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Kenny x Big Melancholy - Blurry Vision

personal crisis

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

The day is Over (Prod.@129coval)

Show Me

hydroponic

Photo Credit: vovabotska https://vsco.co/vovabotska
End Sample Credit: Key Whispering https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vWCKZWwgKk

Lyrics: 
You always busy and you just can't talk right now
Remember when you told me you won't break your vow
I'm just tryna glo but I don't know how
You broke my heart girl yeah you tore me down

Girl I hope you're doing well I hope you're doing fine
But you don't wanna talk oh well so nevermind
You always the one running through my mind
I still love you and I'm feeling broke inside

Fuck it I'll just get lazy and lay in bed
Contemplate all the things that you ever said
Let you torment the thoughts that always run through my head
Are you mad or sad or do you love me again

I'm always running out of things that I could really say
And I don't really think you wanna know another way
To help me out the way I did for you on the first day
But I just want you to be fine I hope you'll be okay


These tired eyes
They don't really wanna see you go
These tired eyes
They just wanna see you for your soul
I just wanna be alright but I can't say so
Yeah you kill me so quick but you already know,
I'll fix my broken heart it's not a problem


I loved the way you cared, I loved the way you dared
To love me the way you loved me when I was never there
I know I was a mess, I know life isn't fair
You really saved my life and I love the time we shared

Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

Her smile is the sun yeah she got me from the start

Her lips her eyes her hips her body and the warmth upon her face

She was always by my side yeah I never had to chase

But now it's gone or it's broken and I know that people change

I've been left and empty shell, to wither and fade away

tired eyes

lost in my head

lost in my head (feat. lil blue Q) [Prod.nate2timez]

used 2 feat. rarecandy & noah2000 (prod. Blade901)

i love decks + grayfox so much

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I was standing in your driveway 
after driving hours just to see you on the highway 
caught you by surprise you could say it's just a blind date 
I just wanna show you that I'm really fucking trying 
when I say I love you swear to God I'm never lying 
won't you kiss me on the forehead 
tell me that we'll make it thru the rain when it's pouring
I just wanna see you every day I'm never bored and 
I just wanna go back to when I could sleep in your bed

[decks] 

i keep waking up
its a stupid cycle
i sleep thru days and stay up all night
id do anything just to make things right
if it'll bring me back to your bed tonight
i got visions replaying of every minute
saying if i loved you i should've said
i missed my chance every day i regret it x2
perspective has fucked me up
yeah ive said it before but im fucking stuck
id drive for hours to see your face
maybe then i could matter or mean something

[grayfox]

i went drinking with your friends
you know that i dont like them
kiss me one more time i beg
as your lips touch mine you said
if im being honest you never fucking got it
everything i said was a lie and you bought
flowers for my head kill yourself in the garden
i just wanna sleep yeah even tho im not him
losing my head
losing you losing my friends im mess
i can't do anything right now im stressed
perspective fucked me up shoutout to decks
boyfriend is next
fuck out my texts

kiss me on the forehead pt 2 (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Medium Sean