Xstacy (feat JayT)

SHEER HEART ATTACK

forreal (normal)

Produced by ya boyyy Im sad Its sad 
Gannngg <3

lonely

Lyrics -

( I hate my life like a lot right now, its hard to fuckin even keep going, like every fuckin nights a battle, 
its a bad battle,and I'm trying and thank you all for the support it means the world to me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck

Stop livin in my past, But i like to remmeness
Feelins of you here, but you gone, moved on fast 
Walls caving in  you apart of the ash
Driving going 90 and you caused a major crash
  
Stare at my veins, all it takes is just one slash
cont remember your face, Im forgetting way to fast

Always thought that we could make this shit last
caught up in the flame, a rain filled forecast   

This pain it kills so fast
 Here and gone, quick like a door dash 
Get drunk askin where my bitch at
Lost in your eyes, yes I miss that
Caught up in the stars,Where my kiss at
Said you'd never leave but you did that

(I just don't get why im not good enough, like i tired so fucking hard and im not good enough,
And i don't know what i did, You just left no reason, and it kills me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck


I fuckin hate my life, get the bottle I sip
learn from my feelings just to bottle that shit
Never let a soul see who the real me Is
drop another song cuz i'm feelin like this 
I hate my life, everything the same 
 i wanna quit, i wanna move away

I wanna move away, Give up on life, 
depression just a replay

replay (prod. capsctrl)

https://soundcloud.com/niteowl-music NIteowl linkk

rose petals ft. niteowl (prod. candle lights)

take a big sip so i cant feel shit </333
s/o @srggranted

BIG SIP w/ SRG Granted (prod. thislandis)

geeking - babyKanine ft. Robstar (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Released November 15th 2020
west boy (prod. smokerose)

west boy (prod. smokerose)

[Lyrics]
Everyone sees a dark place 
I don't want too
You know i'm in my room to isolate 
I don't want too 
I don't want too 
I don't want too 

Swear I give it my all like
Might fight to wake up and survive
My brain just crashed like a hard drive
Smoke smoke to put it off of archive
Sipping hard again
I'm in pain its hard to stand
Sipping on a sippy cup that's filled with more lorazepam

Burning day light
Standing In front of car lights
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive

I spend many days sleeping off what I took
It ain't never went away is this how it looks
Feel like a mistake I might just book
You'll hear me when i'm dead cause i'm not that good
And i'm not that good
But you give me hope to write a hook

I don't wanna try this
I don't why I invited
My anxiety is scaring me I should of just stayed quiet
I cant just get up
Ate so much I throw up
Now i'm sitting in my bed cause I don't wanna grow up

replay (prod. capsctrl)

Cascade Ave