I don’t even recognize myself
What have I done what have I done
Always telling all these lies to myself
What have I done what have I done
I haven’t run away but there’s this distance
Bittersweet persistence 
I’m confused but I listen
I can’t confide in myself
What have I done what have I done

The beauty of your eyes I behold in my mind
What have you done what have you done 
Imprisoned there’s a barricade it serenades my mind
What have you done what have you done
I just can’t reach out and touch you
I just can’t reach out and touch you
Biting my hand before it reaches you
Biting my hand I’m biting my

I rummage through my memories like walls punched
Light comes in effortlessly like lines punched
But there is no laughter in the slaughter of grace
What have I done what have I done
Consequences in the trenches and we call it fate
What have I done what have I done

(written 2025)

recycled hell

what have I done

i sing and i song and i write
1 woman show
here to ruin your day™️

DEMO EP'S 4 U:


"Take It From Me"
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"recycled hell"
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“even the birds are gone”
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"this album is not called fearless"
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“vulnerable”
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“sing shit into an unplugged mic”
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"11:11"
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“ask me how I know”
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"i deserved better"
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“invisible monsters”
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“from the inside”
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“you know it was fun”
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"stories"
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"moves"
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"fluorescent green"
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"demo"
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"unnamed"
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“2021”
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“icarus”
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"mountains"
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"midnight snack"
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"back on my bullshit"
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"next up"
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“fire”
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“songs to build cars to”
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"EMPIRE"
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just a few demo EPs to bump
by:
janyewest productions;

okbye

what have I done

mercury