i had no idea what weight this line would hold when i wrote it

kiss me on the forehead [ft. decks + sendflowrs] [remaster] [2020]

Bloody Hands w/ blackwinterwells (Prod. In-soo & Thislandis)

originally performed by bon iver
produced by ryini
completely non profit
unmixed
lyrics

cmon skinny love
just last the year
pour a little salt
we were never here
my my my
my my my 
my my
staring at the sink 
of blood and crushed vaneer

tell my love to wreck it all
cut off all the ropes and let me fall
my my my
my my my 
my my
right in this moment
this orders tall

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u be kind
and in the morning
ill be with u
but it will be a different kind
i'll be holding all the tickets
and u'll be owning all the fines

c'mon skinny love
what happened here?
suckle on my hope
in light brassieres 
my my my
my my my
my my
sullen load is full
so low on the spit

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u to be kind
and now all ur love was wasted
and now who the hell am i
and im breaking at the breaches
and at the end of all ur lines

who will love u?
who will fight?
who will fall
far behind?

skinny_ love (ryini)

lyrics:
any weather
you broke me down all together
Im trying to feel good and get better
but I cant move on any measure
Impress her
Ive been struggling
I look to the bottle, its bubbling
I fill up my lungs with the substance
girl you know, thats when I lost it
late nights in boston
trying to feel better but doing the worst
wont you just try to put me first

Im tired of running
and Girl I know your words mean nothing
and I cant keep lying bout something
oh Im struggling
and I cant feel done in
she dont know me, youre heartless
hold on, my love is so gone
I dont want talk to, talk to no one
Free my body baby
this shit is so wrong 
you dont want me baby 
look where I come from 
Thats when I lost it
late nights in boston
trying to feel better but doing the worst
to tell the truth i dont wanna talk about it anymore
baby it hurts

cool guitar

girl dont you call me
cuz I know deep down you dont really want me
so why you been ruining my company
and I know that you dont accept me yea
promise me youll forget about me yea
is it worth it?
I spent all this time trying to be perfect
and I know youre not who deserved it 
deserved it

fuck you

Rock + Hard Place (jock Version)

hey everyone - im sorry ive been so distant,, creating music has been really hard for me the past several months, its like there is some blockade stopping me. thats not cool,, and i owe you all more then that> i guess with the dissolving of the scene I was in, i got discouraged,, its just not the same doing this without my friends ,, it happens im a man i can handle it. love yall <3 enjoy

I Am Scared Of Change

based this off of a creative writing project i been doin for school lol
+ @jolst
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?

i’ve been thinking bout the both of us
is it hard to admit that its right for the both of us?
can a chance be a wish, if its right
for the bulk of us
i wish we weren’t breathing
take me down to hell
i’ve seen a demon
get me back to earth
i feel anemic
down and on my knees
while you were speaking

barking orders up my neck
just send me another check
once was written, laid to rest
i’ll be damned if i’m up next
but only on the cold nights, when the time’s slow
if im alright, its a bit old
i could draw up, all the plans i’ve got
but a funeral is more likely than not

i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?
i’ve been thinking bout the-

project mercury [jolst]

produced by nowhere valley



and there was a car crash 
and i had seen it with with my own two eyes
and so much time passed
but there i stood
like i was frozen in ice
and time moves so fast 
things are here and then gone the next
and i don’t like that 
the ambulance, it just came and left
i counted four bags
black, opaque 
the very shade of death
so rest in peace to those 
that i once lost
in my bedroom alone i wept

there was a car crash

w/ the goat @matt-kelly-115 from pet rock olympian
prod grayskies
merry christmas <3

lyrics:
just another month wasted 
on someone who’s never there for me 
i’m getting sick of your shit 
please cut the line and set me free

and its not like i don’t care at all
my stomach just cant handle all 
the back and forth
what am i asking for?
now im stuck and i feel terrible
the presence, more than bearable
but i cant afford
i think i’ll start a war

over
something stupid
convoluted
something used
when im still useless

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

i think i know what i’m facing
its a problem with sincerity
trust i know thats it worth it, i’m sure it’s
perfect, in a world thats only you and me

and i just cant decipher intentions
when you say it’s never meant to be
you said that we could still be friends
but i’ve been there and i’ve done that
we make up and go through the motions 
mess with my head
you wind up in my bed again 

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

Ball Out

DOOMSDAY (prod. nejdos)

lyrics:

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego 
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

cottage country (eric godlow)

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kiss me on the forehead [ft. decks + sendflowrs] [remaster] [2020]

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