"Detonate" featuring Cherie Louise captures the breaking point after relentless manipulation and gaslighting. It's about being pushed too far—provoked until you explode, only to be blamed for the fallout. A powerful, emotional release that turns pain into strength and calls out the cycle of control.

B E K K E R - Detonate (feat. Cherie Louise) [Radio Edit]


Verse 1 

The whisper of your voice Is music to my ear Ignites my arousal My judgment has diminished 

Pre-Chorus

 I can't fight you Sensual poison to me

 Chorus 

I'm a real slave To your caresses A carnal desire Weakens me I don't have the ca-pa-cy To escape. 

Verse 2

 If you touch my skin And my naked torso I'll faint In your funnel-like body Bridge I can't fight our passion

 Chorus

 I'm a real slave To your caresses A carnal desire Weakens me I don't have the ca-pa-cy To escape

 Outro

 Naked both of us... For eternity.


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Verso 1

El susurro de tu voz
Es música en mi oído
Enciendé mi excitacion
Mi juicio ha disminuido

Pre coro 

No puedo luchar contra ti 
Veneno sensual para mí 

Coro 

Soy un esclavo real 
De tus caricias 
Un deseo carnal
Me debilita

No tengo la ca-pa-ci-dad 


Para escapar. 


Verso 2

Si rozas mi piel 
Y mi torso desnudo 
Me desmayaré
En tu cuerpo de embudo 

Puente 

No puedo pelear contra nuestra pasión 

Coro

Soy un esclavo real 
De tuuus caricias 
Un deseo carnal
Me debilita



No tengo la ca-pa-ci-dad 


Para escapar


Outro

Desnudos los dos...
Por la eternidad.

Letra: Miguel Ángel Botello

Todos los derechos reservados D'mendo Boteli ©1994 ©2020 ©2021 ©2022 ©2023 ©2025 

Esclavo de tus caricias 2 - D'mendo Boteli.mp3

I didn’t see it coming
A glance, a laugh, a sigh
Something shifted softly
Caught me by surprise
One moment I was steady
The next, I’m undone
A spark I can’t explain
And it’s only just begun

You snuck up from behind me
Took my heart by surprise
Never thought I’d feel this
Caught in your eyes
A rush I can’t define
A whisper, a sign
You snuck up from behind me
And I’m falling this time

Every word you’re saying
Echoes in my chest
A warmth I wasn’t ready for
A flutter I can’t rest
Maybe it’s your smile
Maybe it’s your touch
I wasn’t looking for love
But I need it so much

You snuck up from behind me
Took my heart by surprise
Never thought I’d feel this
Caught in your eyes
A rush I can’t define
A whisper, a sign
You snuck up from behind me
And I’m falling this time

Sudden, quiet, reckless
A feeling I can’t hide
You’re here, uninvited
But I don’t want to fight
The world fell away
And left just us tonight
Lost in this magic
Everything feels right

You snuck up from behind me
Took my heart by surprise
Never thought I’d feel this
Caught in your eyes
A rush I can’t define
A whisper, a sign
You snuck up from behind me
And I’m falling this time

Snuck up from behind me
Snuck up from behind me
Snuck… up from behind me

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Snuck Up from Behind

I keep it, keep it
I keep it, keep it
Close to my heart

Something's been growing in the silence
Something I can't name
Every time you smile at me
I feel it, I feel it
But I won't say a word
I won't say a word
Not yet, not yet, not yet

I'm keeping it safe
I'm keeping it close
I'm keeping it mine
I'm keeping it, keeping it

I'm keeping it to myself
This love that's burning bright
I'm keeping it to myself
Until the time is right
I'm keeping it, keeping it
Safe inside my soul
I'm keeping it to myself
Till you're ready to know

I watch you when you're not looking
I memorize your laugh
Every conversation that we have
I save it, I save it
Like pages in a book
Like pages in a book
That only I can read

I'm keeping it safe
I'm keeping it close  
I'm keeping it mine
I'm keeping it, keeping it

I'm keeping it to myself
This love that's burning bright
I'm keeping it to myself
Until the time is right
I'm keeping it, keeping it
Safe inside my soul
I'm keeping it to myself
Till you're ready to know

I keep it, I keep it
I keep it, I keep it
I keep it, I keep it
Close to my heart
I keep it, I keep it
I keep it, I keep it
I keep it, I keep it
(Like a prayer)

Maybe someday I'll be brave enough
Maybe someday I'll let it show
But for now I'm holding on
To this feeling, this feeling
That's mine alone
That's mine alone

I'm keeping it to myself
This love that's burning bright
I'm keeping it to myself
Until the time is right
I'm keeping it, keeping it
Safe inside my soul
I'm keeping it to myself
Till you're ready to know

I keep it, keep it
I keep it, keep it
I keep it, keep it
Close to my heart
I keep it, keep it
(Till you're ready to know)
I keep it, keep it
(Till you're ready to know)
Close to my heart

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Keeping It To Myself

Don't want to leave, don't want to leave
Don't want to leave this feeling

I been sitting here beside you, watching how you breathe
I been counting every heartbeat, baby, can't you see
I been memorizing moments, storing them away
I been wishing, I been hoping this could always stay

Time keeps moving but I want it still
Every second with you gives me chills

I'm feeling too good to go home
(Too good to go)
I'm feeling too good to go home
(Don't want to leave you)
I'm feeling too good to go home tonight
(Stay here with me)
I'm feeling too good, too good to go

I been lost inside your laughter, swimming in your eyes
I been living in this moment, underneath these skies
I been holding onto magic, scared to let it fade
I been dreaming, I been praying for another day

Time keeps moving but I want it still
Every second with you gives me chills

I'm feeling too good to go home
(Too good to go)
I'm feeling too good to go home
(Don't want to leave you)
I'm feeling too good to go home tonight
(Stay here with me)
I'm feeling too good, too good to go

I know tomorrow's gonna come
I know the night can't last forever
I know we'll have to say goodbye
But right now feels like never
I'm feeling, I'm feeling
I'm feeling too good

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Feeling Too Good to Go Home

I've been walking through the wreckage of what we used to be
Every broken promise scattered at my feet
But I won't let this damage define what's left of me
I'm learning how to breathe again, learning to believe

(Oh yeah) They say what don't kill you makes you strong
(That's right) I've been holding on too long

I'm picking up the pieces, one by one
Building something better when the morning comes
Starting over ain't always pretty
But I've got fight left in me
Won't let yesterday steal my tomorrow's sun
(La da da, oh oh)

You can keep the memories that you twisted into lies
I'll take the lessons learned and leave the rest behind
Every scar's a reminder that I know how to survive
I'm writing a new chapter, baby, starting tonight

(Oh yeah) They say what don't kill you makes you strong
(That's right) I ain't giving up, no more

I'm picking up the pieces, one by one
Building something better when the morning comes
Starting over ain't always pretty
But I've got fight left in me
Won't let yesterday steal my tomorrow's sun
(La da da, oh oh)

Sometimes you gotta break down before you break through
Sometimes you gotta lose it all to find what's true
I'm standing in the ruins but I see the view
From here I can build something new

(Ba da ba da, oh oh, yeah yeah)
(Starting again, starting again)
(Mmm hmm, that's right)

I'm picking up the pieces, one by one
Building something better when the morning comes
Starting over ain't always pretty
But I've got fight left in me
Won't let yesterday steal my tomorrow's sun
(I'm starting again, starting again)
(La da da, oh oh, yeah)

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Picking Up the Pieces

En la pista, luces arden,
Tus ojos me buscan otra vez.
Sonrío, pero no es tan simple—
Mi corazón late al compás de tu piel.

Cada paso es un secreto,
Cada mirada, un volcán.
Jugamos cerca del fuego…
¿Listo para arriesgar?

¿Me sientes también?
Cuando el ritmo nos enciende, dime que sí.
¿Me sientes también?
Tus manos hablan, aunque nadie las oiga aquí.

Me acerco, susurro suave,
“Baila, que el mundo se va.”
Entre risas y promesas,
No hay regreso, sólo más.

Un toque, un giro, la música sube,
El juego se vuelve verdad.

¿Me sientes también?
Cuando el ritmo nos enciende, dime que sí.
¿Me sientes también?
Tus manos hablan, aunque nadie las oiga aquí.

La música se apaga, pero tu mirada no,
Sigo sintiendo el calor de tu voz.
Un suspiro, una promesa en el aire:
Si me sientes también… no me dejes ir.

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¿Me Sientes También?

(Ain't wash—ain't washin')
Stack 'em high, leave 'em dry
(No way, no way)
Tonight we fly

Left the sink on read, bubbles stacking sky-high
Dirty forks in line, but I'm chasing moonlight
Glitter sneakers, sparkles in my hair
Sorry chores—tonight I don't care

Bass is blowing up, but I'm gone with the beat
Spinning like a carousel, dancing in the street
Scrub that plate? Nah, not tonight
I'm skipping the soap for the strobe light

Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes, no way
We're too loud, too wild, too glitter-sprayed
Stack 'em high, let 'em wait till Monday
Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes today
(Dishes today, dishes today)

Spilled some cola, don't mop that floor
Synths are screaming, give me some more
We'll dance on counters, leave the mess to dry
Life's too short for a rinse-and-dry

Bass is blowing up, but I'm gone with the beat
Spinning like a carousel, dancing in the street
Scrub that plate? Nah, not tonight
I'm skipping the soap for the strobe light

Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes, no way
We're too loud, too wild, too glitter-sprayed
Stack 'em high, let 'em wait till Monday
Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes today

Half-time drop, plates are falling in my mind
But the beat's too hot, so I leave 'em behind
Glitch that squeak, pitch up my laugh
Turn chores into echoes on the hyperpop path
(On the hyperpop path, path, path)

Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes, no way
Catch us flying through a sugar-rush parade
Leave the mess, let the future decide
Ain't wash—ain't washin' dishes tonight
(Tonight, tonight)
(Ain't wash—ain't washin')
(No way, no way)

Stack 'em high, leave 'em dry
We're too fly to say goodbye
(Ain't washin' dishes)
[Glitchy fade out]

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Ain’t Washin’ Dishes

I see the way you move
I see the way you move
I see the way you move through static

I watch you break apart
Like data streams that start and stop
You flicker there
I'm standing here
But something's wrong with how we talk

Your voice gets lost
Your voice gets lost
Your voice gets lost inside the noise

There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
That I can't reach, I can't reach
There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
Hidden underneath, underneath
The broken beats, broken beats
Keep us apart, keep us apart
There's a pulse in you

I try to hold your hand
But pixels scatter where you stand
You fade away
I want to stay
But love gets trapped in this machine

Your voice gets lost
Your voice gets lost
Your voice gets lost inside the noise

There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
That I can't reach, I can't reach
There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
Hidden underneath, underneath
The broken beats, broken beats
Keep us apart, keep us apart
There's a pulse in you

Through fractured sound
I search around
For who you really are
Through digital walls
I hear you call
But can't find where you are
There's a pulse in you
There's a pulse in you
There's a pulse in you
There's a pulse in you

There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
That I can't reach, I can't reach
There's a pulse in you, pulse in you
Hidden underneath, underneath
The broken beats, broken beats
Keep us apart, keep us apart
There's a pulse in you
There's a pulse in you
There's a pulse in you

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Pulse in You

They keep c-c-coming at me sideways
Acting like they know my name
I just wanted space to breathe but
Here they come again
(Again, again)

Why's everyone so thirsty?
Can't they see I'm not the game?

Stop flirting with me
I'm not what you need
Stop flirting with me
(Stop, stop, stop)
Your words don't mean a thing
Stop flirting with me

[Glitch break]
S-s-s-stop fl-fl-flirting
(With me, with me)
[Vocal chops]

Memories flood back like broken data streams
All the times I said "no" but they misunderstood
Standing at the edge of what I used to be
But I know better now, I know I should
(I should, I should)

Why's everyone so thirsty?
Can't they see I'm not the game?

Stop flirting with me
I'm not what you need
Stop flirting with me
(Stop, stop, stop)
Your words don't mean a thing
Stop flirting with me

[Minimal, fragmented]
I-I-I delete the noise
Recalibrate my voice
Focus on the choice
To run, to run, to RUN

St-st-st-stop flirt-flirt-flirting
With m-m-m-me-me-me

Stop flirting with me
I'm breaking free
Stop flirting with me
(Stop, stop, STOP)
I'm spinning away
Stop flirting with me

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Stop Flirting With Me

Whisper (Running… running… running…)
Heartbeat pulse, minimal echo

Neon tears on my cheeks
Every word you dropped still bruises my brain
Glitter on my skin but I’m breaking inside
Running through the silence where the shadows hide

My heart is glitching
Fragments of your story cut me every time
Rushing to contusions
I’m running but I don’t know who you are

I fall, I break, but nothing shows
Inside the cracks is where it grows
You’ll never see the pain I keep
Contusions buried deep, buried deep

Streetlights flicker like the truth in your eyes
I’m chasing understanding through the night sky
Every step is heavy, every thought’s a bruise
I can’t outrun the things I didn’t choose

Bruises… bruises… on the inside
Falling… falling… but I still rise
Echo… echo… memory bleeds
No one sees, no one sees

I fall, I break, but I still breathe
These contusions make the shape of me
You’ll never know the pain I keep
But I’m learning to believe, believe

Whisper (Running… running… to contusions… but I’m healing… through illusions…)

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Rushing to Contusions

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