and so you learn another language
because maybe they might have some answers￼
or a philosophy of life 
that makes you sane again
but youll only learn
how to say
that you are lost
in a another way
you may work less 
but its just more time to think￼￼￼ a lot
and you think about
how theres no way out

it’s a breakdown
it’s just a breakdown

and you will live hurting others
youll hurt your friends and hurt your brothers
and you will try to make up for all of your mistakes
but even when you are cleansed 
of all your sins youll still remember them
and when you die you will hurt them all over again

yeah theres no way out
what were you talking about

it’s a breakdown
it’s just a breakdown

if you really want to cause no more pain
youd lock yourself inside a room and just remain
but i know you well and you would never do such a thing
cause even though you’re in pain
youd decide to live through it again
because at the end of it theres a light that youve seen before

and in that brief moment 
where it all makes sense
and its worth it
god knows its worth it

it's just a breakdown

it's just a breakdown (but it's worth it) mix 2

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