i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

Self produced, old track re-released

(lyrics)

AlmostChristmas

u got the coldest heart? thats what u think, u not seen mine

haunted house [ushanka boy]

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright)
Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying   

Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill
This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill
Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for 
I checked the walls and every corner of this floor
Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen 
It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam
And your vision now is blurry muddled out 
Expression everywhere you see without doubt  

This pattern i recognize its steady all around me 
This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding 
A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal
This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill 
This distraction 
I admit
Entertains for the moment 
Occupy this until it
Will, become my proponent

Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying

dull enough (dead spyro)

DanzSung feat. Brecken (VALXR)

lyrics

you say its from smoking but i think tears grown plants inside of my lungs
kinda like the tree that i parked my skateboard at when i was young
right before the highway that id run across
cuz cars drove fast and i couldnt push it fast enough
i been thinking bout the past lately
im just bored from all the nothing thats been taking up my time lately

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

purgatory 2 (dexter yu x juanchi)

Vails x Swamp - You can Leave

Lyrics coming soon!! 

#metal #poppunk #rock #music #vails #swamp #hardcore

You can Leave (feat. Swamp)

abstractions and vignettes of emotion and experience, i hope you enjoy

all beats by elijah david: https://www.youtube.com/@ElijahDavid_

thank you to notahero and shizukesa for helping complete some tracks and provide a unique perspective to the emotions i've felt

takeyourtime with shizukesa [prod elijah david]

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