@closr18

i know its hard to see the tears here on a black shirt
all ur words hurt like a fractured bone
treating me dumb like I didn't know the answer
wanted u to think I was the only one
in my life
threw it all behind just to see u cry
tried to look back it was me behind
look me in the eyes I cant even try
its not the same i was always broken
I don't feel the pain I got ibuprofen
tell me what to say all the words you've chosen
laying here like I haven't awoken
tried to run and leave me how?
ur words have the safest sound
grab my hand trust me like I figured it out
don't know the plan cant wait for it to turn all around

Ibuprofen (closr)

thank u for 1k <3

@domerrz
prod @kggn 

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/kuru/

in ur heart don't wanna break it
i'm always stuck taking lethal damage
and this situations fucked it made my head spin
if my heart is on the line i might just shut down
don't know much longer i can manage
so tell me how much less i really mean now 
don't you get sick looking at reflections
tell me how much of me do you see now
screaming at the mirror, do i haunt you?

all the scars u tore u never mended
i'm broken can u put me back again
don't leave me out here stranded, empty handed
i never wanna feel this shit again

i try so hard to watch my step
tryna to break my fall
try to catch my breath
felt my heart just melt
tell me what u felt
tell me do u hurt at all
do you feel regret for the things you said
or tell me do you blame me all for the things u said i never did
(it'll never be the same)

SPOTIFY

melt (kuru)

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
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(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

tell me ur safe +neoprada (dimpleb)

it's a new era..

join the NEW dynasty discord server: discord.gg/eMABRz3Qqn

art by yamorikkk on ig
prod @kyoakyo
featuring @hiseph @uxiexo @outfed

lyrics
@hiseph
double m 
c on my jeans 
how could i look past that?
and that bitch don’t fw me
but i think we past that
sports mode 
ran thru ur bitch
like where yo stars @? 
ever since “dollboy”
ain’t got no sleep
i got no time 4 that

trackstar got motion
butterfly doors not closing 
i ain’t got no focus
money coming in 
you know it
you don’t love me like you say you do
i know you joking
what we had is broken
i won’t evr fix it

double exhaust in the back of the whip 
don’t think bout braking 
heart too cold
did it on my own
don’t need no saving
thought of you 
it’s poison
way2unappealing
red flags 
i just acted like i didn’t see them

@uxiexo
got a 8 ball in this blunt, they cant get past me
yeaa, i got different colored crystals in my gallery
i could Show U different shit that u Have Never Seeen
i got Hysteric Glamor on me, Leave without a creaseee

new Shoes take Flight
Jeremy Scotts came with the wings yaa
i Could treat Uu right, i could show u FinerThings ya
look me in My Eye
uve never felt this way before
its all alright
can't let them pass me, put that hoe in sport

@outfed
v8, aint no way u pass me
im with seph and uxie running passes like we athletes
its dynasty 4evr tell the others take the backseat
galleria way 2 cheap, hit the fkin valley
all this guala that i touched
couldn't fit it in a bag
& she thought i gave a fuck
fuck it, leave her in the past
tote a 30 let it dump
bullets hit him in his back
told him he cant clone ts 
but buddy u can try ur best

seph, uxie, & alt0 - butterfly doors (kyoa)

with my love @thelastmai

lyrics:

(just for tonight, just for tonight)
(we'll be alright, we'll be alright)
(just for tonight)
(we'll be fine)

[chorus] x2
just one more time before u go now
without u i got no one to hold now
dont tell a white lie
ur all mine
even just for tonight
just for tonight

run through my hand through ur hair
its real hard not to care
cause the pain dissapears
every time u come near
now its malibu and driving in the late nights
puppy talk and kissing on the train ride
ill find another way to make u feel alright
does that sound fine?

so please-

[chorus] x2

(hello?)
are you busy?
(what do you want?)
can you just come over?
(im on my way...)
do you promise?
(i promise...)

[chorus]

just for tonight
everything will be fine
if u give me one more night
i know things will be fine
and i know cause ur calling my phone
hear ur voice at the tone
i know where u belong
just follow me home
wanna get u alone
while ur playing this song
got u singing along

so please-

[chorus] x3

prod. under the maple tree

tonight w/ mai

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

take me back w/ arid + baz (inno + mental)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

ft @kggn prod @violetxx9 @pyu @taylor
Track 4 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/608Qo4aYsvJNwTZymcvYL4?si=862622da4f604753

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 13, 2025
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[kuru]
sheesh, go, yuh
i been dead inside since i fall from my leap
im with bro miraie since i speak 🗣️
hop in the studio in an AMG
dont wanna be me y u wanna be me?
JULIUS_7 so im feelin clean
i got balenci my tee
i got balenci my toes
hop in the stud then i drive to the city 
yk that i see all my bros
skibidi toilet bro you cant flow
i think u already know
and im with my bros they stand on 10 toes
and i just did the coke (AYO WHAT)
huh i think i might be chosen
she broke my heart
otonashi in this bitch
i lost my head
i still don't know where it is 
y u keep on calling on your phone when u miss?
honestly i really really really hate this
honestly i promised that i wouldn't hate u
honestly i promised that i would be kinda lone
she said that she liked me
she just tryna said so
but i think im, huh, huh
better on my own
hoo hoo~
feel better on my own
f-fuck, yuhhh
i think im better on my own

[miraie]
baby what's the issue this time?
baby what's the prob you're dealing?
talk to me so i can share the pain with you together
oh, there's thorns 𒐸 in my heart 
i cant pull them off
there's tears 💧 in my eyes
i cant shed them off
BUT WHEN YOU BLAME FOR EVERYTHING YOU MESSED UP
I PRAYED THAT YOU FALL
THAT YOU THREW IT ALL UP
......I CRIED FOR HELP......
LISTEN TO MY CALL FOR HELP

let my inner demon out
burn it all
done with fake
life is all bout give & take
bleeding out 🩸
crying tears 🩸
crying tears till im hurt... 💔
im hurt......
ur words put a knife 🔪❤️ in my heart
now im dead......
oh well shit.
am i going to heaven or hell?
do they even exist in this world?
will i be able to see my grandma's smile and her cook again?
and that's when i opened my eyes and wake up...
wish you understand that you're the only one
that made me write this song for you

im sorry if the lyrics are too gloomy
maybe someone out there in the world relates to me
maybe there is hope if i keep on going on
...i think i'll move on.

SELF DISCONNECT

crying/tears

Spotify 🩸

crying/tears +kuru (violet + meta + taylor morgan)

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

Desert winds

Left SoundCloud on 2021
@y4ndere ♥ 

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crying/tears +kuru (violet + meta + taylor morgan)

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