ch.5 Gush! (w/ ashes + gl0wrm)

PD30 +Stan Cavier (wayza)

prod me

My blood is drying im better of dead

That got to be be the worst day yet

My heart is beating and my eyes see red

I spent all day rotting in my bed


Why the fuck does it hurt so muxh

Why’s my heart beating so fast

why do i got to be like that

why u gotta do me like that

bang my head against the wall

now on all plats LETS GOOO
prod the FREAKING GOAT @ssoh

why do i have to deal with being so different
you had your chance but you got up and you missed it
when you said i love you did you really mean it
cuz i feel so dumb if i really did believe it

i cant believe it
can you please tell me why are you leaving
i sent you hundred of messages you only see them
cuz in one word i keep a hundred different meanings

and i cant even think straight anymore
i gave you what you wanted but you wanted more
can you tell me why youre blowing up my phone
i know youre mad i can see it in your tone

can you tell me why youre acting so brand new
cuz its starting to feel like i never knew you

what are you saying?
you aint making no sense
why are you playing
i told you like a million times i aint stayin

you say that you feel me can you tell me what you feelin?
i dont even know what to say
ive been tweakin out my brains
she say that she miss me but now its too late

can you tell me if this love is real or fake
everyday im getting closer to my fate

different

Nosgov - blue charm (5v)

Chore //prod. 8t33n

You can never make me talk
So fucked up I cannot walk
Just like Alice I am lost
Where am I?
Stick the needle in the eye 
See they would kill me if I lied
I can never show my thighs
Don't ask why

(Can I please have this dance
All I want is this dance)
Me and you 
We're hand in hand
I can feel you in my hand
I can do this yes I can

I will not fuck this up....

You can never make me talk
So fucked up I cannot walk
Just like Alice I am lost
Where am I?
Stick the needle in the eye 
See they would kill me if I lied
I can never show my thighs
Don't ask why

Corpse party, all the zombies move from us
One by one, hurrah hurrah
Idk what is in my cup
4 days and I haven't touched lunch
I don't know what else to say..
You're all that I want

Can I please have this dance
All I want is this dance)
Me and you 
We're hand in hand
I can feel you in my hand
I can do this yes I can

I will not fuck this up....


1Dance (Prod. Skysuzuya)

prod. me
feat. horrormovies on "plastic"
album art by dirtbound13




gonna burn my diary
im tired of giving up
its sweet like a cherry
ill never give it up
mother mary
i sinned last week
i didnt mean it
the night's so starry

im getting tired of life as a whole
i wanna get ouf of this shithole
im stuck in this depressive loophole

it never stops
never ends
it never stops
never ends

last night was a nightmare
i sang my prayer

im stuck in a body that i dont even like
the pain's immeasurable there's nothing alike
unrelatable mess
in a constant state of stress
i cant find the words to express
lord i need to confess

Im holding on my rosary
It feels so cold and so lonely
lost in these intricacies
The bathroom is so bloody
This skirt doesnt even fit me
1 look in the mirror and i see nothing
Dont you think its kinda funny
Dont you think im so pathetic
Its starting to get hard to breathe
Another day, story repeats
Itself it never really ends
Crawling on my body like some ants
Or like the spiders on my hands
I do not want to show my fangs
I burned my wings just for a dance,
With you i hope it never ends

starry night

prod. me
feat. horrormovies on "plastic"
album art by dirtbound13


Another day of misery its nothing new
The floor feels so slippery i tie my shoe
So i stay back keep track
I keep an eye behind my back
Snap back stare at
I think i jus lost my track
Staring at the posters on my wall
Twin peaks me and u meet up waterfall
I gotta break through, follow the protocol

I gotta break through, follow the protocol

protocol

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