The Upload

The song is from YonKaGor: https://youtu.be/BK3BxASoMJc
All credit goes to them
I just wanted this song on soundcloud im going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Mr. Sunfish (YonKaGor)

I dont own this music!

lyrics:
[Verse]
I want to fly
To the country you reside
To a world where I can hold your hands
But that's my silly plan

To walk me through
And to share an endless view
Of a brand new and exotic land
And that’s your silly plan

[Pre-Chorus]
But right now
In a distant timezone
You're still awaiting
A ringtone on your phone

[Chorus]
Maybe someday
We can both live far away
In Toronto, Berlin, or Japan
And that's our silly plan

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]
But right now
In a distant timezone
You’re still awaiting
A ringtone on your phone

[Chorus]
Maybe someday
We can both live far away
In Toronto, Berlin, or Japan
And that's my silly plan

[Outro]
No that's your silly plan
And that's our silly plan

Silly Plans ~ YonKaGor

This song is made by YonKaGor, not me. This song is about depression.

Its Normal - Yonkagor

The song is from YonKaGor https://www.youtube.com/c/YonKaGor
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Lyrics;
My mind's a broken mess
Torn by the ones I thought were best
I trusted them with all my heart
And now we're back at start

Healing with time and pills
Through hurt that breaks the strongest wills
But surely it's why I remain
To suffer through this undesired pain

So here I lie in wait
For days I say it's all okay
Days fly by with no progress there
It's just too much to bear

Thoughts about you
Made me stop all the things I loved to do
Sleepless nights without a fight
But I still hope that you're alright

And so I gave myself to you
I didn't know I was used
Those strings of fate wound up my mind
My naïve heart took on that part
And said that I'll be fine

And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I took it all and said the fault was mine
Though it's a fallacy

All of this blame you gave
Was just to make sure I behaved
And in the end through severed ties
I saw through all your lies

Inside your twisted cage
My blinded heart is filled with rage
This pain of mine was yours combined
And you should be the one confined

And so I gave myself to you
I didn't know I was used
Those strings of fate wound up my mind
My naïve heart took on that part
And said that I'll be fine

Now that I'm free, it's all so clear to see
That you were the one tormenting me
And in the year I thought this through and through
That I should be the one hating you

And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I took it all and said the fault was mine
Though, it's a fallacy

And now I know the truth behind your weak hypocrisy
You won't chain me with your guilt cause it's all words of blasphemy
And now it's come the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I won't run right now at the end of the line
'Cause it's a fallacy

Fallacy (YonKaGor)

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/MeVua6hDt8k?si=4B2GH89fbn8XU68l
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Silly Plans Revisit (YonKaGor)

Waterland

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

nightcore // miss wanna die (shinitai - chan)☆ english cover by JubyPhonic

Billie Eilish - my strange addiction

Youtube Gyuuki Nightcore: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nle3vNwkZVU&list=LLfHVzh9Wir5uiEpfTqkXAKg&index=5&t=0s

Pic: https://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=73297989

Nightcore - Dynasty (MIIA)

Someone To You - BANNERS

STREAM ON SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/album/3TrEK1QZqzyIF6BDhjBv6M?si=lwDS_cM0Tyuat3Dq5gzhIw

prod. by Sugar Hollows 
engineered by Sugar Hollows

Buy on Itunes

Better Off Dead

Due to demand, here's I Forgot That You Exist !

Video : https://youtu.be/f-BvvNZwgQ0

Lyrics :
So, what's your name?
What was your name?
I can't remember something so lame

'Cause I don't care
No, I don't care
That a breakup left you in despair

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

So, what's it like?
What is it like?
To leech on someone else the next night?

Y'know, it's fun
It really is fun
To hear you blame me for crimes I've never done

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Though, I've been thinking of maybe forgiving
Am I crazy, am i strange?
You'll never change

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Maybe one day I'll get over this,
But for now, you don't exist
No, to me you don't exist
I forgot that you exist

I Forgot That You Exist

Songwriting, Arrangement, Music Production - Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

Guitars - Daniel Roughley
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoOB0IznzS-ClqhMdfK8o9A
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/daniel_roughley/

Piano - Cecilia

Mastering - Clockwork Audio Mastering (http://clockworkmastering.com)

-- LYRICS --

It's now the end of all the visions that we had
You were a friend, but we were never meant to be
Because the lane we took is now a broken path
I walk away now, to resign you as a memory

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

Na na na...

I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset
'Cause my emotions were for entertaining you
I saw the crossroads that leads back to where we met
Though I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenue

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'


I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile
'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mine
You said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routes
Am I wrong to want to walk with someone else?

Wow - whoa - oh

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

(Ad-lib)

Paper Alibis

Bitter and Blunt

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange

Mastering : Clockwork Audio Mastering

I thought that it would be another boring night
Until my eyes caught you where you stood,
Stood in sight

'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note
I am pulled by your strings of emotions
I can't, can't run away now

Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay
Or maybe love isn't worth a try
'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame
So, I locked all my dreams inside

Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love


I really thought your gaze would fade after today
But I was wrong when you came right back
Back this way

Although I sealed away these feelings building up
Don't you know that I've been waiting for you?
Take me, take me away now

Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate
And maybe I'm not prepared to cry
I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes
So I kept alone my honest lies

It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign
Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling
It's troubling
Even so!

It's incidental, we found one another's lives
Then you stole this heart of mine
You made me fall in love


Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love

Yeah!

Fall in Love!

You Made Me Fall In Love

The song is from YonKaGor: https://youtu.be/IZyz9Nsaio0
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on soundcloud im going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

You'll Be Gone (YonKaGor)

The world in my head is the quietest ☠️

I Forgot That You Exist

YonKaGor

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