production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

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youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

music vid out now on my twitter
out on all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vaeo/road-rash

Road Rash prod. arey

put my jacket on
hiding in the rain
been a few hours man
remind me of the pain
these pills don’t work baby
look at the state i’m in
lights out eyes closed
i hate myself, it’s perfect timing

all my tears dry up
my mouth don’t make a sound
yuh
my mind goes round and round
the only way i’m going’s down
tears dry up (huh!)
my mouth don’t make a sound
nobody likes me in this town
in these bottles may i drown

@1spoder
uh yea one two (what?)
you've been on my back tryna ruin my mood
it's so confusing how you move
man i can't do this, beat and bruised
(evil laughter)
(fuck)
there's nothing left for me here
i can promise you, it was never fair
i'm so done with you fucking up my mental
i'm with sean best believe that we ain't gentle

@seannnfranco
and she said her name was (oooh ohh)
uhhh well i forget now
started with a tssss
made a s sound
she'll just follow me around until i get out
picture perfect i want it to be the best nowww
when im steppin out they say its calm still
if she like it then its cool but it was not real
mood calm cause im smoking out the bedroom
we were so young i just wish that i could get youuuu oh

my verse ew:
they tryna pull up on me
pretend like they care
all i hear is stories, anecdotes
so fucking self aware
and i’m boxed up locked up
these walls keep closing in
all i gotta do is say no
and they’re all the fucking same?

but this bridge tho!>!>!
and they’re all the fucking same!
yeah they so fucking lame
so over all their bullshit
anything they’d do for fame
keep my head down
i know i’m a selfish man (get it? get it? cos omg headphones reference)
keep my head down
(keep my head downnnn!!!)

put my jacket on
hiding in the rain
been a few hours
remind me of the pain
these pills don’t work baby
look at the state i’m in
lights out eyes closed
i hate myself, it’s perfect timing

all my tears dry up
my mouth don’t make a sound
yuh
my mind goes round and round
the only way i’m going's down
tears dry up (huh!)
my mouth don’t make a sound
nobody likes me in this town
in these bottles may i drown

circles

circles, +spoder, sean franco

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU4EpTFxZbc&ab_channel=nomu

out now on all plats <3

ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
(@prodnomu)

float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

all plats <3

I got weight I can’t cut
You think i give a fuck?
check bigger every month
i bet these xans will keep me numb

i never did it for the money
i only do it for the drugs
i did a tour across the country for my health
and it just paid me for the month
 yeah

say they gonna slide on me?
then put that shit on god
motherfuckers pussy i see right through their façade
boy this outfit cost a k, i’m just wearing what i got
like my boys in french denim like marithe francois girbaud

Marithe Francois Girbaud

this is ai*

vocals / mix by me (@xmichaelrose)
prod by greentop

lyrics:
sipping on a soda
said i would i coulda
i been draining floatas
said i fucking shoulda
got a problem shut up
ill show u fuckin hooda
i dont wanna fw u you talk too much
pull up to the crib ask me how tf it is
idgaf i just wanna be fr
i dont even know ur name i dont even know the flame
all this talkin bout my name shove this pistol to ur brain brain brain
now u feelin all the pain pain pain
and all these people they get slain slain slain
idgaf

yea u talk too much
idgaf u can shut ur mouth
plz dont come around me u are not my love
said im not a rapper but ugh shut up
and i know imma blow
said so on ur phone
ik its a lot of drugs that im taking
if u never side with me then ur faking
i just wanted love and shit but ur satan
ik they talk alot they just hatin
keep on talking tough we gon shoot ay
tryna put a lot in my suitcase
ik what i saw just happened in my face

lieu - idgaf (ft. glaive) (ai)

PROD 31 Sentinel and wishlane. Thank you Kitz I hope you guys enjoy the song.

Peripheral *Kitz

w/ @scrobaby

//
now everyday feels like a waste of timeee
i’m fucking sick of it 
i hate this life
and i’d do anything to change, i’d try
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth
cuz all my life i been a people pleaser
been a bit too nice i’m fucking putting me first
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth

love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back
love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back

in my t shirt
ima bite it til my fucking teeth hurt 
i could please u
tell me what u like
baby i could get u right yuh

waste ur time 
i don’t wana waste ur time oh no
waste ur time,
i don’t wanna waste ur time

teeth

all plats

XIII – dein neues Kapitel in der Rap-Welt. Zwischen dunklen Beats und knallharten Lines erzählt dieses Album Geschichten von Kampf, Verlust und dem unaufhaltsamen Drang, die eigene Wahrheit zu leben. XIII steht für Rebellion, Selbstfindung und die Schatten, die jeder Mensch in sich trägt. Kein Filter, kein Fake – nur rohe Lyrics, die treffen, wo es weh tut.

Legacy

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deads1lent exclusive prod @rhine1k @yungskrrt

lieu - idgaf (ft. glaive) (ai)

michael rose ai