from the inside

I wonder what we’d talk about
If you had come around years ago
I wonder what I’d sing about 
And what we’d feel if you hadn’t gone
I wonder if you meant what you said 
And you got what you meant to gain
I walked the lonely road to you long ago
And you did the same

So what gives you the right to say you and I 
Won’t be again
And what makes you the king of everything
We won’t ever feel again

I wonder what we’d fight about 
If I had stayed a while 
I wonder what we’d eat tonight
If we’d just font down the aisle 
If we never had to hide ourselves like crash
Just what we’d say if the date would last 


(2021)

life boat

First off we decided
We expect you to be excited
We rely on you to call a ride 
And however you divide it
We’ll follow right beside and
Remind you when it’s time to
Cross the line like a recital
And the main show is on Friday

In the dark I have been blinded
Since the first day I arrived
And it wasn’t right
It wasn’t quite my time to 
Run 26 miles

And I’m still ambushed by how your eyes look at mine
I had no choice but to decline
Wondering if you also died
When we aligned

So hi!
Signing on to nothing when you have been so timely
Wondering if you also happened to die
We still respectfully declined

(2021)

recital

Call me what you will
A bird who won’t fly
But this is my house
They’re stepping on my things (inside)
Eggshells in the rain
I’m looking up to get to 
The other side 

And the wolves
They try
They cry
Howl at night 
And the moon smiles
Casting light
I’m looking up
In the rain
To get to the other side

(2021)

mcfly

My mom told me my music sucks
She doesn’t know it really does
You can’t uninvite a vegetarian
From thanksgiving 

I got six cats and some drinking problems
I think one more cat oughtta solve em
You call me self absorbed 
That one… may have been called for

But you miss all the shots you never take
So let’s throw em back one two three four
You email me from your private lake shore
But I don’t want to be you anymore

 I love you mom
Don’t get me wrong
But I’m not the boring one
Let’s think about it
Let’s drink about it

My mom told me my music sucks
She doesn’t know it really does
I’ve got more cats than friends
Let’s throw them back I guess 
One two three 
You know what comes next
Four 

(2021)

thanksgiving

Every thought in your mind
Is real every time
What else would it be
Unless you’re imaginary

Convince the world you make a sound
Without any thought there is no self
Is this a joke or is it just a leap year

Every saint and every sinner
Everyone has died here
Last breaths caught in the atmosphere
Waiting for the sign that it’s all clear
Dissolve into the planetary sphere
Is it love or is it just a bad deal 

(2021)

every saint and every sinner

lonely road

indie pop specialist
here to ruin your day™️

DEMO EP'S 4 U:

"fight like hell"
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“even the birds are gone”
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"this album is not called fearless"
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“vulnerable”
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“sing shit into an unplugged mic”
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"11:11"
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“ask me how I know”
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"i deserved better"
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“invisible monsters”
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“from the inside”
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“you know it was fun”
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"stories"
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"moves"
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"fluorescent green"
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"demo"
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"unnamed"
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“2021”
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“icarus”
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"mountains"
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"midnight snack"
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"back on my bullshit"
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"next up"
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“fire”
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“songs to build cars to”
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"EMPIRE"

just a few demo EP’s to bump
by
janyewest productions;

okbye

every saint and every sinner

mercury