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After some Soundcloud trouble we are finally back with a new song.
Enjoy.

Obsessive torment

Had it all, but have let it fall
ruined everything that was my joy
-- i've lost my destiny
dark thoughts that plague my mind
the darkness that conceals my life
-- the pain is consuming me
no more choice, it's all my fault
last thing to do is end my life
--leave those ive loved behind

Give it up, don't look back
says the voice inside your head
take no stance just forget
make it end without regret

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

--the blade cuts/the blade cuts/the blade cuts
through the veins

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind
can't do everything right,
not even capable to take my own life

Obsessive Torment

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind

want to end this life
so many times ive tried 
lost count of the selfinflicted scars
Hope i wake up dead
delivered of this torment
Set me free, release me from this agony
i am a slave to my own misery

i want to hurt you, like you did me
i deserve you, but you wont fucking see
now i will haunt you in your dreams
I will do it, Slit my wrists!!! you will see!!! 
you will suffer like me!!!

thoughts are like a broken record
think about you every second
I can't bear to deal with your loss
repeating the memorys over and over
Mental overload, does not recover
to much pain from the past
Words locked up remain unspoken
this is my time to be a token
disgusted that we are apart

obsessive torment

Obsessive Torment

Synths by 
https://soundcloud.com/audiobake

Music by Hobocop
@metrocityrecords

Vocals & lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/cosmic_keanu and HOBOCOP 

DYSTOPIA (MY DYSTOPIA)

Dystopia!

You try to run, you try to flee,
But the streets are filled with mutant freaks!

Your Mylar suit has sprung a leak,
Now head crabs crawl up your feet!

Dystopia!
My Dystopia! 
My Dystopia! 
My Dystopia! 
Ma-ma-ma my-dystopia!

Everything sucks and it always rains.
Zombies roam the streets, looking for brains!

Giant rats crawl from sewer drains.
Look at them close they have a human face!

Dystopia (My Dystopia) AudioBake x HoboCop x Cosmic Keanu

Sharks!

SOLAR PROXIMITY // A risky mission ...
@docfritz —> Drums and Remastering
●Ralf Wadephul —> Keyboards, Synthesizer & Mix
@rock-flexible —> Text, Vocals and Guitar
© 2018/2023 // composed, arranged and performed by OESJ // All Rights Reserved

SOLAR PROXIMITY

SOLAR PROXIMITY ft. Rock Flexible

Last Call For Cha

Thyrsus
Dark Legion Tyrol
Kalthallen Studios

A dark grey cloud, lit by bright lightning
Hailstorm approaches 
Storm drives icy wind into the face
Too late to return

Grab stick and rifle rapidly
Heavy hail hammers down 
And soon spurred to gallop
To reach the wizards ostracized shelter

THYRSCHENBLUT --- 4/6 --- Eisfall

My oldest daughter told me if I wanted to do music like this, I needed to add drops. Fine. Here's one. And there's one. And here's another for the road...

I Was Lost For Awhile

Club 455

DAW: Reason
VST:
Nexus
Omnisphere
VPS Avenger 2
Vocal Loops: Splice

Kiss the Night Goodbye

DAW: Reason
VSTs: Nexus., Omnisphere, and a few other synths.
Vocals: Splice

Closer

I confess that I don't understand a word the woman is singing in the vocals. But I like how whatever she's saying goes with the beat.

DAW: Reason
VST: Nexus, Falcon, Go, Hans Zimmer Strings and others.
Vocals: Splice

Make A Deep Sound

I’m a song-writer who enjoys creating music of any genre.

My son recently introduced me to A.I. and taught me how to do covers of my previously released non-A.I. music. Since I've never considered myself a performer (except playing with worship bands at church or solo-piano at a rehab center) using A.I. is right up my alley.

Since I've  exhausted using my previously released music for A.I. covers, I now compose music in a DAW, rip to a wave file, and make an A.I. cover of this wave file. I then write lyrics to the A.I. music. It takes around 100 A.I. iterations to complete the lyrics and get a style I'm happy with.  

Brief Bio: Lived more than a quarter of my life overseas (Egypt, Saudi Arabia, Turkiye, Italy, Japan, South Korea, and Taiwan). Each country gave me an appreciation for different types of music plus probably why I get bored easily in sticking with one genre or another.

Last Call For Cha

Mike Krath