Here it is now, officially. Hope you guys like it! :)

Support/Download for free on bandcamp! (Instrumental also available)
https://umziky.bandcamp.com/album/all-the-same

Lyrics:

We're too tired to obey
stunned by the words we've been told to say
and after all these days
Our hearts aren't beating in time with themselves
It's all the same

There's nowhere to escape
When the world's going down in flames
Your eyes are closed but you stay awake
hundreds of thousands are on their way
It's all the same

All The Same

All The Same (Feat. Mayah)

I was not ready for this track. I was not ready.

This track was made for the tenth CHIPS competition. CHIPS is a weekly contest in which members anonymously post entries made along a certain theme and vote on other entries. It's a small-scale competition that emphasizes positive feedback and thonking memes. The tenth compo's theme was "Dreams", and I tried to capture that through the sight of a dragon ascending to a floating island.

For real, I started making this thing in full expectations for it to either flop or be very average in quality. But then I kept going... and it was like the track was a train and I had just been hit by it at full speed. And I guess you could say the flight inside of me took me up there.

A journey in the Aeolian mode. It parallels my previous piece Peaks in a number of ways, but also takes its own liberties and style. It also contains a reference to a pretty notable Pokemon Mystery Dungeon theme somewhere in there. Big props to Miyolophone for being the prime inspiration for this track, check him out here: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/770292

STATS:
Logged time: 12 hours, 19 minutes
Channels: 106
Tracks: 18
Keys: Ebm - Abm - Cbm - Ebm - Eb - Bbm
Tempo: 80 - 68/72 - 70 - 105 - 60/130 - 80 - 78/82 - 80 - 121 - 60
Time: loose 4/4 - 6/4 - 2/2 - 4/4 - 3/4 - loose 4/4 - 4/4 - 6/4 - 4/4
Reverb: a heck ton

Aeolia

VARIOUS ARTISTS - SURGERY

Tourmaline - Tallgrass Dance

Here you go some proof im not dead, some shitty midi stuff

Dyson Swarm (quick sketch)

THANK YOU PORTER! @porter-robinson
[https://twitter.com/porterrobinson/status/1042487652677771266]

+ Spotify:
[https://open.spotify.com/album/4tOnKWyTWAzWNgUvIThJLY]

via Proximity: 
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9YGkHVgJqE]

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Trinity

A little thing that's going to be featured on Materialize

I Wanted WIP

Ocean Fish

this incredible circumstance has allowed me
to surface
frozen to the wind
a junction of sorts;
a soft-spot in time

screaming at the top of my lungs
the window is a cross-hair
playing hide and seek with the void

under a magnifying glass
I find you as a circle
speaking tongues
as you twirl 'round the room

?Hide And Seek With The Void?

UDATE: The mega-albums are back up on Bandcamp! I've disabled downloads, but the album is available for free (look in the description area on the Bandcamp page).

This track was featured on Rainbow & Rooted - Four's Fall Down! Pick it up here:
http://balloonparty.bandcamp.com/album/fours-fall-down

(Thanks, Circuit! I'm honored to have my work featured in your compilation!)

CREDITS:

Production, composition, mixing, lyrics, vocals: mesogears
Vocal processing: Phage
Mastering: The4thImpulse
Inspiration: StormWolf

Lyrics:

Scorned and forgotten
Left out hanging in the sky
Trying to regain
Some sense as she wonders why

“Display of courage”
Or at least as she glamorized
But now she sees herself
She’s just reckless in somebody’s eyes.

Flying away…

Trying to forget
The reality that she lost a friend
Rashness, what was the cost
What could have been gained was forever lost.

Shot out like lightning
Her dreams were crushed down into dust
What could have happened
That caused betrayal of trust?

Reckless decisions
The times where she acted a fool
She takes them all back and then spits them all out
'Cause why should these wretched thoughts rule

Flying away…

Trying to forget
The reality that she lost a friend
Rashness, what was the cost
What could have been gained was forever lost.

Head hung in sorrow she seeks a tomorrow
With new opportunities
‘Cause even if you’re rejected and feeling down
You can still keep your sanity

Trying to forget
The reality that she lost a friend
Rashness, what was the cost
What could have been gained was forever lost.

But new hope was found…


mesogears | Second in Command

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