Make It EXT

Produced By Paradoxx

Thinking bout Suicide all the time
Days hurt I just wanna end my life
I'm sad for no reason 
Fake smiles winter season

I know people care 
But they don't know im sad
so they're not really there
I just wear a mask when i go outside
Anxious on the inside , nowhere to hide

All these thougts in my head 
Crying by myself while laying in my bed
I just hope one day that I'll be fine
But right now I just wanna hide
I just wanna live my life
Walking out the door 
It's harder than you think
Taking drugs to live my life
Can't be sober , It's the way i ride

Fake Smiles

Lyrics
All The Trees Are Dying As I Speak
Winter Is Coming 
Winter Is Coming

All The Trees Are Dying As I Speak
Winter Is Coming 

I Can't Feel My Fingers Cause I'm Freezing To Death
Standing By The Fire But There's No Spark Left
I've Been Tryna Reignite
I've Been Tryna Reignite

I Keep Doing Stupid Shit Cause It's The Only Thing That Makes Me Feel
People Think I Fake But They Don't Know That It's Real
People Go Away Cause They Don't Know How To Feel
I Just Lay Back Let My Feelings Take The Wheel

Trying To Ignite The Passion That I Once Had
Feeling Pretty Lonely , I'm Not Talking To My Dad
Young Days In The City Were The Best Days That I Had
Buying Yu-gi Cards After Eating A Dessert 

I Can't Feel My Fingers Cause I'm Freezing To Death
Standing By The Fire But There's No Spark Left
I've Been Tryna Reignite
I've Been Tryna Reignite

I Can't Feel My Fingers Cause I'm Freezing To Death
Standing By The Fire But There's No Spark Left
I've Been Tryna Reignite
I've Been Tryna Reignite

My Spotify

Reignite (Prod.Metlast)

Lyrics
Put Me On Your Side Of The Fence
I'm Always On This Side Of The Fence
Always Watching From The Side Lets Pretend I'm Like You , I Just Ain't Like Nobody Else

Put Me On Your Side Of The Fence
I'm Always On This Side Of The Fence
Always Watching From The Side Lets Pretend I'm Like You , I Just Ain't Like Nobody Else

You Seem Fine
You Seem Fine
You Don't Wanna Live A Day Of My Life
Evil Thoughts Inside My Mind 
Pop A Bar Or Two , Stay Inside

But What Happends When I Follow My Thoughts
Palms Are Sweaty And Tears Are Filling Up
Somebody Telling Me To Man Up
You're A Bitch You Just Need To Grow Up 

You Just Need To Grow Up
You Just Need To Grow Up

Who's The Bitch
I'm The One Showing Emotion
You're Too Scared To Cry When You're Sober
Buried In A Box , You're Leftovers
I Don't Wanna Be Like You When I'm Older

I Don't Wanna Be Like You When I'm Older
Crack My Neck , Drive Me Down A Cliff In A Rover
Anything Is Better Than Being One Of Them
I Just Gotta Stay True To Myself

Put Me On Your Side Of The Fence
I'm Always On This Side Of The Fence
Always Watching From The Side Lets Pretend I'm Like You , I Just Ain't Like Nobody Else

Put Me On Your Side Of The Fence
I'm Always On This Side Of The Fence
Always Watching From The Side Lets Pretend I'm Like You , I Just Ain't Like Nobody Else

Fence (Prod.Xet)

[crybirth x makeangelscry] ~ drug-induced downfall (waste) // prod. axium

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @taurs
Bandcamp: www.taurs.bandcamp.com/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCeYUyItFsqKZZao7o9ThXDQ

Lyrics
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Walk alone through the streets
With some ripped up runners
That barely fit on my feet
Grab a mix for JD
I don't know where it be
But I think that I knows me

I don't care at all
I'm so sick of these old town blues in this Newtown
I can't even fall
Every time I bounce right back to where I was
At a wall in my head
Of everything that I said
Pick up my call
Before I smoke all night then crawl into bed

Ey, I know that it seems so cold
With some ripped up jeans
And a heart full of holes
A cup full of lean
And a smoke for the road
The smile of a fiend
Yet the soul of a ghost

Walk alone through the streets
With some ripped up runners
That barely fit on my feet
Grab a mix for JD
I don't know where it be
But I think that I knows me

I don't care at all
I'm so sick of these old town blues in this Newtown
I can't even fall
Every time I bounce right back to where I was
At a wall in my head
Of everything that I said
Pick up my call
Before I smoke all night then crawl into bed

All Alone

Newtown [Prod. Taurs]

I miss you... Lyrics below 
Made duh beat!!!
I dont own rights to the Single Art
       

-Lyrics-  Wrote by ImSaddd

"She left me 'lone in the back of the porsche 
She say she dont love me anymore ( doesn't love me)
I'll be taking the slumber road, Im just feeling the cold,
My heart is stone n Gold, (stone n gold)

She left me lone, broken old soul
Questioning why my hearts shattered on the floor
Hold me down, now we gettin closed doors
Feelings slowly torn, wind picks up you're gone (yeah)
Burt out kidd with nothing to hide
Faded thoughts of suicide, one day ill show up in my time (in my time)
Its a lonely world, its a lonely night,
I feel my heart racing and yes you're outta sight
Showed me the world, i felt love inside 
But now i sit at night and i feel suicide 
(i feel suicide  x2) (Yeah)

Broken heart is the only way, my heart string snap, chords, notes are played
I miss you every single day,my fears and feelings got in the way
So bring your mind a little closer, my thoughts are phased im a loner
Wish i could try but its over, should've trusted staying fucking sober

Im getting fucking sober, i'd do anything for her
I had nothing before her, lost her, trust hurts,
Its ghost all alone in this place (This place)
Demons always asking me why i stay
Asking me why im alone and i dont feel the same"

-ImSaddd

sober me

Dorian Electra type beat | carrer

Rose Gold (Feat. Struqq) prod. Juzx x Nesyu

The new single “Summer’s Gone” by dESPAIN & terrenceXcarter is available now on all streaming platforms!

Streaming: https://onerpm.lnk.to/summers-gone

Lyrics: 
Why did you pick up the phone?
Why you always answer my call?
It always been the same thing
One of us ends up alone
Summers gone now it’s cold
Talk to much so I told
It always ends up the same way
One of us ends up alone

Why you been chillin in my head?
Thinking of calling you again 
Beat me to the punch 
Now I’m down for the 10 count
Should I see you?
Or just leave town
This always ends in a fight
Why can’t we chill 
N let everything be fine
Over thinking ive been over thinking?

I been wishing 
I forgot to mention
Can you pause and listen
I just kissed your friend
Emo girl in love with sin
Everyday is the weekend
She’s calling me again
But I call you instead
I call you instead

Why did you pick up the phone?
Why you always answer my call?
It always been the same thing
One of us ends up alone
Summers gone now it’s cold
Talk to much so I told
It always ends up the same way
One of us ends up alone

Why you been haunting me
Feel like I can’t breath
The weight of the world on my chest 
Now I can see
Every little lie that you told
All the nights you got too drunk
Told me just go
This always ends in a fight
Why can’t we chill and let everything be fine?
Overthinking, why you over thinking?

Why did you pick up the phone?
Why you always answer my call?
It always been the same thing
One of us ends up alone
Summers gone now it’s cold
Talk to much so I told
It always been the same thing
One of us ends up alone

Written & performed by: dESPAIN & terrenceXcarter 
Instrumental by: @Ghoulbeats

sober me

Cascade Ave