@deadat18 @lb66

Switch up the scene
Holding my life in your hands, you decide what it's worth for me
I'm hanging by a string
Like a machine, delete my feels
I'm reloading, charged by the sun
Descend into madness, I feel like a clown

I get in through the back
Gloves, high tech
I hide my face, get in my shell
Bottom of the well, I found myself
When the rain comes fallin, I'll be gone
Need silence
I'm dying, no lifer
New shape, I'm upgrading
Growing angel wings
I couldn't even cry, until I saw the light
Gotta go, gotta go, it's callin me
No reality
Just set me free
Now I step overseas
In the clouds where I be
At the bank like a fiend

Switch up the scene
Holding my life in your hands, you decide what it's worth for me
I'm hanging by a string
Like a machine, delete my feels
I'm reloading, charged by the sun
Descend into madness, I feel like a clown

Machine (prod. deadat18 & lb66)

produced written and mixed by @sprigtek

lyrics:


keep on going down a spiral
where the pains not fake
bet on life with a high roll
and then ill catch my fade

sometimes i miss those nights
my vice just meant
i met my blade

but
i will never miss
each desperate wish
for them to stay

one soul you cannot claim
is mine
my times above your pay

who cares what price i say
theres still just so much time
that i waste

sorry my schedules packed
so please get out my face

don’t call me just to brag
you left an awful taste

cold contradictions
everybody twisted
acting like a savior?
when we all just need some fixing

got a
view so witless
pride to be your witness
now ur crossing out ur exes
like you’re checking off a hit list

don’t try convincing me
that all of your convictions
have a purpose worth my time
im getting sick of all your shit

fountain pen from my wrist
i keep it written down in red
so the words hurt when
i get them stuck inside your head

keep on going down a spiral
where the pains not fake
bet on life with a high roll
and then ill catch my fade

sometimes i miss those nights
my vice just meant
i met my blade

but
i will never miss
each desperate wish
for them to stay

one soul you cannot claim
is mine
my times above your pay

who cares what price i say
theres still just so much time
that i waste

sorry my schedules packed
so please get out my face

don’t call me just to brag
you left an awful taste

i think im going up online

but barely living in real life

my webcam helps to hide my eyes

240p cant see inside
see inside-
-side

dont look too close please
i hate when u notice

these days i never look at you
you lost my focus

and im not mildly amused
each try was hopeless

you’ll never see me past this screen
cant track my motions

keep on going down a spiral
where the pains not fake
bet on life with a high roll
and then ill catch my fade

sometimes i miss those nights
my vice just meant
i met my blade

but
i will never miss
each desperate wish
for them to stay

one soul you cannot claim
is mine
my times above your pay

who cares what price i say
theres still just so much time
that i waste

sorry my schedules packed
so please get out my face

don’t call me just to brag
you left an awful taste

sprigtek - dont call me to brag

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @emorave

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

breathe ft blackwinterwells

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

Jme sappe comme une prof de francais mes jeans c du desigual
Astralproject1on jsuis dans le club et jressemble a une etoile
Jme sens tellement dramatique, jme sens tellement théâtral 
Dis moi pourquoi je panique, jvais te montrer mon theme astral
Jkiff pas vrm la suisse j’hesite a decal au portugal
J’hesite a me convertir et me recueillir a la cathedrale
Si tu manques de respect a ma sis jvais faire un putain de scandale
Jai pas vraiment envie qu’on me fasse chier jme suis levé de mauvais poil

Jme rappelle l’année passé jme suis levé dans un hopital
Ces bouffons ont rigolé jtrouve ça pas vraiment très normal
Jsuis avec la putain de spazzteam et jsuis le fucking general
J’ai ptet l’air emo mais frero je vais te mettre a mal

Jsuis dans la forêt enchantée 
Je suis une sorcière dévergondée 
Ils sont ils sont epouvantés
Ils m’ont faussement accusée
Au tribunal j’ai été jugée
Pour une multitude de péchés
Des accusations infondées
On m’a longtemps séquestrée 

Jme sappe comme une prof de francais mes jeans c du desigual
Astralproject1on jsuis dans le club et jressemble a une etoile
Jme sens tellement dramatique, jme sens tellement théâtral 
Dis moi pourquoi je panique, jvais te montrer mon theme astral
Jkiff pas vrm la suisse j’hesite a decal au portugal
J’hesite a me convertir et me recueillir a la cathedrale
Si tu manques de respect a ma sis jvais faire un putain de scandale
Jai pas vraiment envie qu’on me fasse chier jme suis levé de mauvais poil

desigual (prod. me)

closer

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

Bitch im posted up inna cut getting a bag
Bitch come get yo mans ya that shit looks sad
Vivienne westwood bag, i rock hysteric glam
Im bout to fucking spazz, my boy smoking on gas
Im fucking up my kidneys, with the guys
I feel like coraline, i got buttons as my eyes
Mask on my face, like im shy guy
Open the doors, bitch i feel like gai
We gon spin yo block bra, clockwise!
Real fucking witch ion need no disguise
I been casting spells under moonlight
If u feel like shit bitch dont act surprised
Spending bands in tokyo ion care bout the price
Bitch im balling hard as fuck do i need to emphasize
strong zero got me drunk im like oh my god!
These fuckers man they tripping they smoking crack rock

Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg

Bitch im with dirtbound he sipping pink same color majin buu
Astralproject1on, rap game betty boop
Ballin like the nba, slam dunk, alley oop
All black undercover fit im looking like da babadook
Dont lie to me i can read thru ur eyes like a book
Get high with me, we could be effy and cook
I cast a spell, silver lock, now ur hooked
Plastic surgery im trynna look like jungkook

Im like omg
Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg
Omg

I couldnt care less bout a bitch i got priorities
im feeling careless idgaf bout authorities
Spending benjis every country i dont care bout currency
Smoking seven stars cigarettes on da balcony
Bitch fuck ur collective, im repping spazzteam
Yall a bunch of weirdos and u guys hasbeen
Ya im getting fucked up and im with justin
Shooting 3 points bitch i cant stop ballin
Life is a gamble im trynna go all in
I feel like hideki kamiya imma get to blocking
Back then they were laughing now they all locked in
Ima cut them off yall a bunch of fking toxins

hideki kamiya (prod. astralproject1on)

@inssekt @em0rave
prod @yumenikki @oaelis

bug:
push me right to the side
tell me i mean nothign 2 u while u watch me cry
cross my heart, n watch me die
1000 needles in my eye

emo:
30mg goodnight
off these drugs u aint know what its like
close my eyes in the sunlight'
3 percocets turn off my lights

bug:
lights off, nobodies home
they say home is where the heart is baby but my heart is cold
i know it gets hard i think i know that the most
yea i think i know that the most

emo:
my hands feel cold
way 2 fucked up dont enn know what im onnn
smokin loud it got the blunt singin notes
id die for you girl, come close

bug:
bb come close (x4)
come close
come close
yeah uh
ik did a lot of shit to u
ik im in the wrong
ik uh uh uh uh
our feelings collide
we clash and we fight
then we fuck all night
idk, this feels right

emo:
tell myself that its alright
girl it broke my heart when we said goodbye
nodding off i dont fw nightlife
im not suicidal just want day of flight

i need pills just to feel alright
i feel empty, nothing inside
zombie walk i dont feel alive
take too much cuz i wanna fly

need your skin u make me feel alive
smoking pressure im way too high
i wan feel good so jus lie
OC 40 im feeling right