My Boy Jay

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JISEI (prod. by eeryskies)

Produced by ya boyyy Im sad Its sad 
Gannngg <3

lonely

I miss you... Lyrics below 
Made duh beat!!!
I dont own rights to the Single Art
       

-Lyrics-  Wrote by ImSaddd

"She left me 'lone in the back of the porsche 
She say she dont love me anymore ( doesn't love me)
I'll be taking the slumber road, Im just feeling the cold,
My heart is stone n Gold, (stone n gold)

She left me lone, broken old soul
Questioning why my hearts shattered on the floor
Hold me down, now we gettin closed doors
Feelings slowly torn, wind picks up you're gone (yeah)
Burt out kidd with nothing to hide
Faded thoughts of suicide, one day ill show up in my time (in my time)
Its a lonely world, its a lonely night,
I feel my heart racing and yes you're outta sight
Showed me the world, i felt love inside 
But now i sit at night and i feel suicide 
(i feel suicide  x2) (Yeah)

Broken heart is the only way, my heart string snap, chords, notes are played
I miss you every single day,my fears and feelings got in the way
So bring your mind a little closer, my thoughts are phased im a loner
Wish i could try but its over, should've trusted staying fucking sober

Im getting fucking sober, i'd do anything for her
I had nothing before her, lost her, trust hurts,
Its ghost all alone in this place (This place)
Demons always asking me why i stay
Asking me why im alone and i dont feel the same"

-ImSaddd

sober me

ganggg
Niteowl link
https://soundcloud.com/user-879578043

Those Days Ft. Niteowl (prod. Caspr x Saint Tomorrow)

I love this song! My best friend first time singing!!  I love itt!!! Let me know whatchu think!! Lyrics below

Lyrics -

(phone call message)


Dead by 22-

This suicide on my mind
suicide, im wasting time
i fuckin hate my life 
I wish i wasn't alive (yeah)
Take trips back to memories that wasn't right (yeah)
Feelins of you washed n gone without light (yeah)

Pull me off the shelf and fix me up( im hurt yeah)
Carved up heart but its beating out my chest (yeah )
Miss our memories Yeah you were my best friend
but now i give up, take me to the dark end
Take me back to where i am from
Heart fragile but now its suicide again huh (suicide again huh)
Drowning in this pain, feelin so insane
 the sting  up in my brain 
 This suicide the way
You took my heart and played 
(There's suicide on my mind)  x3 
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Deadboy50  -

You can find me depressed in the morning
Laying in my tears, man that shits getting boring
Popped an addy cuz my days go by slowly
Every day be lonely with my demons they just chase me

Allan Watts (has to be one worth betting on)

Suicide is on my mind, like all the damn time
So I write sum more,  just tryin to pass the time
And now im fuckin high, you're on my fucking mind
Swear to god I wanna die, I wanna to die
Touch me, I don't feel alive, I'm feelin dead inside
:(

Dead by 22 -

(there's suicide on my mine) x3

Suicide On My Mind ft Deadboy50 (prod. caspr)

Lyrics -

( I hate my life like a lot right now, its hard to fuckin even keep going, like every fuckin nights a battle, 
its a bad battle,and I'm trying and thank you all for the support it means the world to me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck

Stop livin in my past, But i like to remmeness
Feelins of you here, but you gone, moved on fast 
Walls caving in  you apart of the ash
Driving going 90 and you caused a major crash
  
Stare at my veins, all it takes is just one slash
cont remember your face, Im forgetting way to fast

Always thought that we could make this shit last
caught up in the flame, a rain filled forecast   

This pain it kills so fast
 Here and gone, quick like a door dash 
Get drunk askin where my bitch at
Lost in your eyes, yes I miss that
Caught up in the stars,Where my kiss at
Said you'd never leave but you did that

(I just don't get why im not good enough, like i tired so fucking hard and im not good enough,
And i don't know what i did, You just left no reason, and it kills me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck


I fuckin hate my life, get the bottle I sip
learn from my feelings just to bottle that shit
Never let a soul see who the real me Is
drop another song cuz i'm feelin like this 
I hate my life, everything the same 
 i wanna quit, i wanna move away

I wanna move away, Give up on life, 
depression just a replay

replay (prod. capsctrl)

Cascade Ave