choke (pk x kbl x anem0s x patrick o'neill x blackwellaudio x swazy*)

i sit by the window in autumn
and i watch all the leaves fall down
thinkin how did i get to this moment
and could i've done it without makin sound
teach me how to pay my respects
cause without them i think i might drown
i wonder what its like to
settle for less
but for now it'll all work out

i worry bout rain
but it calls me
it calls me
it calls me
i worry bout pain
and i worry bout lightning
but it calls me
it calls me
it calls me

oxbow

𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕕:
Dⱼ ⱼₐZZ WₒₒD ₜᵢₚ
[ dj internalized Ꮒ𝘰ෆ𝘰𝚙Ꮒ𝘰ⱃí𝜶 ]

𝓿𝓸𝔁 (𝓲𝓷 𝓸𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓻):
ʚɞ 𝒟𝒥 𝒫𝐿𝒜𝒩𝒯𝐸𝑅𝒮 𝐿𝐼𝒢𝐻𝒯𝐿𝒴 𝒮𝒜𝐿𝒯𝐸𝒟 ʚɞ
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【﻿| 𝕕𝐉 o𝔠Ҝ𝓎 𝐰Δy |】
ｄｊ ｚｉｐ ｂｏｍｂ
Dⱼ ⱼₐZZ WₒₒD ₜᵢₚ
[ dj internalized Ꮒ𝘰ෆ𝘰𝚙Ꮒ𝘰ⱃí𝜶 ]

🄲🄷🄴🄴🅁🄻🄴🄰🄳🄴🅁🅂:
✦D͓̽J͓̽W͓̽O͓̽M͓̽E͓̽N͓̽S͓̽C͓̽A͓̽R͓̽E͓̽M͓̽E͓̽✦
𝕕ן ℂŁ𝐈ᑎι𝔠𝒶ｌ ᗪ乇ｐ𝓡ｅşⓈ𝐈ㄖภ
28bigdog
<𝔻𝕁 𝔸ℕ𝕋𝔸𝔾𝕆ℕ𝕀ℤ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕄𝕐 ℙ𝔼𝔼ℝ𝕊>
ᴅᴊ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ

ＨＯＵＳＥ ＯＦ ＭＵＮＣＨ － ＮＩＧＨＴ ＳＨＩＦＴ

owe my body nothing

I Tried

a tune i made at a frighteningly fast pace across two nights after the best week of my life
prod me, guitar sampled from "never been" by @blissom
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0MOmIN6WlNJuwrUcj8NXd4?si=sQ_Ygz0dTEmpgtw4qxAMQQ
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lyrics
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I tried writing a song about the past week
But it’s too soon, but it’s too soon
It’s gotta happen someday, someday
I sing the same verse, ten thousand takes
And still keep making the same mistakes
Is it weak, to pitch correct and autotune

Some may find my faults irredeemable
Call me false, disagreeable
Add insult to injury, blur my imagery
Be surprised that I call you an enemy
Null, inconceivable
To my brain, unbelievable
To my heart, it’s all that I could ever ask for
In a friend who’s at my door

Knocking

I find it hard to believe
That you like being around me
Let all the dread surround me
And profoundly convince me
That I will never beat
Others who will go beyond me
Because they won’t look back fondly
And ever say they miss me

-

after the first visit

2soon

listen: https://open.spotify.com/track/4HosDDXiXvJtTEa8FeEFD6?si=ecf0a49cfe414c28
+ + +
I WILL GET MY ACT TOGETHER
Micah Callari
{released 7/7/2023}
^^^^^^^^^^^
+track [7/11]+
-written, produced, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari-
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=lyrics=
~~~~~~~~~~~

[Verse 1]
You have so much to say
For a virgin to this fame
That you just got yesterday, yesterday
And to my shock and dismay
You appear to be led astray
On a hunt to catch your prey, catch your prey

It’s a choose your own adventure
And you’ve set yourself up for the worst ending

[Chorus]
So now you’ve run your mouth
And expect to run south
Reputation still scot free
But nothing lasts forever, don’t you see
You don’t deserve the clout
You got for screaming and shouting
So many thoughts about nothing
Too bad you’re blind to see what you’re becoming

[Verse 2]
B-B-B-Blah blah blah until your mouth falls off
S-S-S-Sob sob sob until the curtains drop
It’s all an act and I’m too
Tired to deal with it (deal with it, deal with it)
We tell you the problem and you choose to disregard it
Backtrack and pretend that you deserve another pardon
My soul is hardened, yours isn’t guarded
Watch your step as you stroll through the garden

You think you want to be the center
Of attention without pretending
You matter more than any of the rest of us

[Chorus]
So now you’ve run your mouth
And expect to run south
Reputation still scot free
But nothing lasts forever, don’t you see
You don’t deserve the clout
You got for screaming and shouting
So many thoughts about nothing
Too bad you’re blind to see what you’re becoming

[Bridge]
But if the now hurts this bad
Then I could just go to the past
And find myself a cure for the heartache
Mourning the you who wouldn’t partake with the mass

Fame got to your head
What a tragedy in the making
Evil inside you is waking up
And it’s been there all along
Whatever you do, don’t lose yourself
Whatever you do, don’t choose yourself
If a branching path appears
Don’t be strayed by your peers, please

[Chorus]
So now you’ve run your mouth
And expect to run south
Reputation still scot free
But nothing lasts forever, don’t you see
You don’t deserve the clout
You got for screaming and shouting
So many thoughts about nothing
Too bad you’re blind to see what you’re becoming

&&&&&&&&&&&
||REMEMBER WHAT YOU LOST BUT DON'T FORGET THAT YOU LOST IT||

BLABBERMOUTH - who never learned to shut up and listen to a different voice for once.

originally created for All Nighter Vol. 8 by FORM / entirely self-produced, written, & performed by meeee
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34yENsJEHJ1lQfXX013Hrx?si=f7744226819b420d
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/soulless/
LYRICS
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Can’t stop the laughing fit
It’s just so damn funny
How you thought that you were gathering
When all you’d done is spend all your money

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
How can people stand behind you

Depressingly desperate to sign with a label
‘Cause you only listen to the top hundred
Obsessed with eras, genres, and the periodic table
You’re scientifically planted and funded

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
But why do the fuck do I still love you

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless
Timeless
My guess
Fight this

Fame and glamor, nerdy ass manners
Suck up your gut and look refined for your managers
Pallettable, perfect, and pretty for the fancams
You see something huge in your future, but I can’t
Fuck with the vision, greet you with derision
Make nuclear fission to what could’ve been
You subscribe to a religion of billboard commissions
Before the time comes for you to finally atone for your sins

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
You’re soulless

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless (Lifeless)
Timeless (Timeless)
My guess (My guess)
Fight this (Fight this)

soulless

lepidoptera

searching

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/6HMidEhmjX3yVdIXnKOcVV

Prod @ske_l
Ft @clearlew

I’m alone and I’m in pain,
Couldn’t ask for more than cold tears
It goes through my veins but I don’t talk about it so openly

And we haven’t been talking like we used to do it in the past,
I’ll do it, if it makes you feel better about me,

And we haven’t been talking like we used to do it in the past,
I’ll do it, if it makes you feel better about me,

Cold conversations I don’t really wanna talk about
I got my sister by my shoulder,
What the fuck you talkin’ ‘bout
I don’t even know you
Fuck on my DM’s I don’t wanna talk to you
It’s all bad memories I’ll get it fixed
I’ll come back home with a better heart

Don't lose faith in me, don't lose

@clearlew :
As I ran my hands through your hair
I remember that I couldn’t bare
I was so close and I
Saved myself before I lost

One minute your texting me
The next minute you’re not
You don’t even know what you mean

I thought we’d find a time
One minute your texting me
The next minute you’re not
You don’t even know what you mean

And i’m yet to find a time
It’s okay cus there is more to find
I won’t stop here i will not confine
This is one part of a lifetime

2soon

Micah Callari

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