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Fire

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$eejay

serenade

complex

lyrixx <3
~~~ if u want me 2,, ill kill myself in front ov u . if thts too much 4 u ill jus do it in solitude. because all i do is think ov u inside my room. im lying in my blood i wish tht i was beside u. 
i kno i like to play tha victim but im not
im actually all tha reason this shit got fukked up
i kno i told u tht im changing but im not 
im turnig out to b tha dude tht u thought i was from tha start.
but wat was i to u ? tha dude tht got inside ov u.
who was i to u? a suicidal dude
who was i to u ? a dude tht got inside ov u. a suicidal dude , ur better off with someone new
maaybe someone who is nice n maybe drives to u.

but who was i to u ? a dude that got inside ov u
a suicidal dude
u were someone who could tell me exactly wat to do, and i'd go fukk it up n you'd feel like its all on u 
youll find another dude ...

<3

dont feel bad 4 me

T.RiCH - FEELINGS.UNKNOWN. [SMILETOMASELF]

assumptions of a burnout (feat. pariahkai)

shyboy - Lonely Girl (prod. DOUBLEXFACE)

prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

shook hands with the devil on my back
told him put it to my temple make it fast
bag of bones still my prayers never worked
fuck an afterlife I'm just rejoining dirt

last call for the angel on my shoulder
now get the fuck out, u were never in my corner
cut your info and then tucked it in a folder
maybe mountain air has really made me colder

maybe mountain air has really made me colder (x2)

maybe mtn air has rlly made me colder

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/ru/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

Spotify

tell me why i'm waiting (ft. shiloh)

start//end

music video: http://ftrbnd.co/startendv
buy/stream: http://ftrbnd.co/startend

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

music video

start//end

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

the vocals are from a cover of "garette's revenge" by xxxtentacion performed by kleopatrajasa.


@kleopatra-jasa

revenge

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

@jackedwardd
@guardinmusic
@hikikomoribitch

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, xoaidangrimm)

shyboy - changed up

all alone inside (Prod. Nuxe) ft. blkvng & XR0LIFE

follow hm.wav

magazine ft. hm.wav (prod. treetime)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWKSVgaOLlM

Insouciant

River (feat. Alicks)

hope you enjoy this little tune <3

original sample: novo amor - weather

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lyrics: 
i'll drop and speak a charm
take the weather from your heart
and the weight from on your toes
and there's nothing to your side
for you to recognize
it tarnished long ago

take the weather from your heart.

melt away

original sample: fog lake - lost love letters

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take the weather from your heart.

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