Moikcore

call me moikey

featuring @saoirsedream
additional vocals by owen is lost, ilan, q rev, doves, and zygma
additional production by @64rip
mixing/mastering by @traceybrakes
cover art by https://twitter.com/SndPlusA
special thanks to @trndytrndy @vaeo-music and @evancookaudio for their input on the song

[intro]
Why'd you do it kid?
She asked me to...
Obliging bastard...
That the only reason you got, kid?
They shoot horses, don't they? 

[Verse 1 - GRIMVVICE]
If the worst doesn't come to pass
I'll spend the whole night just sleeping right on your lap
And if the cards laid out ascribe you a fate
Just pray that purgatory won't lie in wait
An existence of contradictions and mistakes
If you hate me trust me that I'd feel the same
Saw a man on the corner who said "we're in the final days"
Asked "is there a point to keep on living this way?"          
Why can't we just fall back, I can't go on 
So I need to tell you that   

[Chorus 1 - GRIMVVICE]
If there's a gun to your head (keep dancing)
Fire starting under your bed (keep dancing)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat? (keep dancing)
No matter what comes just keep dancing

[Verse 2 - saoirse dream and (GRIMVVICE)]
How can I look forward?
(Just don't turn back)
When there's no forward to look for
(We'll set a path for ourselves)
I'm sorry I got obvious
Trying to keep one step ahead of what they think of us
I promise no exaggeration
(I fear this is the end)
Cause I can't play up this situation
(There's no point in lying)
Yeah I'm so sorry I got obvious
Cause what's the worst thing that ever happened to us?
Cause what's the worst thing that ever happened to us?

[Bridge 1]
What if I keeled over dead? (keep dancing)
No hope just agony next (keep dancing)
Pile of ash is all that's left (keep dancing)
My legs are numb but I'll keep dancing

[Chorus - GRIMVVICE & saoirse dream]
If there's a gun to your head (keep dancing)
Fire starting under your bed (keep dancing)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat? (keep dancing)
No matter what comes just keep dancing

[Bridge 2  - GRIMVVICE]
And if Heaven abides we'll 
Rendezvous in a better life
The only way to get out right 
Is through assisted suicide
Or maybe we just suffer and wait for our time
All I know is that we'll both keep dancing

[Outro - Gang Vocals and (GRIMVVICE)
If there's a gun to your head!
(KEEP DANCING!)
No hope just agony next!
(KEEP DANCING!)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat?!
(KEEP DANCING!)
No matter what comes!
(JUST KEEP DANCING!)
I'm ready
Now?
Now...
*gunshot*

They shoot horses, don't they? (KEEP DANCING) w/ saoirse dream

fur | X:XXam

⑲ Carlyy Rae Jepsen - CALL ME MAYBE (2024 Reinterpretation)

updated september 18, 2024.

original song has existed for quite a while at this point but i saw fit to loop it. no idea what it even samples, it's been that long.

...for me, but it can be for you.

i miss the old me (extended edit)

HEATDEATH

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/cxrpool/maps-inst-4-16/s-UQ1oTquFNq8

Maps

XTRAHORNY

here as a book-end. 

mind is a mess. please remember to see shit beyond what you hope it is and just be realistic and don't blind yourself with love or emotions or whatever the fuck and be responsible for yourself and advocate for yourself and shit and don't be like me. there's a lot packed in this upload.

if you can make out the cover and if you're reading this and you were in that server i ran, i'm sorry. i don't know what else to even say other than that. i'm just sorry.

...

been gone for a while whoops. cracking away at a new record. its trancey. stay tuned.

rose tinted

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those who know 💀

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.