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this me at night when I'm alone 💖💔💔

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

bangss:

i been on the way up
on the way up
she gon' fuck me get tha paper
in no makeup
And thats prolly why u hatin'
Why u hatin
Prolly cause im goin in bruh
im not your friend bruh
I been on the way up
thats why i stay up
And these bitches wanna makeup
i dont makeup
imma get my dick sucked
make the big bucks
in the end if i dont switch up
ill never give up

imma get my cake up
get my bank up
got balanciaga anchors around my ankles
imma fallin angel with a halo
and i hit it from all angles
if you an a-hole

mixed and mastered by bangss

wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

Wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

overthinking w/ rinnegone (prod. 4evr & taxpurposes)

I'm face down, won't you pull me from the bottom
I always got something I can't explain
So for a second I will turn away
Try to figure out what's inside of my brain
That's been eating me away
I got ten ice packs for the bruises I got every day
For the last few years and the last few months I been so so
So alone so alone Just walking through these empty worlds
You see me in your photographs but thats not me no more

So tell me you'll look for me And I promise I will look for you
Yea you say there's a place for me, But you're lying when I dream of you

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
Is it too good to be true let me know now
Ima give it up real quick for the show now
Are you wishing for me?
Don't you wanna be free?

Yea i'm face down I been holding on for too long
Been killin myself everynight for another song
What's even for I do all of this just to make it through
I don't even care who's watching Ima do the shit I do

I got so much love so much love yea all around the world
But i'm still such a nobody, But I still got somebody
To make me feel something I guess that's all I ever needed

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling

Like A Nobody (Prod. Otvaje)

REPULSIVE

Listen on spotify~ https://open.spotify.com/track/07TSKG9mwPs8Rh2n3YI5qV?si=12LtSq0kTLulOgKlgEefVg
I'm sorry, I should've told you this a long time ago
But my heart at 18 was so young I never thought I would know
How much it would hurt, hurt, hurt, this much
And it's taking all my energy to write this song
So face my truth, or tell me what I should
To keep you there, Cause you are everywhere to me
I see you standing there, Next to an ocean blue
And the tears they don't fall, Yeah the tears they don't fall
I think i'll save it for when I get home

But don't you know, know, know, I love you so, so so
We're being dramatic, I think it's just a habit
That we both share
So are you who you say you are?
I feel like such a fool alone in my car

So i'll face my truth, or tell myself what I should
To keep us there, Cause we are everywhere to me
I see you lying there, I hope you're asleep so
you don't hear my crying
Know that I was the one, Yea I was the one 
Who was keeping it all underneathe my skin

But don't you know, know, know, I love you so, so so
We're being dramatic, I know it's just a habit
That we both share

Don't let me get too far away, I have too much I need to say
But my tongues' so selfish like this
My hearts just having it's fit. I don't wanna say goodbye
But I don't wanna be away from you so
Don't you know don't you know don't you know

Face my truth, Tell myself what I should do
To keep me there, Cause i'm not anywhere no more.

But Don't You Know (Prod. Tidecruz)

GUITAR: @suprghst
FLUTE: @luciskies

LYRICS:
All we do is try,
All we do is try,

You can’t stop from crying,
Never know the reasons why.

Everything will die
Everybody dies

All just used to it were falling in the same pit.

X2

Smokin hella tree,

Wit lil misery.

And now we’re on tv 

Bouta make history,

These could be last words,

I’m moving backwards,

The demons in me,

They try to kill me,



20 fuckin 17,

Drunk and on the road again,

Everything was all pretend,

Lies were spread, the title ends.

You test the waters,
Just to sink in,
Deep and deep,
Eternal sleep.
I met defeat,
But that got me on my feet.

Voka - Everybody Dies (Prod. Undying)

thx for listening <3

-- lyrics --

Lately I been rollin off my X pills...
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels...

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Lately I been rollin off my X pills
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels
I give her a half, my drugs always the real deal
Pour another 4 we steady poppin them seals
Cocaine on the counter
My love I thought I found her
But I had to go around her
Still mixing all my uppers
With my downers...yeaaaa
But I'm not all that balanced
There's wine in my chalice
There's gas in the blunt
There's no way around this
I'm never sober
I never got closure
It's hard to fly
With this weight on my shoulders
It's over, I'm breaking thru
I think more about me than I do about you
I'm not searching for love
I'm searching for truth
I spill out my heart
When I'm up in this booth

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Losing my mind never call my phone
Thought I wouldn't try but I'm here alone
I just wanna die, I don't wanna lie
Takin all these drugs just to feel something
Riiggghhhttt
Look me in the eeeyyyyeeees
Without you
I don't really wanna live without truth
I don't really wanna live without you
Numb the pain
I can really feel the rain
So deranged
Everything has really changed
Can't stand it when you lie
Can't mess with those times
Don't care if I'm right
I'm in a different lane
You know you miss my face at night
I can't remember any time
I'm not aligned...

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Lately I been rollin off my X pills...
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels...
Lately I been rollin off my X pills...

--
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I'm the only one home

i'm the only one home w/ ENDØFWØRLD (prod. kingmezzy)

Produced by IOF @prodiof

Featuring Lil Zubin https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GO4iSvl5I1o

Lyrics 

If only I could
Just see her again 
Just to feel her again
Just to taste her again 
I know
We made everything better
Just to watch come undone 
Better off if I forget her
Now you know I’m not the one

I’m not the one

Yeah I heard you found someone
Yeah I heard you found someone 
Yeah you heard I found someone 
Said you didn’t give a fuck 
But your just acting tough

I’m not the one

Now you know I’m not the one 
Now I know you’re not the one

I'm not the one 


Lil Zubin 

You always say too much
Than you take it all back
How could you forget all the times we had
Why am i the one you haunt?
Take me by the hand
Pull me to the edge
Now my fates all in your hand
Push or pull which do you want?
Turn the light down low
You disappear where do you go?
Just want to hold you close
One more time, all i can do is hope


XOSkeletal 

I know 

If only I could
Just see her again 
Just to feel her again
Just to taste her again 

I know

Still trying to forget her 
Even though she held the gun 
As my body hit the ground
Would you kill the one you loved? 
I'm not the one

Yeah I heard you found someone
Yeah I heard you found someone 
Yeah you heard I found someone 
Said you didn’t give a fuck 
But your just acting tough

I’m not the one

Now you know I’m not the one 
Now I know you’re not the one

I'm not the one 

Lil Zubin 

You always say too much
Than you take it all back
How could you forget all the times we had
Why am i the one you haunt?
Take me by the hand
Pull me to the edge
Now my fates all in your hand
Push or pull which do you want?
If only just one last time 
Yeah

Spotify

If Only Ft. Lil Zubin (Prod. IOF)

lyrics:

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can't get these thoughts out my head (aye, aye)
and i can't even leave my own bed (aye, aye)
like whatchu even want me to say?
i've been feeling dead for too long
someone get the sand man
i just wanna sleep sound 
i don't wanna be round no more, no more

i'm so sick of it
lately i'm not into it
tryna be more intimate
i don't wanna talk if you're not gonna listen yet

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can never tell what you want
baby you can cry in my arms
i swear imma do you no harm
cause you're everything i want 

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on

sad year (prod. taylor morgan & scotty splash)

a cover of Emily by FFTL
hope u enjoy:)

acoustic by Nick Bilic

lyrics
-----------------

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing
That I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope
Grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
The only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting
Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying
Because you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

overthinking w/ rinnegone (prod. 4evr & taxpurposes)

mike harding

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