i was a kid so i didn't know any better
i was so young, so it's hard for me to remember
all i remember is i was having a blast with them
growing up with my friends i was getting close to them
i thought they will always be there for me
i never thought i would see them leave before me
they left and went on the other side of the planet
i wasn't ready to say goodbye yet
so i started to turn into a savage
or a monster, whatever i was at a young age
i became a bad kid, my dad would beat me
my mom would ignore me, no one really consoled me
i must've been a pain for my family
so i figured i don't deserve to have a family
and from the way they've been treating me
i just wanted to leave and be by my lonely

i was too young to voice out my misery
i didn't know how to express my feelings
to me life didn't have any meaning
it came to the point where it's just about surviving
knowing that anyone can disappoint you at some point
i would have friends yeah but to a certain level
it was hard for me to be close to anyone at all
i made sure that if they leave, it wont take a toll on me
it's true that i became cold througout my life
but that was my way to not get hurt again
even then i would still feel pain
so anyone who wants to get close to me
beware coz you might get hurt
i might treat you like dirt
i might leave you just so that i don't get hurt
even when i actually want you part of my life

it's not that hard to understand right?
it's ok if you don't understand you ain't gotta lie
i just told you a part of my life
i don't expect you to relate but if you do relate
im sorry you went through that mate
there's always light after a dark night
it's gonna be ok because God is here on my side
i can only say that now because all of my life
i've been ignoring and running away from God
there's no one who really understand me except from God
people forget, people lie, people always disappoint you
people will let you down even if they don't want to
that's what makes us human but God never disappoint man
you can trust God to be there when you have no one
you can be sure that he loves you more than anyone
God thank you for loving me even in my worst
thank you for listening to me even when i curse
thank you for being with me even when im a mess
thank you for caring for me even when i couldn't care less

Storyline

a day in the life

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0AumpLgbHREDWfb7q9f9Vv?si=uaTn2-vbRx2GyKLrpW1SQQ

Crushing Them Raindrops

This track gives an insight into the situation of what's going on currently in the country Nigeria and also a tribute to the lost souls that fought for freedom.

What More

Written By: Michael Conover & ProductDaLaw 

Push me to the edge, where I can’t Overcome
Push me to the edge, where I can’t 
Overcome
Let them hold my soul
Let them hold my soul
Let them hold my soul
You know what you want

Name your price 
Cut the check check check!
The devils ride 
You already know what’s next!
You’re always right 
Because there’s nothing left!
Take the sacrifice 
If you know what’s best!

Yuh aye Revonoc 
Yuh aye
Angel of death 
Puttin your body to the test 
How much can you handle 
The young mans body in a scandle 
Evil approached fucking 
With those dead souls 

Nothings wrong,
I got my soul off track!
Lovely song, 
It only sing to trap!
Nothings wrong
I got my soul off track!
Lovely song, 
It only sing to trap!
Nothings wrong

Push me to the edge, where I can’t Overcome
Push me to the edge, where I can’t 
Overcome 
Let them hold my soul
Let them hold my soul
Let them hold my soul
You know what you want

And your heart turned ice cold 
The reaper would be proud 
They don’t know 
All the details 
Just know your soul has been blackmailed Go agianst me you gonna fail

This story got me trippin 
Got your nerves kickin 
All these hoes sellin 
They souls on only fans 
Got me sickened 
Stick to my old ways I stay pimpin Everyone so focused 
On they outfits to be drippin’

Yuh aye 
Let them hold my soul
A yo turn the fuck up man

Azrael (feat. ProductDaLaw)

Watch on Youtube: 
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Dirty Dan!!!2020(prod.cadance)

𝖄𝕹𝕹𝖘 - 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊

right my wrongs [prod. rentedbike]

"Last Winter" Kankan x Summrs Type Beat

King Lil G - Sucios

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0AumpLgbHREDWfb7q9f9Vv
New album Full on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTKFlLQgTH4&list=PLVfu8IoydDm42O5uCkotoiGV2nWPYoVRo&index=1

Crushing Them Raindrops

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