i guess its okay... [+heydium]

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

go put on ur pj's and get some fuckin rest now
i dont have the time for this
*nah*
i got things to do
so dont get me in a mood
staring at the moon
think of me and you

why you always fuckin horny, want a guy to just consume you
baby are you with me, or you gone to someone new?
think about the days, where it was just me and you
looking at the stars, in the distance, never knew

that it'd end like this
uh
watching where i step 
uh
you made such a mess
uh
perkys in ur pants
uh
but you dont wear no pants
no
gotta find a pencil
erase, all the things, and the memoires we been through

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

its a danger zone
stepping in this shit with someone else
waking up
in the morning, im all by myself

tryna feed myself
but i got so much to do, i cant do anything else

open up ur mind to something new
channel that energy to things you love to do
i got nothing else to do, so ima work until im blue
turn the process into cash flow, with everything consumed

i dont wanna die all alone in this bedroom
i wont be forever broke, ill make it work and find myself
i wont be discouraged, im already there, and fix my health
ima be the better man ive wanted for my life instill

all my knowledge
in my pocket
keep it locked in
i wont stop this
full my pockets
to fill my stomach
i dont wanna suffer i have never liked this

churns (prod. taylor morgan)

featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1OjHBfRdd96XGNlhwQ3EAo

Graveyard Ft Dylanlotus x Djandrew

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

prod me and @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
Are we in a loop
This artificial flavor aches my tooth
This taste is dry
In a tight filtered space
With no light from the panes
It's the high that I fake
Just to lie to your face again

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Don't expect me to confide in you
Pay upfront when tithings due
I don't got no pocket change
Sorry for reminding soon
Keep my name right out your mouth
Chew me like some gum around
Words you spill
Won't let them fly
Boil trouble on the side

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
If your brain out in the gutter
I don't got your medicine
Two-sided like a benjamin
Foot the bill your payin' up
IRS they've played enough
Knockin' down your bedroom door
Get the clues you left ignored

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for your time to burst
And make them break

leftquiet:
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=jwVZtAtsRcOHxTEGhh9-sg

vampire

vibe ft. gleeshyer

Back baby

Appetizers

i love my friends so much :)
shoutout to @decksmusic , @grayfcx & @majinaruu

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[decks]

memories keep flooding back 
i try to forget but then I relapse
I wish you were out of my system
you're happy and I'm just a victim
perspective is killing me 
I'm stuck in the past while ur happy 
I just made a stack off the words i sing
but it's never enough im in agony 

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[grayfox]

and i  been crying in the rain, like what am i doing?
i’m a fuck up but i keep it moving,
you don’t show love, you can see these bruises
i wanna live fast like they do in the movies,
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
yeah i just pull up with a gun,
and my girl, boy you better run
cus i been slapping sticks, at these boys
like im ty seguin

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget

kiss me on the forehead (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Medium Sean