overdose (yandere)

@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere



[angelicxmei]
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[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
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[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

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last forever feat. angelicxmei & miraie (hiyori & yandere)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

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meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

prod @miraie + zan
Track 1 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=JLCOd2ZDSlSs3sANVZYs3Q

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 10, 2025
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[verse]
girl you know i didn't wanna break up
its so hard to wake up
its so hard to wake up
and you know i really missed your makeup
its hard to keep my head up
hard to keep my head up

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

[bridge]
心はまだきみのことが残ってるよ
涙は誰もいない時が止まらないよ

[verse 2]
PLEASE JUST GO
GO AWAY
LEAVE ME ALONE
NOW IM SAFE
IM INSANE
FEEL SO COLD
Every thoughts cut my brain
I loved you... so just stay °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

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sorry for breaking up (miraie + zan)

prod @miraie @remiliaxd
Track 2 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=6ijuDF03S2i0a9k_usEvsA

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 11, 2025
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[intro]
1 heart torn apart; but i never give up cause
2 hands reaching out im finding for the hope we lost
3 butterflies fly and
4 seasons changing
5 stars shine above while
6 strings playing 🎸

[hook]
cause im in love with u baby girl
you're sweet like strawberry love
no makeup no sweetener 🍓
you're perfect just the way you are
with you, lost up in my world
paint the world with love
while the stars shine above
⭐ the two of us ⭐

[verse]
hey girl dressed up Y2K with plenty pretty crosses under your neck
outfit emo but ur heart is so pretty so pretty so sweet <3
y/project pop-up my pants
chrome hearts stay under my neck
SEIKO x Saber on my wrist
(https://online.aniplex.co.jp/LrWRmaSS)
no rolex - no AP - no rizz

[pre-hook]
but i've fallen on my knees for u so bad
can u sleep next to me on my bed?
no kiss - no sex - no lust
girl im so stressed...
cuddling is all i ask ><
with you... i feel so safe
im lost but you found
(you found me) lights out
music playing in the background

[hook]

[verse]
hey you~ hey you~
baby what u up to, up to?
dealing with the demons
six feet under
taking one step at a time
one step at a time
taking things slow & easy
taking moments just to breathe
making tales like UNDERTALE
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/391540/UNDERTALE/)
making wonders in details ✨

[pre-hook]

[hook]

SELF DISCONNECT

strawberry love

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strawberry love (miraie + blue crewmate)

ft @blxty prod @gnde @juuzou
Track 6 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P5iQWTPjL3sEbM6AmTIM9?si=8ac8bc00fd6646e6

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 15, 2025
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[miraie]
tear a part of my face, now im bleeding
feeling down, lost my voice cause im screaming
fall apart, lost my hope, think im dying
im all alone, your name reciting
breaking down, in the void, i am gone, lost my soul
memory, on rewind, it's not fine, lost control
you were part of me, how do i cope?
stuck in the dark... no way to go...

[blxty]
im so stuck, idk where to go
you're in a rush, i dont want u to know me
you're my warmth when i feel so cold
i love u, i just want u to know... oh
tell me do you love me?
i could say you're the reason im alive
tell me is it something? oh
i could say you're the reason im alive

[hook]

[miraie]
and every time im hurt, i try to pay no mind
but the memories pull me back every time
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone
everything went wrong
but it is okay
deep down it's not okay
now my heart's gone
it's why i write this song
it is okay to not be okay
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone, everything went wrong
everything went wrong
everything went wrong
wrong-

it is okay to not be okay

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it is okay to not be okay +blxty (grandee + juuzou)

ft @echichi prod @violetxx9
Track 8 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7nJbssmvZK9zUewsfGKygR?si=90a73da3fcc2498e

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 18, 2025
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[echi]
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh 🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🪞✧˚.🎀༘⋆
is it true you want me? (oh hear me)
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆
do you want me? (oh please heal me)

[miraie]
ok yea mirror on the floor 🚪
my soul just slipped right through the door 👻
shattered dreams i can’t ignore 
the way i feel, i want it more
but you won’t say, you keep it still
your silence pierced right through my will
this quiet storm done got me chill
and your gaze alone got me killed

when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away 

[bridge]
echi: mirror on the wall, are the simple things enough?
miraie: do you hear my twenty calls?
echi: who's the fairest of them all
miraie: will you catch me if I fall?

[echi]

[miraie]
and im caught in the reflection
and im lost in my direction
tell me what I’m meant to be (e-e)
the mirror's haunting me... 
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/1899060)
when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away

reflections

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reflections +echi (violet)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss once again except this time it's jpop chords lol

ive got a feeling!
that u dont like me
never had a care cuz u'd always treat me nicely
can u hear me?
do you believe me?
when i speak its like u dont even see me..
ive got a feeling!
that u dont need me :(
i thought u cared now u only take me lightly
so can you hear me?
im dissapearing!
im not okay now forever ill be healing

am i only a concept?
nothing more than a pass time u can laugh at...
i just wanted more!
i dont wna be that
its not getting better
i know u can see that

so i fall apart and break down again
then we make up and break up again
pass the blame around it just never ends
i don't need ur love! 
i still have my friends ;)

ive got a feeling! (me)

Looking out for you

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