I do not own this beat 
Roddy Ricch remix 
RIP Joshua Gannaway

Xander Bangz - Get The F**k Up

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were created by: 
J J Samuel

#Folk #Acoustic #Ballad #Love #True #Raw 
#Emotive #StoryTelling #Sincere 

“Lavender & Verbena” was written and dedicated for my grandma, she was an amazing woman and person, she was the roc of the family and just an all
Round amazing human being. She was A French teacher and dedicated mother and loving wife. Her name was betty. And she was an amazing grandma! She was always there for me and was our family rock. My childhood would never have been the same without her! 
She used to smell like lavender and have this Verbena hand wash which I used to buy for her birthday. And that’s where the name for this song  came from! 🎧 🎵 🎶 
There is Not one day that’s passes where I don’t think or miss her. Like when you get old accidents happen, she had a nasty fall at home while cleaning and she sadly
Never recovered! Because she was a French teacher I added a line of French at the end of the song which translate too “ Lavender and verbena… forever in the clouds” And My grandad passed away a few years before and I think she missed him so much. She’s with him now and I know she will be okay and happy! She is now where she wants to be! I love you Grandma forever in our hearts! 🥰 💔 😔 😢 😘

LAVENDER&VERBENA [GRANDMA]

Ink on my Heartstrings

A voice speaks from the middle of grief not the loud kind, but the quiet kind that you maybe can hear in empty rooms and unasked questions. 
The song follows someone walking through the spaces a loved one left behind, imagining how life might have felt if they had stayed. 
Every hallway, 
every chair, 
every silent corner,
is a reminder of what once was.

Two friends still wait in the shadows of memory, hoping for a return that will never come. 
The song keeps circling the same impossible question: “What if you never left?”
Would their lives look different? 
Would the light still be there? 
Would laughter still survive?

As the story unfolds, reality breaks through the dream. 
Time has moved on yet the longing remains. 
The bridge cracks the illusion, showing acceptance mixed with ache.

It’s a song about absence, the weight of remembering, and the fragile hope that the one who left might still hear their name in the night.

A quiet plea for recognition.

A portrait of the ones who stayed.

Enjoy...
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Lyrics:

What If You Never Left

[Verse 1] 
What if the dawn still knew your voice
And your footsteps never faded into silence
What if the chairs, the rooms, the lonely nights 
Could breathe your presence
could erase your absence
In a world where you stayed, would light have remained
Would laughter fill the air instead of the ache
I know I’d be happier, you know I would

[Pre Chorus]
Two friends you left behind still stare in the dark
When your name is whispered, their hearts skip a beat
They don’t live forever, you know
And they still look for you

[Chorus]
What if you never left
Would the autumn leaves still tremble in your wake
Would our reflections find the strength to stand
I just want you to see us
The ones you left behind in the hollow space you made
If you never left, we might have stayed

[Verse 2] 
I walk the halls 
we used to share
And every corner holds a trace of your laughter
The clock ticks soft but the world is loud
With memories of you 
that taste like disaster
I catch a glimpse a smile in someone else’s eyes
And wonder if you ever think of us
Or only of the flight you chose, the night you whispered goodbye

[Pre Chorus]
We are not immortal, you know
Our hearts beat in borrowed time
And when I say your name, they still search. They still hope you’ll come 

[Chorus] 
What if you never left
Would the stars align with the promise of tomorrow
Would the storms pass gently, the sky stay clear
I just want you to see us
The ones whose light faded when you walked away
If you never left
maybe we’d still be here

[Bridge] 
This what if moment holds me in its grip
A mirror of what might have been
But the reflection cracks and the pieces fall
And I see it’s no longer worth dwelling in the past
Yet I still whisper into the night
You left
We stayed
And we remember

[Chorus] 
What if you never left 
Would we still dance beneath the moon’s pale glow
Would our hearts forgive the fear that kept them small
I just want you to see us
Frail, still breathing, still bearing your name
If you never left, would we still be whole
would we still be whole

[Outro] 
Look for us in the silence
In the empty air between your words
We don’t live forever
But we remember you
What if you never left

What If You Never Left

wake up now
the sun is out
clouds in the sky
fly by up above
close your eyes
imagine us
we’re flying high
right into the sky

we’ll come alive
going through the door alone
we’ll come alive
going through the door
I’m going home
riding through the fields alone
I’m going home
riding through the fields

she wanted to get down
he wanted to go
she wanted to get down
on the floor
she wanted to get down
he wanted to go
she wanted to get down
on the floor

feel the air
wind takes us there
my feet come up
lift off from the ground
move with me
through energy
we’ll keep the light
and move through the clouds

we’ll come alive
going through the door alone
we’ll come alive
going through the door
I’m going home
riding through the fields alone
I’m going home
riding through the fields

she wanted to get down
he wanted to go
she wanted to get down
on the floor
she wanted to get down
he wanted to go
she wanted to get down
on the floor

Two Twenty Eight [[228]]

#femalerapper #logic #6ix #jayackk #summer2026

Recognition

We’d genuinely love to hear how this one lands with you. Does it resonate? Have you ever felt like your true love song is still waiting to be written? Please leave a comment and share your thoughts - your perspective means more to us than you might think. 🎧✨

This song is about the long road to love - drifting with the wind, learning the lie of the land, kissing a few frogs, missing a few princes, and still waiting for that moment when everything finally clicks. It captures the quiet honesty of never having felt your knees knock or your heart stop… yet still holding on to hope. Part confessional, part prayer, and part wry self-reflection, this track lives in the space between patience and longing, realism and faith - maybe even waiting on an unconventional kind of divine intervention.

In my life I've tried to
.....go with the flow
to feel which way the wind blows,
.....to spy the lie of the land
.....to get ahead of the pack
but love has always pulled me back.
Oh! I have snogged a lot of frogs.
Watched my love life
.....go to the dogs.
Oh! I have missed a lot of Princes.
And there has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.
There has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.

*

Oh! There has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.

*

In my life I've tried to
.....go with the flow
to feel which way the wind blows,
.....to spy the lie of the land
.....to get ahead of the pack
but love has always pulled me back.
Oh! I have snogged a lot of frogs.
Watched my love life
.....go to the dogs.
Oh! I have missed a lot of Princes.
And there has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.
There has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.

*

Oh! There has never been
.....an instance where
my knees started knocking.
Never been a time
.....when my heart started stopping
and the whole world began rocking
.....to my own true love song.

*

Give it time.
....Maybe
an intervention from
the unconventional divine
will save me.
Oh God! I'm praying!
Hope he hears what I'm saying.
Bring it on.
.....Bring it on.
..........Bring it on.

BRING IT ON

(FR) Pour ceux qui ont besoin de se ressourcer… une relaxation dans le style Aterion😊✨  Un souffle électronique qui berce l’instant et suspend le temps. Morceau de relaxation pure pour laisser place à l’écoute de son silence intérieur. 🎧Fonctionne en boucle

(EN) For those who need to recharge... a relaxation piece in the Aterion style 😊✨
An electronic breath that cradles the moment and suspends time.
A pure relaxation track inviting deep inner listening.
🎧Designed to work on loop.

Relaxation 4

(No Gen IA involved. I use my voice and VST instruments)
(Translated below)

Si c'est si beau
Noël, j'aurais tant espéré

Plus que des mots
Que la haine puisse enfin reculer

De ma maison, ma maison isolée 
J'entends les loups approcher
Dans le feu, le froid
Ils rodent autour de moi

Quand nos voix n'ont plus de poids
Si je pleure, je crie
Peu importe, c'est moi
Ecoute-moi

Quand la liberté s'efface
Quand le plus fort prend sa place
En l'humanité je crois
Sauvez ma foi

Liberté
On en parle sans jamais bien comprendre 
Ils disent nous sauver
Mais c'est ce qu'ils s'apprêtent à nous prendre

Et la neige, et la neige cache les corps 
De tous mes frères ukrainiens
On veut sceller mon sort
Ici à coup de poings 

Quand la liberté s'efface
Quand le plus fort prend sa place
En l'humanité je crois
Sauvez ma foi

Quand la liberté s'efface  
Quand le plus fort prend sa place
En l'humanité je crois
Sauvez ma foi 

Quand les loups détruisent nos terres
Quand les crocs déchirent nos chairs
En l'humanité je crois 
Sauvez ma foi

Pour Noël, j'aurais tant espéré
Un peu plus que des mots
Qu'une vaine chanson 

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If it's so beautiful,
Christmas, I would have hoped so much,
More than words,
That hatred could finally recede.

From my house, my isolated house,
I hear the wolves approaching.
In the fire, in the cold,
They prowl around me.

When our voices no longer carry weight
If I cry, I scream
It doesn't matter, it's me
Listen to me

When freedom fades away
When the strongest take its place
In humanity I believe 
Save my faith

Freedom
We talk about it without ever really understanding it 
They say they're saving us
But that's what they're preparing to take from us

And the snow, and the snow hides the bodies 
Of all my Ukrainian brothers
They want to seal my fate
Here with their fists

When freedom fades away
When the strongest take its place
In humanity I believe 
Save my faith

When freedom fades away
When the strongest take its place
In humanity I believe
Save my faith

When wolves destroy our lands
When fangs tear our flesh
In humanity I believe 
Save my faith

For Christmas, I would have hoped for so much more
A little more than words
Than a vain song

Pour Noël

In another time
In another place
Maybe you were the sun and I was the rain
I'd dance on your skin and we'd make a rainbow
For all the world to see
But instead
It's a dream

In another life
In another world
Maybe I'd be the boy and you'd be the girl
We'd dance in the sun
And you'd wear a halo
But in this one
It's a half-written song

In another dream
In another sleep
Maybe you are the flower and I am the bee
I'd swim in your nectar and we'd make a garden
For all the world to see
But instead
It's a dream

In another life
In another world
Maybe I'd be the boy and you'd be the girl
We'd dance in the sun
And you'd wear a halo
But in this one
It's a half-written song

Maybe in another life
Maybe another place and time
There's a world where you and I
Would be mine
But that will be in another universe
And that's why I'm still
Sitting here with the pen in my hand
Trying to write a song about you and I
But the words won't come and
My eyes are getting heavy
'Cause you'll always be my
Half-written song

Maybe in another life
(It's a dream)
Song bout the could be's
(It's a dream)
Song bout the maybe's
(It's a dream)
Maybe in another time
(Just a dream)

In another life
In another world
Maybe I'd be the boy and you'd be the girl
We'd dance in the sun
And you'd wear a halo
But in this one
It's a half-written song

Oh
This could have been a song about our possibilities
It could have been a song about you and me
This could have been a song
About our love
The cards are on the table
It's just not meant to be
Oh
I love you
(In another life)
I love you
(In another place and time)
I love you
(In another world)
I love you
(In another sleep)
Just a dream...

Half-Written Song/Just A Dream

Original by Neil Young 1972

Lead vocal : Debbie Lynn

Heart Of Gold

I am just a normal 67 year-old man working during the day paying bills and living all stresses of the normal life. I decided just to have a bit of fun see if I could sing and see if I had the ability to make some songs I write lots of poems so just decided one day to start converting them to songs in my head And these are the results I have had to learn lots of software on the way to be able to do the backing and all the music but finally got there lots of mistakes but I’m pretty happy with what I’ve done now ￼

Ink on my Heartstrings

Mik T

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