u never come around

im too far gone
and done grievin
no more sad songs
im done dreamin
all my vices
comsume me
i keep racin
wont stop movin

you mightve bit off more than you can chew
its so wrong how you dont think about me whenever you move
thought we were past this
youre made of plastic
i know that lovin me's a lot
never worth more than a thought, no

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know 
you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo 
i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on 
to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone 
i’m alone

alone

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

produced by @nate2timezz
https://www.instagram.com/nate2timez/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-Q38WLmEL_MqpMR5T18Ojg
https://twitter.com/nate2timez?lang=en

Lyrics:
Down bad 
Cant cry but i want i too
Down bad
All these bitches make me sad

Down bad
Get high think about you 
Down bad
Cause my ex

i miss the sex
All of the cuts that you left
While you drinking from my neck
Double suicide bet

Dont miss the drama that fed
Into all of my debts
Now im writing my checks 
With the blood that i spent

Blood that i bled
Cut me open what the fuck did you expect
Fucked in my head
Better unsaid
Open my heart see im already dead

You remind me of cocaine
Snowflakes in the pouring rain
I been on my own since the first day
Drag my feet, fallen tears, picture your face

Im sorry im honest 
I dont know why
These things in my mind eat me from inside
I live in my own world
And i still miss you girl

ALRDY DEAD (prod. nate2timez)

you wrote me into the story now write me out

bright falls

warrior of viking trap

miss ya  @iiris x @xanycandy

A song that I had some fun making, hope you enjoy.
Thank you to those who support, even a listen goes a long way. Thank you all.

Amnesia?

Spotify

The Forest (prod. cxldblxxd)

prod. blade901

focused more on the energy w this one than the lyrics, just trynna have fun! hope yall like it

LYRICS:
cuz i cry too much
n i drink too little
if i die tonight
then its by my girls pistol
n i aint trynna lie
that yo girl wanna nibble
so imma pull up n show her how i dribble

cuz life aint shit 
if u die a lil bitch
if u aint fuckin up
then u aint livin it

cuz i cry too much
n i drink too little
if i die tonight
then its by my girls pistol
n i aint trynna lie
that yo girl wanna nibble
so imma pull up n show her how i dribble

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drink 2 little

[Verse 1]
I'm the light on your shed
Shining through your bedroom window
Keeping you awake
I'm the thoughts in your head
I'm every word you never said
Keeping you awake
Remember me with a smile on my face
So when I'm gone you can know I'm in a better place

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Verse 2]
What's the point of waking up?
Why can't I give a fuck?
How can I see the bright side
With the blinds closed and I'm stuck?
They say I'll get it when I'm older
Well, I'm getting close and no closure
Now I'm feeling like it's over
We don't even have to go there
Like damn
Look at my life
Tell me why I can't do anything right
Don't wanna complain so I keep it inside
Losing my mind, wide awake every night
Remember the days at that old cul-de-sac
Feel like that shit was a dream looking back
Now I can't help that I live in the past where nothing will last

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

light show

maxtaylor