+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+Bleeed+* BLEEED2DEATH [3/...] +++LYRICS IN DESC+++

How i get this feeling?
I forget this feeling
Now i know this feeling
Now the pain is so vivid 
But your heart is so timid

And the cut is completed 
Now my heart start bleeding now

You gave me all your heart but i doubt it
You say you aren’t enough but you got it
You took away the xanx in my pocket
You opened up the scars in my heartache 

Im breaking it down 
Im breaking it down
Im taking it out and im faking it out
This feeling
Gotta numb this feeling
Everyday im living
But this aint no living now

I still remember 
Lost in december 
5 in the chamber 
Fuck that was special

I couldn’t feel it but that cut was bleeding
I was still feening
The percs got me leanin

I couldn’t feel my shit no more 
So i told that bitch to fuck me up 
I got percs in my cup bitch what the fuck
Am i feeling
Cuts are completed 
Now i got her kneeling
By the demons im greeted

You gave me all your heart but i doubt it
You say you aren’t enough but you got it
You took away the xanx in my pocket
You opened up the scars in my heartache 

Im breaking it down 
Im breaking it down
Im taking it out and im faking it out
This feeling
Gotta numb this feeling
Everyday im living
But this aint no living now

Ilyjaimie:
say you love me i doubt it 
she do them drugs like she bout it
she saying that she love me i doubt it
i doubt it 
i doubt it

u dont know how im feeling today
got a couple things that i cant face like the fakes
 the fakes 
the fakes 
the fakes 
in my way in my way 
the snakes the snakes on my grave
i been fucked up for a couple of days 
i know  i can pay
for the times i complained
knowing that i changed 
and i hate myself
and i cant escape 
so im breaking down

Im breaking it down
Im taking it out and im faking it out
This feeling
Gotta numb this feeling
Everyday im living
But this aint no living now

DIVERSE X ILYJAIMIE - I Doubt It  [Prod. Spacecore]

All Alone (Prod.Septfree)

somewhere before

lyrics: six fucking days til i can try again 
40 fucking ways that i can execute the plan 
second guessing it, then ill regret it all 
find an easy way,im gonna turn my mind off yuh

when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 
or 
will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

i can see through you 
i can see it all
i can see the text 
where u pretended to call 
me the one 
it’s 0 to 1 
i can’t see myself win 
anytime soon 

so when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 

or will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

contributing to my decline 
i can visualize it all tonight 
i can see the way u set me aside 
and i can feel the way u hate my mind 
so 
i cannot keep going 
if ur gonna walk away
so if ur gonna hurt me 
lay my down inside my grave

in vain (prod. grayskies)

D.A.R.E (prod. LMG) skip to 1:00 and use headphones lol sorry

PARIS - LOCUST

Lyrics:

Slashy: 
Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

The956devil: 
Please get out my damn head
Stupid bitch you left me for dead
What was all the pictures for, what was all the love you’s for
I rather smoke meth than cigarettes
I rather fall and be left dead
Everything that i loved to do, is now nothing its all gone

Slashy: 
Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

The956Devil:
Need in your life
Need it in your life
With slashy, yeah we damn alright 
Well he is, im not feeling fine
Everyday’s getting harder, i’ll pass before 25
And im getting older
I don’t have me that much time

planetary alignment [feat. The956Devil] (prod. puhf)

Lyrics: Slicing to the bone 
I love to be at home 
Fell in Love knowing that 
Whenever I can smoke 
Whenever I can go 
Far away from home
But just for you to know 
I’m missing my old home 
Nah 
I’m missing what it could’ve been 
Growing up with friends 
Love to leave the crib 
Now I got my shit together 
I miss my momma’s touch 
I miss my family 
I’m missing waking up 
But now I’m doing better 

Find a way to move all on my own
Had a conversation with a drunk guy it was gold
Had a wave of realization just being at home  
Now I know that It was too easy just to go, oh 

Now I cut communication 
My heart died of mutilation 
Fucking love you and I hate it 
And I know that you were patient with me 
Stuck to my arrangements 
And I never had a plan
But I know that when I die 
You’ll never go looking for me

patient with me (prod. gxm)

INFINITYISDEAD

likewiselucy dark room

Bedroom music for depressed ppl listen with headphones if u gaf </3 imma follow u if we got same music taste

D.A.R.E (prod. LMG) skip to 1:00 and use headphones lol sorry

mercifvll