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This song is made by YonKaGor, not me. This song is about depression.

Its Normal - Yonkagor

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/B7-DJvbOa9Y
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Telecaster B-Boy (YonKaGor)(Cover/Arrangement)

Paper Alibis

Top 10 Things To Do Before You Die

This is basically just here so I can put it on my playlist
ALL CREDIT GOES TO YONKAGOR NOT ME 

Lyrics:

Can't you see there's nothing else to say
'Cause all your acts are getting on my nerves
I'll make you the villain of this tale
And surely you will get what you deserve

Truth or lies, the price you're gonna pay
Destroying all the flackery you get
What a fool, the sweetest things they say
Just so you know, I'm not satisfied yet

All my dolls i'll fill em' up with hate
'Cause it is parasitic, the fire of my rage
Hey darling, can you shift that boring sight to me
There's no way that I'll even lеt you free

Together let us laugh if you еver died
Your faulty actions can never be justified
A little more and I can see your sweet sweet-side
That suffering is pleasing to my eyes

Everyone, listen to me cry
There's nothing better than to be victimized
And all the lies I've said they won't be clarified 
But I do know that you are terrified 

I will take this song down only if requested by Yon themselves 
Sorry if the audio’s bad quality, it was my first time uploading a song to SoundCloud lol

Victim Identification - YonKaGor

Waterland

I was practicing songs that aren't so happy like what I usually make. I'm kinda happy by how this came out.
This is my first time making a song like this, so the lyrics and music might sound weird.
I hope my accent doesn't ruin the song

Music Instrumentals/Vocals/Lyrics by JonKaGor

Lyrics :

If I told some words of truth
They're 'lies' that you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
You said my words were fake

Tho I want to give you love
You'll see them as a threat
But your eyes start to blur
And I tried to fake a smile

I saw your heart fall apart
As you were crying from the start
What I tried to cheer was something
Meaningless

But I was careless enough
To leave mistakes without a shame
And I was the only one to blame

Let's dance and swing it is a never ending play
While the audience watch us
Don't tell me what to do
Now, let the song that brought me far away
Suffocate me as I fail to stay

Tho I know that you were sad
You were no longer there
If I knew the end would be bad
I wouldn't make you smile

And now that I can't find
The things that might have changed
The memories inside my mind
They can't be rearranged

And because I was the one
Who told you something that you want
What I tried to tell was something
Meaningless

But I was stupid enough
Explaining things you can't believe
Grief was the only thing I achieved

"Please smile, don't cry!" I shouted your name from the stage
O, turn your head to me cause
I'm not pretending to love
Why can't I just give your heart a trace?
As if my voice can't reach you in this place

"I'm sorry"

Dance and swing 'cause this show doesn't have an end
While the audience mock me
Don't tell me what to do
Now, so long, goodbye you'll never be a friend
Let's watch the 'dreams' that we used to pretend

If I told some words of truth
They're secrets you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
Your love to me is fake

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

COPYCAT (Grilled Fish MIX)

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

Music/Songriting : Jon Yudistira
Lyrics : Jon Yudistira & MelloRange

Lyrics :

I lost desire, I never meant to leave
I'm traumatized by excessive sympathy
I kept on loving the people who are wrong
Until my heart got swept along

Why do I keep on trying?
I just end up lyin'

Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway


You’re seeking answers for the toying you’ve been through
Grasping for proof that's been locked away from you
I was a dream and the one you're looking for
But now I can't love anymore

If only time could rewind
Fix my own broken mind

Come on, now it’s already too late
Come on, it’s time I reached my expiry date
Goodbye, my mind begins to break
‘Cause once I’m gone, I won’t matter anyway

Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway


Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, how I feel is just another mistake
So I kept on lying for your sake
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway

Another Mistake

Lone Dance (Doodle)

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange

Mastering : Clockwork Audio Mastering

I thought that it would be another boring night
Until my eyes caught you where you stood,
Stood in sight

'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note
I am pulled by your strings of emotions
I can't, can't run away now

Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay
Or maybe love isn't worth a try
'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame
So, I locked all my dreams inside

Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love


I really thought your gaze would fade after today
But I was wrong when you came right back
Back this way

Although I sealed away these feelings building up
Don't you know that I've been waiting for you?
Take me, take me away now

Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate
And maybe I'm not prepared to cry
I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes
So I kept alone my honest lies

It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign
Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling
It's troubling
Even so!

It's incidental, we found one another's lives
Then you stole this heart of mine
You made me fall in love


Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love

Yeah!

Fall in Love!

Artificial Abandonment

YonKaGor

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