prod isa n chinapoet

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

@sxnnai @vailjuggin
art: me, @zzoos, @pitifulrock
leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
feeling my time ticking
think im gonna burst
or fly like a bird
whatever i want to 
my daddy said that i can dream of what i want to
dream of what i want
you call i dont respond
cuz ive been trying my best 
to think of a response
or a lie to makeup
who knew the devil looked so pretty in makeup
and her parents try to keep us apart
cuz im bad for ur head 
and ur bad for my thoughts 
how can i blame the wind for the mess that it caused
if it was me who opened the door to my heart
but damn it felt nice yea the breeze it felt nice
and damn it felt right
i swear it was right
and i thought i was right
but ive never been so wrong 
so im putting my thoughs in a file with songs
dont care 
and even tho it seems like i dont care 
try my best but it still feel unfair
ik that u thought that i was worthless

leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
no i cant be fixed x5

Whatusaid @sxnnai @vailjuggin

prod @popilization @overoveroverover
place falling apart
started to try to play tricks so y u rig me from the start
if u see my status on fl u kno im making art
cant fall 4 a bitch cuz they could try to steal a heart
am i still beautiful to u darling?
second that i saw u i could tell u were starving
wake up every day feel like a zombie
finish all the bad habits i started

fuck a bloodbath ts gonna be a flood
would you walk away if i was stuck in the mud
honestly i wanna leave im too old for this stuff
imagine tryna shoot urself with the chamber full of duds
ik udgaf 
if u opened both ur eyes then u would see that im fed up
why u asking pros how to get popular just get better
come frollick the fields with me cus this planet set it up

this no way to live
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live huh

this no way to live
this no way to live huh
he sais he gonna stab my friends im aiming at his liver
no more alcohol for him hes gonna have to live up
no u cant make this shit up
i barely got social cues what chu want me to say
talk about not being awkward thats gon happen either way
walking aimlessly around this planet i wanna be away
tryna see how far i can stray
he say that he a drainer
all he know is fuckin bladee
this so entertaining
fuck it make the speaker shake
i realize more bout myself
am i this much of a mistake
ur like a mannequin so fake

im so Tired @pop @over

prod & feat @qlein (we made this song 2gether in real life...)
cover by @jachro

@qlein
everything i do u kno i do it all too well
fuck it up ima chop it , i do it by myself
selfish, i cant even fucking tell if u can help it
u aint living with my health 
bitch u back at it again
yeah u come round with ur friends
yeah ur fucked up in the head
i dont see no end
yeah u do this for no reason
i cant keep up yeah i change with the seasons !!

@sinefelt
fkn w me w/o a reason
if it came true
i think i need to switch the season
been mia for the week
u make me stop breathing
if i bruise
i say shit but i dont mean it

i dont wna bleed that way
i wna be polar for the btch who told me to sit down stay
u made me feel so special than another one
i dont need it, damn

okay, maybe i do i lied
got a habit of ur hand
n i hold it when i stand
i fall 2 quick for the brand new btch who dont see me as a —
yea (x3)

@qlein
yeah ur fucked up in the head
i dont see no end
yeah u do this for no reason
i cant keep up yeah i change with the seasons !!

se- se- se-

yeah i change with the seasons

FUCK *

ₕᵤmaⁿity *@qlein

@zzjay

drag my shoes on the asphalt
i know its my problem i know that its my fault
they tryna walk all over me like a sidewalk
ya im too damn high ima let the blunt talk
yeah yeah i dont wanna see ya
im better off without u i dont need ya
burnt a forest think i smoked too many trees ya
if u cross 100signs then its treason
i dont think i feel yaaa
guarded in my armor made of steel yea
whats the fucking point idk ur deal yet
yeah yeah i dont know how to heal yet
i told @zzjay turn the #bass up
you dont fw me and now im in ur face huh
i could never switch on my day ones
i knew that boy a loser from like day oneee
nothing ever phase me cuz im soo numb
whatever we had yea its so done
cant even say i hate u i just loathe ya
if u with my team then its all love<3
i dont wanna see u so dont show up
i do what i want im like so what
snakes in the grass theres some cobras
made some mistakes in the past but i grow up
ive been in my own lane
light it up like propane 
i dont let it go to waste
ive been in my headspace 
i wake up i feel so dazed
yea i wanna hide my face
i think this was a mistake
1 year later so much changed
ima spend a band keep the change
i can read u like a sentence like a page
put it back together with some glue and tape
yaaaa

spotify

so what prod zjay

@prodiv 
 carry me home
and bury me with roses
 on the pavement prone
was i always this hopeless
 sit in silence cus im too busy coping 
im good at lying to myself i cant show it
 i hate that u know it
i hate that u know me
 wish we never met cuz im better lonely
and im sorry that i had to let u down this one time
 and im sorry the part of me that u love died
and im sorry that i couldn't bring myself to cry
 i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
 i could fool myself once i wont do it twice
land on my feet i got 9 lives
 yea
i wish i was pretty
 yea im so fed up im acting petty
its so hard to keep my hands steady
 i dont wanna be here without u standing next to me
im not the enemy
 saying soliloquies 
of how much u meant to me
 until i fall asleep
until i pass out
 i feel like a mime i cant drop the act now
im out of my mind i cant catch my breath now
 everything we built will fall down
and this is how it always goes down
 i just wanna make u so proud ohh
i wish time would slow down
 i wish i already knew what i know now
was i just a doll to throw out 
 ive been cast out of the show now

doll prod i.v.

prod me
additional synths @qxi
covert art @zzoos

Take the edge off

Produced By @glimpseofdespair & @rpsu
There's Still Hope 😇
XOXO 💋 

lyrics;
work hard, play hard
turn it to a habit 
i wish i could show u how to do it
it’s demanding
if anything happens
i want you to be my stand in
you could take my place
but you wouldnt understand it

u see the sun in my eyes
what makes u think that u wont make it if you dont try?
as long as i got you, the light’s in my eyes
you just need hope to see the-see the other side

i know that it hurts, know u wanna go back
there’s so much to see, dont get stuck on throwbacks
looking at the past, i just wish i’d known that
every reason’s got a reason, thats my bad i’ll hold that

listen to the bass
gotta feel the kick hit
in the blink of an eye
you could go and miss it
clearing out the fog
for the moment, live it
i remember just a year ago
my heart was missing

im still doin laps around the competition 
she wrote her name into my heart & told me dont forget it
every lyric has a message, every song a lesson
you cant tell me what it is, you were moving wreckless

The Other Side (sentencc & adrien)

@heartstopmiami @attc
@100signs

smoked way 2 much i think i might die
i need smth in my cup bitch that shit dry
ion wanna live my life so i sit & hide
i cant look you in the eyes
i think i might cry

well its not my fault its hers
i didnt say a word
tried to get it out my head 
i wish everything would burn

hate repeating things ive said
i wake up and im half dead
i wish for a second chance
i had the world in my hand
the motion was all i had
now my friends are all i have
soon i'll have like nothing left
and i'll jump off with the rest
i can style it in a vest
no ones screaming im the best
i cant say that im impressed
not with you or anything
everyday ive been so stressed
bitch i think i need a drink
i cant slow down or think twice
think im smoking pesticides
yeah but i dont really mind
i just wanted a good time

so what prod zjay

maxyne

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