What does a parent, or grandparents say or sing to their children, or grandchildren if any kind of armageddon is here? And how many times have these sentiments been sung, historically and in the present.

Is it comfort..... loss and sadness........ anger....... or does it just describe an endless emptiness, over humanity's inability......

This song flowed out of me at the end of corona pandemic, and then went into hibernation, for some reason. And I apologize, I didn't even write down the lyric, it just came in a moment of inspiration, or was it despair?...... But I think you understand the spirit of the song anyway.

And maybe it is now relevant again with new possible diseases spreading. Bird flu, foot and mouth disease in cattle, measles, ebola, and all the microplastics and other toxic components they now acknowledge are in our food and our bodies, and even in the unborn.....and so many more in different parts of the world.........Hmmmmm........

Hush little baby - Seagull

this was going to be a disco type song, like love is in the air, but it did not sound right with a dance beat, so stripped out all of that, added a 12 str and toned down the keyboard. the vocals will prolly get a do over next week

You don’t have to smile at me when you pass me on the street
You don’t have to cross against the light so we might ‘accidentally’ meet
You don’t have to ask my friends if i still live alone
Or tell my folks you said to say hello
You don’t have to be so kind

You don’t have to come up to my table in a restaurant
And put your hand on top of mine and act so familiar while we talk
You don’t have to find any reason to spend time with me
Or send me little notes I’ll always keep
it’s gonna make me lose my mind

I’ll only fall in love
I’ll only think of you
I’ll only lie awake and wonder, if you’re thinking of me too
I’ll only act a fool
And I’ll want to marry you
It’s all cause of you
You’re too good to be true
I’ll just fall in love

Please don’t ever let me hold you close beneath the starry skies
Pde give me any reason to look deep into your eyes
And if i should ever start to wonder what my life would be
If you were always next to me  I’ll blame you, 
For making me feel this way

I'll Only Fall In Love

Your parachute works but a dimensional flux hurls you onto the smooth surface of a planet made of blue glass. Even here, you struggle with old pains just as healing water spirits appear as in in answer.

La femme chimère

Lost Mist - Edit (from Wolfweeds)

Sjung och var glad

Så en dag. 894 ( 1987 ) Margareta Theorin ( Margareta )

Your blood begins to boil 
Your boiling erupts
The flood of all your feelings 
Soiled in your disgust
A Remedy’s  a virtue
A Victory’s Devine 
An enemy to hurt you
Your misery defined 
Another manic masterpiece 
To marvel at in spades 
You fade away much faster 
Than the face that stole your place 
You debate a bastard 
And double down your doubt 
I remain a master 
Of never losing clout
Never losing dignity 
To the claims of all your hate 
To the blames that I would take 
To make you stay and not debate
You can runaway like trains off tracks 
And into walls 
You can break my back and say 
I always break your balls
Taking falls 
And the cause is still the same 
And the fault and all the blame
Is pointed straight your way 
Like a plague you are decay 
Your way is your dismay 
Your descent is so decisive
To the loneliness you crave 

Nobody can help you when you can’t help yourself 
Nobody will tell you when you’re telling yourself 
Everything’s  gonna be okay 
Hey
Youre fading away  

The pain that you feel only 
Gets worse when you feel lonely 
The pain that you feel only 
Gets worse when you feel lonely 
Stop the games you play 
Your mind is rotting in decay 
The signs are pointing your way 
You’re a detriment to me

The pain that you feel only 
Gets worse when you feel lonely 
The pain that you feel only 
Gets worse when you feel lonely

You are decay

A bizarre prog-punk-psych-blues groove fest. Mad time signatures, a bit of dropped D, idiosyncratic vocals. 

Die in Hospital

Eternity

TURN ME INTO A MESS MACHINE (Mighty Boosh tribute) - Steven Vellou & AudioBake

Ariette for theremin and sax :-)

conceited

all tracks powered only by my own human intelligence

Hi & welcome.
thx for visiting & listening to my music.

i jump between genres depending on my current mood, so don't wonder if you find some different and weird tunes 😂

I don’t work with AI.
For me, every track has to grow through its own process, and that simply takes time. That’s where my soul flows into the music. If I spend three hours working on a break that’s only three seconds long in the track and hardly anyone but me notices it, the energy of those three hours still flows into it on a subtle level. No AI can do that.

That doesn’t mean my songs are better or more sophisticated – I’d rather you form your own opinion.
As for vocals, I have to rely on loops, since illness keeps me from singing myself. Often, I discover a vocal line first and build the song around it. This means I sometimes have to compromise on the lyrics, so they don’t always mirror my personal outlook, mode of expression or poetry. Still, it’s important to me to share this truth.

Some various loops and most vocs from loopcloud.

All tracks composed, edited,
arranged, mixed @ mastered by J O R D I .
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I come from a musical family and was introduced to different instruments at an early age. The one that stuck with me were the drums. Various bands, gigs in small clubs. Even though, for lack of time, I didn’t actively make music for many years, music has always been one of the few constants in a turbulent life.

For the past few years, I’ve been seriously ill and slowly but surely on the home stretch. Since I can no longer play drums (I’m connected to a ventilator 24/7)
i started working with a DAW in 2024. It has become an important part of my life, my way of still creating something when my hands no longer can.

Here on SC there are so incredibly many amazing artists and people from all parts of the world … for me, it’s my universe. And the certainty that something is always possible, no matter how bad things get.

"In the midst of the deepest winter, I finally realized that within me lay an invincible summer…"
A. Camus


Stay strong - Fight fascism!
STOP TRUMP ❗️

Michael - 2024