jaydes - sedated (sped Up)

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The lovе we had what used to be (Losеr)
I toss and turn, babe I can't sleep
I bit my tongue, I broke my teeth
'Cause your loves a drug and I need

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe
Cut out my eyes, I can barely see you leave
The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe

bunii - galore galore galore

bunii - dont make me

bunii - medicine (feat. anji)

new me

dionaea

see u again

resume

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suburban daredevil

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