6/29/2024 now shh


lyrics 

every night 
swear i die
i cant see shit when i cry
the worst part
is im alive
and i feel it in time

i blast off my face
i just take off my makeup
u see the monster 
i see when i wake up
u love me so much 
and im doing fake drugs
im falling over and my shoes arent laced up 

this pain what im scared of
let her cut my veins up
i cover my face up
im what hate is based off
i can be too careless
im just way too baked up

7 nights all on my own
i feel closing of my throat
every day im in my zone
look at last year bitch ive grown


every night 
swear i die
i cant see shit when i cry
the worst part
is im alive
and i feel it in time

i blast off my face
i just take off my makeup
u see the monster 
i see when i wake up
u love me so much 
and im doing fake drugs
im falling over and my shoes arent laced up

deepest pit of hell (full walkthru)

2024 unreleased.

deepest pit of hell [full walkthru]

track 2 off of my upcoming tape "if i sit down"

shoutout aj

old habits die hard (feat adjacen7) [prod stoic]

i'm sorry

I'm just tryna feel alive, but swear this smoke don't do me nothing
Taking hits to find my peace, but I get tired of the bluffing
Feel the weight inside my lungs, I'm smoking dank that's why I'm stuntin
Wish that I could feel it, but alone it don't mean nothing

Still I only fuck with gas
I ain't never slide no mid, be offended if you ask
But lately I been feinin just so i can flip a pack
Like I need it, but I need the money more than I need grass

It ain't never been this bad, but I don't ever ask for help
Do like all I can to get the bag, cost of my health
Collecting all new trauma, getting paid now feel like hell
But I had to get the bag, resort to selling my whole self

That's way too close for comfort
Maybe I deserve it, maybe I should suffer
Maybe shit been rougher, maybe I'll get tougher
Don't need no one, I'll just stay behind my cover

Shit too real, I smoke it all away
Can't stop here, I'm going all the way
3.5, until I'm gone today
I'm so scared, take it all away

What a fucked up dumb life
But I got fucked perspective, don't take my advice
That's just how it is don't feel bad for myself
I been know how this works since the day I was twelve

Got a clouded brain, but I'm still tryna function
Daily stupid shit just be pushin my buttons
Carry out my business but I'm still on some fuck shit
I wanna eat the barrel, twelve gauge with the buck shit

WWKD (What Would Kurt Do) (Manic)

I'm sorry for the things I said,
I got these thoughts in my head.
You know I didn’t mean it,
And I can't get these thoughts out clear.

Huh, promise that you'll still be my dear?
Yeah, know you got a new man—could you promise that you'll still be my dear?
Take a flight out to Japan, yeah, promise that you'll still be my dear.

And that you'll be here when I need you there.
I'll buy you that new Prada bag, I'll buy you brand new hair.
I'm on a flight, I'm outta here—I'm in the stratosphere.
I've seen his fits; he ain't got no swag, so please do not compare.

This shit does not compare to the shit that I have seen.
I'll take you places that, I swear to God, they ain't ever been.
We can go and eat at five-star restaurants that they'll never eat at.
Got some loud-ass beats inside my head, so please turn up the feedback.

Uh, and I hope I don't relapse,
So I think I gotta relax.
Can we just put the seats back?

And I'm at a terminal, baby, so I might not text back.
I got some things I gotta do, but then I'll get right back.
So please don't get attached to another guy that you know.

I got some lyrics in my head—I'll jot them down in my notes.
I'll get to them when I get home,
When I'm back in the studio.
And I can do any flow—
That's why she calling me the goat.

And I promise I'll get back to you,
Just gotta get off the flight.
Yeah, I promise I'll get back to you,
Just give me one more night.

So let's not end this on a fight,
You know that doesn't sound right.
You know that doesn't sound right,
So let's not end this on a fight.

RETURN FLIGHTS

enjoy! <333

prod: grayskies

LYRICS:
Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape

Don't expect it to change
Just because of your face
That's what they all say
They all say

And I know I can't get too close
Gotta hold it back
Can’t get too attached
You said you know that
You know that

As we watch the sun
You said I was the one
I can’t fall for your love
Fall for you love

Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape
_______________________________________________________________________________

loveu333

no escape

Prod. The Sound Clown & 5Head 
Master : Skele 
Vocals by vails & Skele 

https://on.soundcloud.com/pqPkttdq38NfQk2o9

Lyrics below.
Vails:

You’ve not been around..
And I’m another bottle down
Now you’re gone 
I Hit rock bottom like the sediment 
How long before it really fucks up all my confidence 
Id still come  back from my grave just like a Revenant 
And even when im gone would I still be relevant To you?
Why did u give no fuckin closure
I wish you’d come a lil closer 

Skele:

i wish you’d come a little closer
pour up this bottle got me moving little slower
i just can’t do fucking anything sober
and when i see you  i just can’t keep my composure anymore
tell myself that anything is better than before 
you’re the only thing i can’t get my mind off i can’t ignore 
send like 100 rounds 
right to my chest
im bleeding 
like it’s war
how the fuck i’m by myself 
u said forever 
said u swore

Pour my heart out on the floor
Pour my heart out on the floor

Vails:

You’ve not been around..
And I’m another bottle down
Now you’re gone 
I Hit rock bottom like the sediment 
How long before it really fucks up all my confidence 
Id still come  back from my grave just like a Revenant 
And even when im gone would I still be relevant To you?
Why did u give no fuckin closure
I wish you’d come a lil closer

#emotrap #emorap #emo #music #rap #emotional #trap #soundcloud #rapper #producer #hiphop #skele #lilskele #vails #vailsmusic #music #sad #safehaven #sadmusic #closer

closer (feat. Skele)

why is it so hard to exist
my insides get ripped apart if i resist the urgent crawling of my skin

all my memories locked in basements and the floorboards of that room
out of body, sealed my fate
ill see you really soon

you cant see all thats in my head
i bleed it out, but to my dread
like every time went way too far
im running out of space for scars

keep it pushing but my head just keeps on spinning
telling me that i should end it but i never want to listen
cause i know that i agree but that was never part the vision
im still tryna stick around just for as long as i can bare

i hate who i am
im wasting time and
i only feel fine when im on the edge now

ihatewhoiam

sharpen the blade w/ re: (yunnygoldz)

ty 2 da boys for making this happen

lyrics eventually? idk man i'll look into it

cold cypher (with vails, logan bleu, brecken, S.I.N., swaine)

prod me
CYAN (1/2)

lyrics:

You wanna drag? Hell no,
I been pumpin my nicotine like Joaquin thats well know,
Well known,
Well no,
Im on a mission,
My thoughts were taken by the wave, ocean made it dismissive,

..

And I don’t need nobody,
And I don’t need nobody,
The sky is so blue,
Last drop of liquid evaporated from my body,

..

And if I blackout before the sunrise,
Know that at least I tried,

..

My skin ache, from the sunburn
Ho got cake, that’s what I learned,
That ain’t **Rio de Janeiro**, but we’re playing beach ball
Hit that boy with the flick,
I cannot afford another hit,

old habits die hard (feat adjacen7) [prod stoic]

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