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때론 너무 어린아이처럼
때론 할아버지처럼
나는 나밖에 몰랐어
나는 나밖에 몰랐어

이밤이 지나고나면 아파
난 너무 나빠
나는 너무 나빠

'내게 너무 소중해'
'심장을 꺼내줄게'
'너가 있어 행복해'
세상이 내 꺼였지
좋은 게 있으면 항상
반으로 나눴지
영원할 줄 알았네

때론 너무 어린아이처럼
때론 할아버지처럼
나는 나밖에 몰랐어
나는 나밖에 몰랐어

이밤이 지나고나면

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01. 게을러져

난 영원한 게 있다 믿었네
생각이 났어
너와 놀던 때
난 돌아갈 수 없어 계속해
난 돌아갈 수 없어 계속해

생각해볼게
니 고민
난 그런적이 없었지
곰곰히 생각을 해보니

난 그럴때마다
안정제가 항상 내 옆에 있었네
영원한 건 없다더니
나또한 그런가보네
난 그냥 하고있어
난 그냥 내꺼를 하고있어
너가 떠났지만
널 그냥 보내줬어

널 그냥 보내줬어
난 그냥 고마웠어
넌 이제 없어
없어 걱정

웃는얼굴로 널 봐야대
약한 모습 보일 수 없어
가야대
믿을 수 없어
걔는 쉽게 말해
오빠 사랑해
떠나간 사람이 반이네
요즘엔 안 찍어 사진두
그래서 난 그냥 하지
난 그냥 하지
난 그냥 하지

떠나간 사람이 반
걔네는 밤
난 지금 아침
그녀는 원하지 날
그녀는 말했어
낳아줘 아기
내 걱정은 마
곧 볼거니까
I'm like 플라이투더스카이
브라이언처럼 깔끔하게

구치소 있다 나온친구가 내게 말했지
고독을 사랑하지않음 자유도 사랑할 수 없대

on the rvn, on the rvn
온더락처럼 차가운 머리
feel like I'm theQ
연결고리
메타가 바껴두 이건 내꺼지
지금 이 flow 이건 내꺼지
니 여자가 좋아해 내 목소리
나는 수컷이구 너네는 보지
난 저장완료
너넨 로딩
난 친구를 찌른 적 없지
난 영원한 걸 믿었었지
떠나간사람이 반
남아있는 사람 역시 절반

구치소 있다 나온친구가 내게 말했지
고독을 사랑하지않음 자유도 사랑할 수 없대

떠나간 사람이 반
걔네는 밤
난 지금 아침
그녀는 원하지 날
그녀는 말했어
낳아줘 아기
내 걱정은 마
곧 볼거니까
I'm like 플라이투더스카이
브라이언처럼 깔끔하게

구치소 있다 나온친구가 내게 말했지
고독을 사랑하지않음 자유도 사랑할 수 없대

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_노_피움워 (원곡 k4ton,ch1tkey)(k팝스타커버)

Bestfriend [2021]

Blunt (Cartier J x Rich Milo) 2023

Caption Title

A brutal reckoning—“Stealing Time” exposes the truth behind the mask, refusing to mourn what was lost and demanding accountability.

Song Insight

Stealing Time is not a lament for what’s gone, but a razor-edged anthem for finally seeing someone as they are. There’s no sugarcoating, no nostalgia for a love destroyed by self-inflicted wounds. This song doesn’t plead for redemption—it lays it bare: if you’re ever going to be saved, you’ll have to save yourself, because I’m done carrying your damage. The rain and the rose on the casket aren’t mourning—they’re the final word, marking the end of illusions and the start of owning your own darkness.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Drifting through your life
Trying to find a way to say goodbye
Grifter stealing time
I’m running through your lies

[Build]
The empty space between the lines
Falling to your knees, you cry

[Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Verse 2]
Every promise that you broke
Every secret left untold
All the pain behind your eyes
The hearts you tore
To the ones you used

[Build]
Broken souls haunt your scattered mind
Pieces taken I will never find

[Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Bridge]
Mirrors, silver-plated death
Moments I try but can’t forget
Shadows pulling at what’s owed
Memories drowned by the ones I loved

[Bridge 2]
Sorry for the stones you throw
No matter what, you stay below
Cracked reflections on the floor
Love doesn't live here anymore

[Final Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue
All the pain behind your eyes
The hearts you tore apart inside
All those moments, lost in time
Drift away, erased by a life

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Outro]
Every mistake you called mine
Feel your choices down my spine
Maybe this time you’ll live the life
Maybe it’s the lies that die
Free yourself in time

[Post-Outro]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

Personal Reflection

I wrote “Stealing Time” as the ten-year mark approached, but not to mourn what could have been. Eight years of marriage ended in chaos and destruction—choices, not fate. This isn’t about hoping for change or wishing things were different. It’s about drawing the line, calling out the darkness, and refusing to shoulder someone else’s demons. There’s pain, sure, but mostly clarity: your story is yours now, and I won’t let it shape me. I see the warning signs clearer than ever. You own your choices, not me.

4Me2BeFree

With “Stealing Time,” 4Me2BeFree channels real scars into cinematic storytelling—no filter, no pity, just raw truth and consequence. Every lyric, every visual, and every drop of rain on the casket is there to show that this isn’t a breakup song—it’s a declaration of freedom from someone else’s self-destruction. This is what 4Me2BeFree does: transforms lived experience into music that doesn’t flinch from the hard parts, making sure the story hits as hard as the truth.

Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Stealing Time


D&D RECORDS Official YouTube channel
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The author's website
https://y2-art.com/
https://y2art.ru/en



NO DAMN RULES

Dunkle Ambient-Texturen und Synthie-Drones in Moll eröffnen, untermalt von hallenden Gitarren- und Klavierklängen, die wie verlorene Seelen flüstern. Ein spannungsgeladener Aufbau führt in eine raue, Britpop-inspirierte Gitarrenwelt mit straffem Bass und scharfen Drums für die Strophen. Der Refrain schlägt zu mit Nu-Metal-Alternative-Rock: dichte, verzerrte Gitarren, intensive dynamische Swings und Emo-Echos. Bridges verschmelzen bedrohliche Elektronik, Lo-Fi-Synths, Rap-Strophen und Drum-and-Bass-Breaks zu einem epischen Höhepunkt. Der Abschluss gleitet in grüblerischen Ambient mit verträumter Violine, elektronischen Schichten und romantisch-emo Tönen – ein Ende, das die Welt zerbrechen lässt.

Ist mir egal

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난 너를 바라보네
니가 날 바라볼때
시간이 문제가 돼
난 그냥 날려보내
눈이 또 내리면
좋겠다 생각하네
눈이 또 내리면
좋겠단생각

아 넌 가을이었어
봄인줄알았는데
넌 감동이 없어
미칠줄 알았는데

난 너를 바라보네
니가 날 바라볼때
시간이 문제가 돼
난 그냥 날려보내
눈이 또 내리면
좋겠다 생각하네
눈이 또 내리면
그때 난 없을텐데
그때난 없어


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mixed by @flavordash

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MILLHAM