"well, you didn't have to be so spineless about it !"

(featuring @achorda, @mopearound & @46b)

written by self discovery, achorda, mopearound & wisp
produced by self discovery & achorda
mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[self discovery]
take a drag off the asphalt
for something to say
attack all the back walls
to carve your own way
and back off the mask's all i needed to break
your lines were a waste of time
because it took too long
for me to call you on your bluff
when you snap your fingers
cause my neck was not enough
and it looked too far away to matter
but your disposition shattered
just in time to say you weren't in love

[mopearound]
backbone, be my backbone
sorry i didn't call, i was braced for the fall of us
backbone, be my backbone
braced for the fall of us
i know its not my bad, but i can't help it
i don't want you in my arms, cause i'm so helpless
what if we stopped today, my heart is wilted
i just want you in my heart, for just a little bit

[wisp]
countin the time i wait for you
to leave me alone
what do you mean "u r so rude?"
im just being realistic
feel sick, not slick, talkin to you, and i
hate the shit, that we've been thru, but i
just cant, forget, all of the things you said
all of the things you did, the things you've always meant

[self discovery]
afraid to be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
but i don't know if i can do this
i don't know if i can do this
i fear i'll be the last one left
in purgatory
it sounded fun
but i don't think that i can do this
i should be able to do this
on my own

[mopearound]
backbone, be my backbone
sorry i didn't call, i was braced for the fall of us
backbone, be my backbone
braced for the fall of us
i know its not my bad, but i can't help it
i don't want you in my arms, cause i'm so helpless
what if we stopped today, my heart is wilted
i just want you in my heart, for just a little bit

backbone ! (feat. achorda, mopearound & edyn)

i lov q the music
maybe i'll upload demos again like i did last year

https://derno.bandcamp.com/track/3-4

elxnce & Flood - ???

Florilegium

noisess (I'm sry syzy)

samples:
https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/heart123

heart123 is my fcking D

standard, two half-steps down

the world i'm in is still
a room is still a room
whether i am snug in sleep
or feel my life through foggy lenses

there's still time until
you're living with me too
keeping your own pulse and
pacing yourself through impaired perception

carrying a dream
a hum and then a whir
you see you're your own angel
the choice you didn't make was your Blessing

you really do not know
any better water
you salvage your saliva
you realize nothing was tepid

any better water

flash_nuke [dayvision_007]

more clips soon i think

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do not use this, this is just a showcase

worthless as expected @plowu @ssoh

something cool something fun

Ringtone Blues


これは、これまで未発表だった数多くの楽曲のうちの最初の曲です。

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i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.