Sa bhaile (Gaelic/Irish) At Home...the place many of us have spent some time at lately.

sa bhaile

We all know too many stories of women having to leave abusive relationships, especially during the pandemic, and the shame and blame they are made to feel, the loss of hope, and loss of self. The damage in the moment seems unbearable and unconquerable as the emotions are so “raw” and painful… but it is possible to come out the other side stronger than before and feeling whole and hopeful.

Raw
By Maria Bourgeois

She ran away because she had to
Where they don’t know her name 
And the dangerous game she was forced to play
She ran away because she had to
To hide her shame
To avoid the blame
For the dangerous game
She was forced to play

And in the morning 
the light shines through the un-curtained window
on the bags of clothes
and the boxes in rows and the torn sleeping bag 
on the cold hard floor
(and) she’s reminded that she once had more
she’s reminded that she once had more
will she ever have more?
She feels like a library book that’s been left on the shelf
Never to be read again
It feels like the very end
Maybe she should have stayed

Cause it feels so raw
Unfiltered
Unaltered
Smashed my soul
Raw and un-whole
Smashed my soul
Smothered voice
And taken choice
And raw and bleeding
Always needing

Behind closed doors
They don’t really know what’s happened
Cause he presents so well
My dirty down man
With his dirty down plan 
Says I should take his hand
and he’ll lead me to the afterlife

So, I just ran 
and I’ll run forever if I have to
where they don’t know my name
and the dangerous game I was forced to play

The final track from the album 'Malevolent Energy.'

Full album:
https://outstation.bandcamp.com/album/malevolent-energy

Malevolent Energy

Whispers On The Breeze

The always awesome Bawl Slant (https://soundcloud.com/bawl-slant) sent me over a track to do some vocals for. Not really sure where the theme came from🤣 We decided to put it out on my page enjoy and behave 😉

All music and mix: The Bawl Slant
Vocals/Lyrics: Default Sensor

Bite Me!! (with The Bawl Slant)

This composition was imagined as a green ray that could appear in the horizon line. The green ray usually appears at the end of the day and thus ends the day. However, this piece and the title is not thought of as another day that would be the next day, but rather as an additional day that would arrive while the day is not over. This day would therefore be different rather than new, a way of apprehending the day we knew. Thus the melody is like a flash that disappears as soon as it is visible. A short melody with few notes as if it were a signal that does not last. Above all it is an ephemeral trace that seems to stand out here through this music.


Cette composition a été imaginé comme un rayon vert qui pourrait apparaître dans la ligne d’horizon. Le rayon vert apparaît le plus souvent à la fin de la journée et termine ainsi le jour. Cependant, ce morceau et le titre n’est pas pensé comme un autre jour qui serait le lendemain, mais bel et bien comme un jour supplémentaire qui arriverait alors que la journée n’est pas terminée. Ce jour serait donc plutôt différent que nouveau, une façon d’appréhender le jour que l’on connaissait. C’est ainsi que la mélodie est comme un flash qui disparaît à peine il est visible. Une mélodie courte avec peu de notes comme s’il s’agissait d’un signal qui ne dure pas. Au delà de tout c’est une trace éphémère qui semble se détacher ici au travers de cette musique.



#ambient #filmmusic #instrumental

Un Autre Jour

Primordial Path

Unknown Horizons

SPECIAL CECILIA's INVITATION TO COLLAB

We are one - Special Cecilia

lyrics & vocals: Special Cecilia
1-sound/vocalshredder/arrangement: electroHippie

https://soundcloud.com/user-883466627/we-are-one-vocal-special-cecilia

https://soundcloud.com/specialececilia

oneoneone (Special Cecilia & electroHippie 1 - collab)

Another guitar interlude from the stream of my consciousness : )
It is downloadable if anyone wants to add anything

Epi Centric (Acoustic Guitar Instrumental)

Speed composition mixing swing, klezmer, fun and craziness ! :)
Thanks for listening !

Here We Go

Written for Norbert Rodenkirchen. Early flutes, electronics. To be presented in 8-channel sound at the ZKM Karlsruhe on November 20th, 2025

The Days Pass Quickly Immersed in the Shadow of Eternity (Excerpt)

Working through multiple arts (drawing, music, poetry), Michaël Koswill composes melancholic music inspired by space and silence. Initially trained in percussion, he has long explored sounds to create particular atmospheres such as choreographies or soundtracks of films whose mysterious stories are only visible in his imagination. He also writes poems, paints and draws what he considers to be "brief forms for lively gestures".

Within the artistic collective Unclearpicture, he composes and writes texts inspired by the original photographic work of Sylvain Entressangle.

Travaillant au travers de multiples arts (dessin, musique, poésie, Michaël Koswill compose des musiques mélancoliques inspirées par l’espace et le silence. Initialement formé aux percussions, il explore depuis longtemps les sons pour créer des ambiances particulières comme autant de chorégraphies ou de bandes originales de films dont les histoires mystérieuses seraient uniquement visibles dans son imagination. Il écrit par ailleurs des poèmes, peint et dessine ce qu'il considère être des "formes brèves pour gestes vifs". 

Au sein du collectif artistique Unclearpicture, Il compose et écrit des textes inspirés du travail photographique original de Sylvain Entressangle.