Paw-Sonal

Inside Destruction

I made a rough call tonight. My mental health got so bad, with no one else to reach out to, I called 988. I'm glad I did. It helped me out quite a bit, having someone to talk to, that will actually listen to me and give me advice. You can do so too. Do not be afraid to call 988. Just remember, no matter what you're going through, it's never too late. Real professionals are available 24/7 who are ready to speak with you and talk to you through any mental health crisis you're dealing with. Do not hesitate, and dial 988. Your life is worth every second. Don't throw it away.

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I never thought that I'd be making this call,
I never thought that I would suffer through it all,
Someone told me, that I should die tonight,
that I shouldn't be alive, that I'm not worth this fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
I realized, that I need some help,
And tonight, someone listened, and saved me from myself!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything may seem too late,
Pick up that phone and dial 988.

[Verse 2]
I was told, it will all be okay,
I was told, that's I'm not all insane,
They let me vent, let me speak, and now I don't want to quit,
They let me cry, they let me breathe, and now I feel I'm worth it,

[Pre-Chorus]
I needed that, after all I gone through,
I found someone who can help me feel true!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything is not so great,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

[Hook]
I know it's scary to speak to someone you don't know,
I know it's scary to speak to someone you can't see,
I know it's weary to speak to someone you don't trust,
But once you call,
You will see,
They can help you through the fall!!!

[Instrumental]
Just know, you're not alone, in the pain,
Make the call, they will help you through the rain!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

Just know that it's not too late,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

It's Never Over

988 (Suicide Hotline)

Have you ever reached a point where you have officially given up hope? Whether it is actual suicide or spiritual suicide, we all reach a point where we all wish we were gone.

And that's a wrap on this album! Be sure to follow for more releases on the next set of albums, such as "It's Never Over," "Hellfox," and the concept album, "Kitsunica!"

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
They always say,
If I end my life then I will be missed,
If I died tonight then who will remember this,
I've got no one left,
No one cares if I would end it all,
So tonight,
I will take my final step and fall

[Pre-Chorus]
Down the cliff,
off the roof,
From the bridge,
I have no proof,
To be alive,
To just survive,
Maybe it's best if I just die.

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Verse 2]
I want to die,
They all say that eventually I will be fine,
But that eventually may never come on by,
I've got nothing left,
All I have is misery and debt,
If I can't try,
I should get out of this hell of mine,


[Pre-Chorus]
Torn and bruised
Been abused,
Meant for failure,
All a ruse,
I was told,
It's all okay,
But everyday,
I go insane.

Meant for none,
Lost in hope,
No more doors,
For me to go,
It seems to me,
I'm at my end,
Maybe it's best,
That I am dead,

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Hook]
What's the point in even trying,
When all I want is dying,
When all I do is crying,
When I'm no longer surviving.
What's the point of moving on,
From the pain that stays so long,
From the past that follows me,
When all I am is su-ffer-ing!

[Pre-Chorus, Softer]
Broken heart,
Torn apart,
Lost from love and
Found in scars,
I can't go on,
I can't survive,
Wish I was gone,
wish I could die.

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.
[Short Instrumental]
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

End of Me

GONE

Tengoku, the kitsune of Heaven, has come down tonight to save those who are lost, broken, and hurt. Just know, whenever you're struggling or suffering, a higher power is always there with you, watching and protecting you. 

Here is a taste of the first track from the album, Kitsunica. Hope you enjoy it. It's a bit different than what I usually upload (I actually got chills from this!).

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Verse 1]
I need your comfort with me,
I need to see the stars,
They guide me through the darkened nights,
The skies, they guide my heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the sorrow deep inside,
I can see the broken in your eyes,
I can hear the cries inside your soul,
Oh Tengoku, where are you tonight?

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Verse 2]
konya anata no tokoro ni ikiba
I am going to your place tonight,
watashi wa anata wa kono tatakai kara sukui
I will save you from this fight.
Don't be afraid, your time will come.
sore wa jikkou sa re masu (It is being done)

[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the sorrow deep inside,
I can see the broken in your eyes,
I can hear the cries inside your soul,
Oh Tengoku, where are you tonight?

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Instrumental, Choir Orchestra for 15 seconds]

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

Kitsunica

Tengoku (Celestial Embrace)

Don't let your emotions get to Kukan. He feeds off of those and takes you as his prey. Have you ever had someone feed off of your negative emotions?

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 1]
He hunts from day to night,
He doesn't want your joy,
He feeds on anger and strife,
Your emotions are his toy.

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 2]
Don't give him what he wants,
For he will prey on your life,
Don't let him see your doubts,
For he will take it like a knife.
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Instrumental, Choir Orchestra for 15 seconds]

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

for it is all I have with me.


Kukan (Into The Void)

Oh broken spirit, where did you go? All of us have broken spirits, much like broken hearts.

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Verse 1]
I need someone to save me,
For my spirit is broken,
I can't find the hope you see,
I'm lost in my sin.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Brief instrumental]

[Verse 2]
My heart is still crying,
My faith is still trying,
My tears are still flowing,
My fears are still growing.
My spirit can't hold on,
My spirit is still gone,
Still broken, still hurting,
It's not worth deserving.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin,
kibou no naka de ushinawa re te
tasuke ni rai te kudasai,
watashi wa taisho deki mase n.
Koware Ta Seishin,
watashi ga motsu te iru subete no mono
fukai itami no naka de
ushinak te kanashii.

[15-second instrumental]

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.


Seishin (Broken Spirits)

The soul of the Kitsune calls out through the Kaze (wind), but sometimes it is gone like the wind. Kitsunes can be mysterious sometimes.

 Enjoy these nice flute instrumentals and traditional Japenese folk beats.


[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Verse 1]
It is heard, the storm has brewed in me,
It is seen, the thunder's pounding down,
You will know, when I'll be gone from here,
The kaze, will sing in the town.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Verse 1]
It is loud, the thunder's calling sound,
It is dark, the skies cannot be found,
You will see, my soul is breaking through,
Through the Kaze, it speaks it all so true.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Chorus, no music for first half]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.


Kaze (Gone Like The Wind)

A green fox who dealt with a ton of pain

Music is AI generated. Lyrics written from my own inspiration and my life experiences

Kaze (Gone Like The Wind)

MikeyTheGreenFox

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