The flo, snd lyrics in fhis one 😭 clean af

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

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lyrics:

it feels like
everybody fuckin hates me
and they're always so quick to replace me
ion even blame them..
im a fuck up and all i do is cause pain...
pain....
pain...

and i hate my life if im really being honest
im just a monster chillin in a closet
wish i could get myself together
nothin' ever changes but the weather
and i cant take a look at myself cuz i hate em
that reflection staring back man i fuckin hate him...
and i swear to god that im not overreacting 
falling apart all the time is very taxing on my head
i cant ever get ahead
cuz life fuckin hates me...especially lately...

nobody out there could ever save me
i been screaming at the top of my lungs
cant somebody out there make me feel alive?
alive? 

and i hate my life if im really being honest...

cuz life fuckin hates me
especially lately...

life. [+irby & jolst]

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

Journey (ft. lovedi3d)

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

Listen on Spotify!

Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

new acoustic single featuring the talented sophia milone!  

my new album 'for better or worse' releases THIS MONTH! March 24th!! Can't wait to share :)

Lyrics:
I've been searching through these blank pages 
story written in hidden language
follow the signs, to a different life 
I've been looking for
open up the door
I've been waiting for this to break 
all this hurting to turn into gain
darling tell me am I really falling 
cuz looking at you is like looking at scarlet 

(hook)
savior of my youth 
come here show me why I've been missing you 
searching for truth 
but then you opened up the door 
and I'm just staring through the framing into you

(soph)
deep impressions 
where I've been laying for what feels like months 
got up cold and tired 
routine habits push and shove 
tie up my grievance with a grimace 
and a cup of tea 
it seems romantic in your eyes 
but I wasn't being me 
I was looking but not for you 
a fountain hidden away just out of view 
a voice calls my name
did I hear that right 
follow it anyway
and walk right through the open door

(bridge)
for where this heading 
I thought there was nothing 
I looked at the timing 
that I put my trust in 
am I even ready 
is this even right 
but it all doesn't matter with how I feel tonight 
can we go on? 
if we don't where to start 
take me as I am 
if you can 
and ill keep you as the

open the door (feat. soph)[prod. King Theta]

Final Single!! New album 'for better or worse' releases NEXT WEEK 3/24!!

produced by @gaxillic_beats & @livingpuffy

Lyrics:

(verse)
here it is 
the final look at all your master plans 
is this what you were picturing 
are you wondering 
what took so long 
or why it all feels so wrong 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know
 how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try again 

(verse)
(so) is this what you wanted 
a picture perfect little way to cope 
is haunting your brain now 
and you can’t find a way out 
(or) is this how you solve this 
cuz i’ve been waiting on a reason while you’re waiting the pain out 
this may never end now 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know 
how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
hello hello can you hear me now 
cuz i think i’m spinning out 
cant tell what it’s about 
I just hope I feel you now 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try 

(bridge)
can i wait this out 
can i wait this out 
there’s no time to waste 
cuz i don’t think i’ll make it til 
you pull me out 

(ending)
cmon cmon wont you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know how to 
ask for help in this situation 
i’m screaming out but i see no difference 
waiting on a reason to find 
that i’m the only one who can try again

pull me out [prod. LIVING PUFF & GAXILLIC]

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by mampitsu
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
What I got's not much
Don't know a lot
But I know one thing for sure
That I'll never ever stop
No I won't give up
These things are worth fighting for
Or even dying for
It's nice to think I have a cause
I'd make the sacrifice
I'd pay the price
No matter what the cost

I'd take the brunt so you don't have to
Worry for a thing at all
When the little things mean everything
My problems seems so
Small town living just the way it should be
Got a brand new lease
But the same old me
'til the day I'm deceased
Here's where I plant my feet
Repping the dairy state
'Cause my lyrics cheese

At least I got a family to come home to
Depression and anxiety
Two things that I'm prone to
I've suffered a lot
I'd like to think that I've grown too
Still I've got so much left to prove

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

Kanashī

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