i guess its okay... [+heydium]

@strivemusicau
@soulfadexo
@northshoremusic
@emptychest

(TNS)
When I’m gone you’d said you’ll the other way
Things don’t ever change just look the other way

(strivesad)
catch me out the back i think i'm feeling numb
never smoke away the pain but i'm still pretty drunk
caught me lacking once again cause i don't feel enough
played the game than got erased so i will soldier on
i ain't switching side this time but now i have to ask why
why am i not progressing in this life
caught me lacking once again cause i don't feel enough
played the game than got erased so i will soldier on

(TNS)
When I’m gone you’d said you’ll the other way
Things don’t ever change just look the other way

(soulfade)
Omnipresent
Catch me lying in the dirt
Everybody wanna talk
But they leave me in the hurt
Rather be alive
To tell you i was never sorry
Buried to the bone
I’m okay with the mindset
Don’t feel sad
It was written in the books
Don’t feel bad
You had it all coming
But that’s okay
Never loved you anyways
Fuck you bitch
Imma go my own way now

(TNS)
Can’t catch a fucking break I’m in my head again
Tripping over people that tried to hold me back again

Push the bad thoughts out my head I can’t control the past

Bitch I’ll break through
Fuck around the rules cuz I ain’t in school

Recharge living in the past I needa restart
“getting tired of living life just like a retard?” - grandma 💀

Hide away the pain inside my brain I needa recharge

When I’m gone you’d said you’ll the other way
Things don’t ever change just look the other way

(emptychest)
everything inside my head was built upon
some death
some death
some death!!!
been like 4 years but im still here
took a trip and i felt no fear
yeah i felt no fear
i felt no fear,
cause it was all i wanted

Numb w/ strivesad, soulfade, The North Shore & emptychest [+ loverboybeatz]

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

safety (secre x heyrick)

featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1OjHBfRdd96XGNlhwQ3EAo

Graveyard Ft Dylanlotus x Djandrew

prod me and @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
Are we in a loop
This artificial flavor aches my tooth
This taste is dry
In a tight filtered space
With no light from the panes
It's the high that I fake
Just to lie to your face again

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Don't expect me to confide in you
Pay upfront when tithings due
I don't got no pocket change
Sorry for reminding soon
Keep my name right out your mouth
Chew me like some gum around
Words you spill
Won't let them fly
Boil trouble on the side

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
If your brain out in the gutter
I don't got your medicine
Two-sided like a benjamin
Foot the bill your payin' up
IRS they've played enough
Knockin' down your bedroom door
Get the clues you left ignored

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for your time to burst
And make them break

leftquiet:
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=jwVZtAtsRcOHxTEGhh9-sg

vampire

AlexandertheGreat.m4a

trap in a world

Valley

i love my friends so much :)
shoutout to @decksmusic , @grayfcx & @majinaruu

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[decks]

memories keep flooding back 
i try to forget but then I relapse
I wish you were out of my system
you're happy and I'm just a victim
perspective is killing me 
I'm stuck in the past while ur happy 
I just made a stack off the words i sing
but it's never enough im in agony 

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget 

[grayfox]

and i  been crying in the rain, like what am i doing?
i’m a fuck up but i keep it moving,
you don’t show love, you can see these bruises
i wanna live fast like they do in the movies,
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
i’m a dead head, but she still love me, that’s my best friend,
if you need a friend baby call me i’m your best bet,
perspective is killing me, yeah that’s what decks said,
hatin on a plate, i just pull up like a redneck 
yeah i just pull up with a gun,
and my girl, boy you better run
cus i been slapping sticks, at these boys
like im ty seguin

[medium sean]

I'm a dead head 
shawty wanna put me on my death bed 
i just sold a feature u can call that shit a rent check
i been going thru it u can hear it in the head set 
I'm just tryna figure out the reason u ain't left yet
and i was waiting at ur door step
opened up the door and then u kissed me on the forehead
wanna to make it out but u were lethal on the forecheck 
surely u remember i been tryin hard to forget

kiss me on the forehead (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Medium Sean