i have one song dedicated to 2024! it's okay. here's another. it's better. i'll talk more too

i went an entire year (last year) with no meds. it feels miraculous i survived it but that + the sheer amount of interpersonal conflicts i found myself in either because of my strung-out state or whatever else left me exhausted and profoundly bitter. the only saving grace is that the people out of my life are people i'm ultimately better off without in the long run, even if shit happening was ... often attributed to my lack of tact as a byproduct of rawdogging schizoaffective disorder with no pills for far too long. experiencing loss that many times sucked ass, regardless. horrid fucking year. this year has been way better in every possible way so score for 2025. lol.

anyway i kinda rushed the end of it but i think its still good shit i made here. enjoy

god has no mercy

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.