dont u have a discord server or sum like that??

What like voice thingy or like auto tune or wtv voice efffect that is do you use I need one so bad im trying to make similar music 🥲🥲🥲

newtune etheral atmospheric impressionistic lullaby

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart ft. victxrw (chromey)

shoutout peter dury & ronaldinho
produced by @emogirl8519 

lyrics:

I js cash in cash out, ive been in my bag now
bitch i got exotic, i got shi tha make u pass out
on my mom i got no handouts, i had nothin i got bandz now
heard he beggin for the feature that lil boy fanned out

fuck u n yo daughter leave a stain in dis bitch
outside wit my brothers imma die for my clique
got tha orange soda pour that wok n take a sip
do this for my momma imma die trynna get rich

i need options baby i need options
gotta keep my mind on tha low cuz they be watchin
n i cant fuck wit these hoes i hope they block me
antag man u been changin up bitch who gon stop me

bitch its 2 am n im waitin in the lobby
we on the game wit the squad we fightin zombies
if i catch u outside im droppin bodies
hit a lick wit a mask nobody saw me 
flex on that bitch she gon hate me cause im rich
hear u talkin allat bullshit imma go n grab my clip
made him lag made him glitch had to put in a ditch
heard my brother turned informant imma put him in a grip

clique 👥 (emogirl8519)

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

Hand Out 🎯+ Mystic (homeboyjakob)

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
id make it up tnite
make it all seem better off
but u dont gotta slide
u ain even gotta ride, no
i might j sip on dat cup, feel right
i shoulda put more sprite
look how da time flies
i think i need peace of mind

pray for all my bruddas
stab me n i hit u wit dat- leave him like a floater
im still tryna let go her
they still shadow watching
lemme get my swag back
i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@aftrrs:
everything going up like crescendo
watch the rain fall and im staring out the window
they say nero next up yeah ive been known
skrt side whippin in this bitch like its a rental
u ran away found urself a new home
cross that bridge look back and u watch it burn
cross my name out ur mind but still i watch u grow
they ask why i still cry and i lie so its no concern

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
-swag back, i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@00calder:
hate me
i dont want to lie if you date me
i dont want to give what youre taking
i dont got the time to keep waiting
i dont want to live if you (hate me)
what the fuck
i thought i was enough
i guess i never expected to see another one
but if its now or never i guess hes the better one (2x)
i was never the one

(prod. @curtainss @recyclexbin & me)

full of myself w/ aftrr & calder (curtains, recyclebin, kurse11)

experimental projects ep comin soon

lyrics

rollin up a couple blunts
while im snortin cocaine
smash a perc and snort it up
i call it a perkcoke

n im really countin up 
while these bitches suck on
robocoughin in my cup
im sippin down im fucked up

rollin off a perc
sippin hella drank
im wasted all up
find me in a club

walkup to a party
n my fuckin nose numb
but one thing i know
that ill always be rollin

rollin in my fuckin house
im coolin down the fuckin blunts
walkup to a party house
got all the bitches on my dick

im sippin hella robocough
im snortin all the pills i got
im noddin off the fuckin booze
im countin all the money up

bitches on my dick they gaggin
while im rollin up a blunt
im smokin up im faded up
but im always rollin up

on my way to hell 
with a ford truck killin zombies
call of duty shit 
im shootin every single person 

got an ak by my side
i feel like im in counter strike
shootin bitches up
headshot blow his brain off

fucked up im off percocets
but im still ballin, im still rollin yuh
i dont really care about no bitch 
cuz its whatever yuh

im kewlin down the street
bitches suck on me while im gone
gonna take 100 fuckin percs
n ill call it a day

wasted, wasted in my house but im still rollin
rollin rollin off the percs but im still countin
countin, countin up the money and the percs yuh

percs yuh gotta take them all and fuckin stay gone

find me in a forest rollin up
doing drugs yuh
walk up to ya house
thats 9 to yo dome yuh

bullets hit his temple up
fucked up while im countin up
loading up the ak up
smokin up anotha one

fuckin bad bitches i bagged on the club yuh
shits just lame im tired of everythin yuh
but im rollin up rollin up another blunt yuh
n im kewlin kewlin down in my abandoned house

rollin up, rollin up bitch im fuckin rollin up
smoke it up smoke it up greenin out in my damn house

puff it up puff it up eyes are red from thc
snort it up snort it up, nose numb my minds fucked

rollin up (prod me)

kas - ivory tower

STREAM

UNITY

prod. me &  @pandi, also featuring pandi

i found peace in your warmth
i can’t guarantee your safety but just know
i’ll keep you close i’ll keep you near
i hope i don’t look like the devil
that was never my intentions
i just want to get a couple things clear,

i’ll be there for you
i’ll give up everything i got because i care for you
because what you and i got is pretty rare
what they have they cant compare
i’ll protect you from their glares
i’ll protect you from their glares

comfort ft. @pandi

@1yugenn
@nokiyzu
@mitsooya

notes:
yugen n i are rly proud of dis 1 hope it doesnt flop :3 enjoy!

(lyrics)

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

[mitsu]
wht do u want
i'm just a fool
wht do u want from me
i don't hve a clu#e
n i can't take
another1 sip
of dis liquor so i'll just have 2...
run back2u
【x2】

[yugen]
running back 
bby i just want ur love again##
n i been lost all the way i think its till the end
all the times i asked you out
u said it just depends
ppl tell me 2 b happy but i really cant :/

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

hook

back2u +yugen (noki)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

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