i love my friends so much :)
shoutout to @decksmusic , @grayfcx & @majinaruu

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[decks]

memories keep flooding back 
i try to forget but then I relapse
I wish you were out of my system
you're happy and I'm just a victim
perspective is killing me 
I'm stuck in the past while ur happy 
I just made a stack off the words i sing
but it's never enough im in agony 

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[grayfox]

and i  been crying in the rain, like what am i doing?
i’m a fuck up but i keep it moving,
you don’t show love, you can see these bruises
i wanna live fast like they do in the movies,
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
yeah i just pull up with a gun,
and my girl, boy you better run
cus i been slapping sticks, at these boys
like im ty seguin

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget

prod majinaru

kiss me on the forehead (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

Ｒｕｌｅ＃１：Ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｂｅ　＃２
Taking is not in all cases 'receiving' 
What we denounce from ourselves, we replace with something new. 
The regression of life 
& the fluidity of existence is a continuous giving and taking. 
We take from our experiences, and we give to our emotions. 
the inherent beauty of emotion is its ability to change our experiences.
this paradox fuels everything we know. 
like Life & Death. they give, and they take. 
again & again. 
"They" in this context, are the roles of the observers. 
recycling the same idea, and the intrinsic mechanism of reality 
that "what begins, must end" 
and somehow, eventually we accept this. 
Our affinity for being and our apprehension for nonentity 
It gives us our purpose, and we take it indefinitely. 
They give us desire, and we fill it with everything. 
All that you have, has been given to you. 
and you gave yourself all of it. 
In this particular case, giving is 'receiving' 
because you can take as much as you want. 
but the more you take, the more you give away 
and you give it all. 
every last bit.

kiss me on the forehead (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Medium Sean