I think it's ironic that my previous description said don't alter the way you speak under any circumstances because it's tedious and exhausting yet I deleted the whole description because i need out of this homo ass city. “Visceral transient sweet moment of confectionary im fucking stopping there bitch u alter the way you speak habitually hyperpopically poptropically. U dont mean a LICK of it. But I want to! Why is there nothing going on. There are two FREAKING girls sitting in front of me.

NOV '22

sote

2023-2.zip

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 27/30

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lyrics:

[verse 1]
i'm not aware things are unknown
i should've held back to be alone
all these roses, all these burns
just to be done, it's over, no

another song to let me go
the antidote's done, overdose
mind in the clouds, look down below
and there is something you should know

every other night, you'll hug and cry
and all i seem to do is sacrifice
i wanted to stay by your side
you did this, and i wonder why

sorry you have cut the line
cause everything's just lost its sight
it's all your fault, i'd rather die
than give these problems another try

[chorus]
i'm not perfect, i'm not home
it's all because you said that's so
i'm not human, just confusion
cause of one mistake, you'd know

i'm not happy of the times
let alone our lullaby
it hurts now that you're gone
and there's regret everywhere i go

[verse 2]

i felt special, i felt loved
i felt brave, i felt at home
now mind just tends to roam
i want it to end, let me go

i feel like i didn't matter
all the times we had, just shattered
feeling like a losing battle
i don't know where to wander now

[verse 3]

oh was it actually a crime?
i dreamt of always sharing time
felt like the stabbing of a knife
when you did that, ruin my life

and i felt like i was special
away from all the other people
now things all feel bleak and dull
a sinking ship, you were my hull

[chorus]
i'm not perfect, i'm not home
it's all because you said that's so
i'm not human, just confusion
cause of one mistake, you'd know

i'm not happy of the times
let alone our lullaby
it hurts now that you're gone
and there's regret everywhere i go

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

everywhere i go ii

download

from "gravitas animi."

used to have lyrics but i changed my mind

challenge of direction

audio ripped from here https://soundcloud.com/a1k0/vivien

i didnt end up relapsing :3

song to keep myself from relapsing

old projects older friends

sleep

take a pill and go to sleep

Ruuuuuuuuush _ ☆lost」°Gemstone2kExclusive°

tuning - EABGBD

rituals for self destruction
I will turn to sweet nothing
I hate ur smell and ur loving 
i will kill the angels helping
me


i wrote u a letter and u didnt even want to hear it

lifeless

unleash the little trickster spirit in your mailbox and let it have all the tasty worms this universe has to offer

Dogmail

JUNNK 001 • 2040X2040 (Halloween live mix 2k22)

childhood, internet, friend,

goodbye2022

Wuthering Heights

orginal -> https://soundcloud.com/kurtains/denial

art: @bubble-whale during a game of gartic phone

kurtains - denial (voka flip)

i still feel the splits on my lips
when i talk too loud 
nothing feels the same as it did
after all you only creep around

I can hear the things that you did
Cause they echo out  
tell me something i didnt know
oh, tell me something i didnt know

because its nothing else but easy fun
when youre playing all these games 
but no one seems to tell you
what else could be going wrong
cause im happy when you tell me
whatever you need me for

when you tell me

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With You

aster's audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.