this melody is just unreal, its so beautiful. I can honestly say this is the best song I ever found in 2023. I love it. and still do. Its so fucking good.

@820 @sprr00w @thr6x

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC7mfyBVG9Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC7mfyBVG9Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC7mfyBVG9Y

nosgov & sparr00w - reminiscing (thr6x) vid in desc

drums by @oldyungtoadsage, remaining production, mels / vox / mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

shiny ft. farella (prod. souls1 + proxen + omgzanoza)

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

millhouse prod. kojo & 5v

Dansing

nosgov (@820)
for you ill play-pretend
for you ill play-pretend
on the other end
its all in my head

in my head
the first day i held you hand
do you remember
that precious day

do you remember, do you remember?
that precious day
do you remember, do you remember?
that precious day

trasshvampire (@trasshvampire) 
i cant understand
why i cant see you my caroline
and i (?) my veins like i do
but i wont die

wells (@blackwinterwells)
girl whatd you say
i wanna see you
hurts every day
that i cant be you

girl whatd you say
i wanna see you
hurts every day
that i cant be you

senses (@7senss)
just know i got your back
with you i feel safe
but i know i cant stay
for you ill play-pretend

i hope you understand
you make me act this way
...

i know its not real
theres no you and me
cant change how i feel
keep my mind concealed

nosgov (@820)
can you tell me
what do you see in me
can you help me
what they still see in my

in my dream
you hold me
ill walk my way
i pave my way

nosgov trasshvampire blackwinterwells ilysenses kidtrashpop - for you (ttenoji)

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

sprigtek

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