love your voice. keep up the great work and I'd love to learn the languages you speak 

bro I think its interesting and I love that you apply it to your songs. you have great talent and im happy to see you growing

youve improved so much man! rly proud!!<3

(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

live my life with the anxiety 
way too many stupid feelings inside of me
the things you do so normally
are making me feel like i cannot breath

sometimes i just wanna die...
sunlight spills in hurts my eyes
another sleepless night

another sleepless night
i can never close my eyes

and everybody tells me the same old thing
 "we all get sad" yeah, its kind of disgusting
its like they really don't understand me
this isolation gets me feeling really empty
this is why i keep to myself
this is why i deny all your help
im so sick of all this shit

you know that im so sick of this
my stomachs queasy
i just want to end it...

Spotify

anxiety [+metlast & 5head]

bridge

produced by @dercept and @daks9k
mastered by @deadfishh

I am falling but I am falling for you

meghan trainor made me h8 myself (prod. Fly Boi Yoda)

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

my hair is a mess
i cant fit this corset,
if i fill up my chest, would my breast look the best?
if i keep doing squats, would my ass grow a lot?
is my body not hot?
is my body not hot?

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

"you need to gain more meat"
"hey, do you ever eat?"
is my body incomplete?
what about what's inside me?

not a treble or a bass
all i got's a pretty face
meghan trainor made me hate myself-
more than words could ever explain

my hair is a mess
i cant fit this corset,
if i fill up my chest, would my breast look the best?
if i keep doing squats, would my ass grow a lot?
is my body not hot?
is my body not hot?

not a treble or a bass
all i got's a pretty face
meghan trainor made me hate myself-
more than words could ever explain

(fuck you, meghan trainor. you know what you did.)

meghan trainor made me h8 myself (prod. Fly Boi Yoda)

Sickening jasmine sweet
Parked too late and got a ticket just to stay a little longer 
Behind the wheel I'm falling asleep
I crashed into you at like seventy miles an hour

I'm pathetic yeah 
I do everything I can to make you happy
I been hearing what they sayin' but I dead it
I'd give everything I have just to have you yeah
How pathetic 
Slapping myself to keep my eyes open 
One more moment while I'm driving yeah 
You're the devil
I was fine with going to hell before I met you 
Before I met you 

I’m fucking pathetic
I loved and regretted and now all that shit don’t mean shit to me
When I drive alone my mind won’t shut up I scream and nobody is listening
I got through the day with the thought of you every time that I knew you were visiting
I’ll leave you to sleep in my bed cause I don’t wanna wake you when I write in misery
Saw you that night and you stuck in my mind and I never thought that I could find you
Now that I found you I wanna die a little less cause I just wanna be around you oh
I been here before but I never been on these roads and I need you to hold me close
Where do we go if I keep I driving tonight I’m meeting the holy ghost

How pathetic 
I'd give everything I have to make this perfect
I was sleeping in my backseat down in Texas
I just couldn't make it to another exit yeah
I'm pathetic

spotify

falling asleep while i'm driving w/ cavasoul (p. afterlife)

I Don't Wanna Waste My Time Again w/ Polar & Bixby (prod. rinne)

cutting ties like a weight lifted off my chest
wanna breathe again
nights laid without the air
one too many~
no not ever, again~

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

surrender [p. ivy leaguer]

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Suisai ✨
💎 @sushisai 💎
💎 instagram.com/sushisigh/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/sushisigh 💎

✨Blade901 ✨
💎 @blade_901 💎
💎 instagram.com/_blade901/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/blade901 💎

stream ❄️

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

I am falling but I am falling for you

Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

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