8/12/22

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My Shitty Love Songs On Her Playlist (jean parker & aidan han)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

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lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

run from you feat kii. (malloy x max flynn)

I pray for my homies to see the light of day
We hitting up valentine all be wearing shades
Bonanza with has, I feel a type of way
I know that I’m lost, I don’t need to be saved

Mid-twenties these minutes be creeping up on me
But fuck it I’m in it beginning clarity
But fuck it I’m in it the vision start to see
I don’t need a savior, I got my friends and me

Bitch call me messyah we bring the energy
Write this down on paper I’m Adam at the fall
The shit in my heart, don’t get it from a tree
Original sinners and we still got it all

Except for money in the bank
Got no money in the bank
In the bank
All my friends are wearing shades yeh
We in the rain
Got no money in the bank yeah

I pray for my homies to see the light of day
To see the light of day
Fuck it we won’t be the same
We come out of the rain
We’ll see the light of day

You tell me to quit it this shit will kill us all
Fuck it I’m popping addorall
I’d quit it but
I don’t want to

Mid-twenties these minutes be creeping up on me
But fuck it I’m in it beginning clarity
But fuck it I’m in it the vision start to pray
We’re all fucking lost, we don’t need to be saved

We’ll see the light of day

I DON'T WANNA DIE

This is why i roll up 💔 (xo tour life remix)

40 to 60 ya dat bass
Daddy is 50 he catch bass
Got the combo don’t play safe
Tryna take it all the way right now
All a these fuckers they look the same right now
Squad they be smoking shit with the aim low down
Still got no more honeys on the way
Hoping there be money any day right now

Ran outta money be on the westside
Ran outta money be on the westside
Passing up 7 so I can feel right
Been dead all day, be talking bayside yah

Ran outta money be on the westside
Ran outta money be on the westside
Passing up 7 so I can feel right
8, 9, 10

MNF freeman that shit raised me
Rocking a Casio no AP
Underoath cover on that AP
Never be only chasing safety
No maybes
Honeys they all think I’m crazy
5am working shit aint lazy
Fucking believe it till you pay me

Rushing like 28 2k
I gotta bottle but Im feeling hollow sleepy round with 
Any motherfucker tryna gimme head
I try to follow any motherfucker that ain’t say its time to go

Tucking this shit in cuz we about to get some more
Fucking believe that I see my gang out on the road

Still got no more honeys on the way
Hoping there be money any day right now

Ran outta money be on the westside
Ran outta money be on the westside
Passing up 7 so I can feel right
Been dead all day, be talking bayside yah

Ran outta money be on the westside
Ran outta money be on the westside
Passing up 7 so I can feel right
So I can feel right


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Artwork by Basia Tran

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Liquor running through my veins I’m on my back
Been here for a while
Quarter century aint getting back
Been here for a while
Ya, for a while

For a while been rolling getting harder to move
Never truly happy with the things that I do
For a while

When I was younger
Who would of thought that I’d be, me

Crowded in my head but I been feeling alone
What would it be like free, without needing my phone?
But I got it and still never call home

Fuck

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