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NUMB (PROD. BY NEDARB NAGROM)

if i had it all [prod. misery]

prod. @plurbs

Old memories lyrics:

(Verse)
Crazy,
Old memories get replaced when the day ends,
Every fuckin day been the same and I hate it,
Wake up feel a little anxious,
Can't trust anyone I hang with,
Or lack there of cuz the cracks in the concrete got so large and divided the homies,
I really don't give a fuck no more been alone so long that it all feels normal,
Ive grown so much when I struggle forward,
I took your help when it don't feel forceful,
And though I felt like a troubbled soul,
Ida found myself through the months at home,
Got no one else now no one else ever come around all by myself,
With the flowers round me growin out the ground while Im tryna find peace with the world around me,

(Chorus)
Walkin through the place I hide if I don't stay inside by the lake I probly been,
But shawty no I say I'm fine then I'll change my mind probly 8 9 times again,
But I been alone so long that I forgot what love really is,
I said I'm gonna fake my smile while we wait in line til the day our time will end

I Know The Feeling Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

(Verse)
Different days begin to face,
Im thinkin my inspiration dissipating,
How can I prevent the flame from dimming fading,
I just need a different place to visit maybe,
Ima need to go outside,
Control my mind,
Control my life and all the bullshit left aside,
Express what I got left inside and testify,
That Ima try to make the best of my time,
I know shits dark all alone in your thoughts on a road so cold can you hear me,
I know I done a whole lot of wrong but so have we all so we learn to let it go through the healing of time that we all play a part from the moment we start in this life til the moment we leave it,
This world need a whole lot of love but to show it is tough just trust me you gotta believe me,
The peace you can find in you is kinda hard to do,
But I promise you can hop the obstacle,
No doubt but you just got to want to do,
What you wanted to and focus on it through,
All the drama soon you'll find its not as hard when you started you,
Accomplish what you want with the time that you,
Have got so shoot your shot what you got to lose,
This life ain't waiting on it

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

old memories / i know the feeling (prod. PLURBS)

much love to @bluntedpharaoh and @jsomber for this one <3

desperado (feat. AK3K & Somber) [prod. sidxkick]

Our Blistered Horizon - Circle

stars (feat. habition)

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I just found your necklace
In the space between my bed
But I wish that I hadn’t
Don’t want you to take it back (yeah)
‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side
It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine
Anymore

[Pre-Chorus 1]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
And I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 1]
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

[Verse 2]
Now I'm lying awake here
And I'm trying not to cry
'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky

[Pre-Chorus 2]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
While I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 2]
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Got it stuck in my head
Every word that you said
But I'll rewrite the melodies
And I'll take back the memories of you

[Outro]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

Rewrite (feat. Days to Waste)

lyrics -

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

you wanna see your face on vogue magazine
always been a goal since 17
get it babe oh i know you've got it now
you're always at your best when the chips are down
and when you need me 
yeah you know that i'm around whenever you want
i got you on my mind since forever now

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

she wants devotion
emotion
some kind of hero
who can save her
from a world that she never opened
no redemption for the way
that you've been acting
you just push away the people who just wanna try to help you

and i know that it's hard
but you've gotta push through
and i don't know where we're going
but neither do you
and i guess that makes it adventurous too
guess i'll see you in another life with somebody new

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

oh i know
in the end
that we'll always survive
when you're falling and losing
all sense of whats right
i'll be there to guide you
for the rest of your life
and don't sleep yet
you're still my sunset

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sunset (prod. saabye)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

come a lil closer lemme curse u out
finna blow out my lungs just to put u down
comin from a hurt place see the bottle i down
baby it aint u i was just hurt n found

ion mean to come at u w all this smack
but most times baby i just cant hold back
pushin things off the edge
the only thing img good at
try to tear down my walls
youll tear ur heart out instead (X2)

send me down to the fiery hell
i can happily say i deserve
i earned my spot to rot in peace
dont fuck w what i earned
dont come into my life just to wipe my cries
im contagious girl ill break u right
ion needa taste u in the bottle too
just end me before i end u

come a lil closer lemme curse u out
finna blow out my lungs just to put u down
comin from a hurt place see the bottle i down
baby it aint u i was just hurt n found

ion mean to come at u w all this smack
but most times baby i just cant hold back
pushin things off the edge
the only thing img good at
try to tear down my walls
youll tear ur heart out instead (X2)

break u right (prod. crcl)

KILLER

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

But they all reappear
When you getting money
Get out of my face
I don't want you near me
Every time you come around
You want something from me
But if we were to switch
I know you would dub me
Treat me like I don't exist
Yeah I'm nobody
Feeling like I'm dead
Barely have a heart beat

Frozen cold
Iced my soul
Cut my skin
Break my bones
As I grow
Years they go
By so fast
Blow right past me

I can't keep up
Feel so stuck
I'm sealing shut
I think I've had enough
Sometimes I wished the world
Would turn to dust

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

I got some old friends
That wanna see me bloody
But I can't go out bad
So I keep it on me
Life is moving fast
This shit getting crazy
Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me
I don't wanna make a song
Bro you couldn't pay me
Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry

Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry
And Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me

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obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

i love decks + grayfox so much

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I was standing in your driveway 
after driving hours just to see you on the highway 
caught you by surprise you could say it's just a blind date 
I just wanna show you that I'm really fucking trying 
when I say I love you swear to God I'm never lying 
won't you kiss me on the forehead 
tell me that we'll make it thru the rain when it's pouring
I just wanna see you every day I'm never bored and 
I just wanna go back to when I could sleep in your bed

[decks] 

i keep waking up
its a stupid cycle
i sleep thru days and stay up all night
id do anything just to make things right
if it'll bring me back to your bed tonight
i got visions replaying of every minute
saying if i loved you i should've said
i missed my chance every day i regret it x2
perspective has fucked me up
yeah ive said it before but im fucking stuck
id drive for hours to see your face
maybe then i could matter or mean something

[grayfox]

i went drinking with your friends
you know that i dont like them
kiss me one more time i beg
as your lips touch mine you said
if im being honest you never fucking got it
everything i said was a lie and you bought
flowers for my head kill yourself in the garden
i just wanna sleep yeah even tho im not him
losing my head
losing you losing my friends im mess
i can't do anything right now im stressed
perspective fucked me up shoutout to decks
boyfriend is next
fuck out my texts

prod northeast lights

kiss me on the forehead pt 2 (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Rip Jonathan Meristil, I love you bro <3

Mix & Mastered by: yung van
Cover art: JJ Meri x yung van

I fucking died the day I watched you go (Prod. nathanspeiser)

this song was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog

lyrics:
im popping all my cells
where are u now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay on here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that ive always feared

ur easy to fall in love
i honestly cant get enough
get enough
but hey
youve pulled me away
from the bullshit and pain
i hope that i could do the same
i never been on this page
but tell
tell me this is true
i cant stand being lied to
but you
you wont admit
all the things you did

someone put me in my place
im tired of my mistakes
are u sure wanna love me
baby its too late
i just wanna lay with u
fall back in my dirty shoes
no one even has a clue
i like u cause u think im cool

ur skin and bones feelin mine
thrift shirt reflect off the light
clear frames with big pretty eyes
pretty eyes
but wait
will i see u today?
i already miss ur face
can u call me by my name
i cant go another day
but i
i was in need for your love
i guess i asked for way too much
but you
you wont do shit
you stole what i gave

shelter

lyrics:

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my dirty on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

tell me ur up
cause i got a lot i could say
i wouldnt play
im just saying whats up
looking it her on the walk to the party i remember her face when the
moon lit it up
baby i think im in love
girl let me know u feeling the vibe
cold winter nights
i put my hand on the side of her thigh
i couldnt lie
u got me love drunk
u got me fucked up
she left a hole in my heart for a minute that i couldnt fill up
just give me a reason
i swear she change with the seasons
girl u dont make it too easy
baby u keeping me breathin
but lately i find that im wheezing
im not him but i promise im strong
in the dark we can all get along
in my heart u will always belong
in my mind u cant do me no wrong

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my drank on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

currency_119 (scottysplash)

storyboard of two years (Prod. CapsCtrl)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

ψ Oph and ω Oph as the snake-charmer's "left foot", and θ Oph and ο Oph as his "right foot".

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kiss me on the forehead pt 2 (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

Medium Sean