overdose (yandere)

20240219 227 +61

one step at a time.

@kyoakyo
@wintress13

change (kyoa x wintress)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

prod @miraie + zan
Track 1 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=JLCOd2ZDSlSs3sANVZYs3Q

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 10, 2025
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[verse]
girl you know i didn't wanna break up
its so hard to wake up
its so hard to wake up
and you know i really missed your makeup
its hard to keep my head up
hard to keep my head up

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

[bridge]
心はまだきみのことが残ってるよ
涙は誰もいない時が止まらないよ

[verse 2]
PLEASE JUST GO
GO AWAY
LEAVE ME ALONE
NOW IM SAFE
IM INSANE
FEEL SO COLD
Every thoughts cut my brain
I loved you... so just stay °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

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sorry for breaking up (miraie + zan)

ft @kwdere prod @miraie @remiliaxd
Track 5 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7lSN0YWQvMLWs2gCyrCWhV?si=65d27e3bee4546b5

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 14, 2025
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💙 kuudere + miraie 💙
yk that im the only 1 for you girl
lets intertwine our 2 worlds
im the only one for you
even tho im alone & we're far apart
i-i can feel you right here, truthful
catch you each time that you fall
let me give it all to you
even tho idk what is in the dark
it-it has never been clearer

i-i've been catching little feelings this time for you
filling up the missing pieces just for you
heaven shining down at me for my actions
just for you, just for you
c-could this be a dream?
wondering what this all mean
heaven shining down at me for my actions
just for y<3u, just for y<3u

💙 kuudere 💙
just for u now 
pick me up
never bring me down
the world never stops going round & round
when im with u, im scared how time moves quickly
i love every single part of you
7 stars with the seaside view
until the day when it all comes true
i will be here for you

💙 miraie 💙
every time u smile u light my day~
seeing u blow me far away~
holding hands ; i melt to two
in my eyes ; only see you
take my time to write this song
took 2 pills i feel so wrong
but for you i do it all
for you, i'd do anything for you

💙 kuudere + miraie 💙

💙 outro 💙
i would get lost in the snow
i would walk to the end of the world
yk that i would do anything just to see you
(underneath the starlit sky, it's time to say goodbye)
i'd sacrifice anything so i can keep u with me
(im the only one for you, just for you, just for you...)
oh oh oh~~~

SELF DISCONNECT

just for y<3u

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just for y<3u +kuudere (miraie + remilia)

ft @blxty prod @gnde @juuzou
Track 6 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P5iQWTPjL3sEbM6AmTIM9?si=8ac8bc00fd6646e6

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 15, 2025
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[miraie]
tear a part of my face, now im bleeding
feeling down, lost my voice cause im screaming
fall apart, lost my hope, think im dying
im all alone, your name reciting
breaking down, in the void, i am gone, lost my soul
memory, on rewind, it's not fine, lost control
you were part of me, how do i cope?
stuck in the dark... no way to go...

[blxty]
im so stuck, idk where to go
you're in a rush, i dont want u to know me
you're my warmth when i feel so cold
i love u, i just want u to know... oh
tell me do you love me?
i could say you're the reason im alive
tell me is it something? oh
i could say you're the reason im alive

[hook]

[miraie]
and every time im hurt, i try to pay no mind
but the memories pull me back every time
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone
everything went wrong
but it is okay
deep down it's not okay
now my heart's gone
it's why i write this song
it is okay to not be okay
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone, everything went wrong
everything went wrong
everything went wrong
wrong-

it is okay to not be okay

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it is okay to not be okay +blxty (grandee + juuzou)

ft @echichi prod @violetxx9
Track 8 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7nJbssmvZK9zUewsfGKygR?si=90a73da3fcc2498e

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 18, 2025
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[echi]
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh 🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🪞✧˚.🎀༘⋆
is it true you want me? (oh hear me)
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆
do you want me? (oh please heal me)

[miraie]
ok yea mirror on the floor 🚪
my soul just slipped right through the door 👻
shattered dreams i can’t ignore 
the way i feel, i want it more
but you won’t say, you keep it still
your silence pierced right through my will
this quiet storm done got me chill
and your gaze alone got me killed

when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away 

[bridge]
echi: mirror on the wall, are the simple things enough?
miraie: do you hear my twenty calls?
echi: who's the fairest of them all
miraie: will you catch me if I fall?

[echi]

[miraie]
and im caught in the reflection
and im lost in my direction
tell me what I’m meant to be (e-e)
the mirror's haunting me... 
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/1899060)
when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away

reflections

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reflections +echi (violet)

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Jordan Rhymes - Rendezvous

Razones

(prod. by me)
(mix by Blxxdeelijah)

Наши тг:
t.me/Whyperdermic1
t.me/vicodinich

текст:
Blxxdeelijah:
Tears on my cheeks 
Курю лауд пэк
Мефисто сигил
We are so back
Back to work
Мы будто семья 
S.L.A.T.T.
Орочимару змея
Парень ты так много пиздишь про меня ты не сильный даже на словах
Мысли спутаны когда я трезвый не могу писать это меня сломает
Я лишь буду с тобой спать малыш это моя кровать
Всемогущая пустота дай знать если это не просто так
Эта сука твоя она моя теперь
Думают я фрик я ебаный зверь 
Открой мне дверь клянусь не буду тебя резать
Я покажу тебе всей своей боли бездну (нахуй всех нахуй всех)
Малышка я без денег чувствую ся будто бездарь 
Тело с телом это так чудесно
Чувства лишние это все по детски 
Даже когда я тут с тобой я ваще не здесь бля 
Ваще пиздец бля 
Она плачет я клянусь то что я буду трезвый
Их строчки вечно не уместны
Малышка посмотри мы же поэты 
Они все хотят это

Викодин: 
этоо, они хотят этооо

самый свежий художник
я заполняю этот холст
я наивно посмотрел на небо
думаю, что все пройдет
слишком много думал
что почти прогнил мой мозг
я хочу вернуться в детство
и прочувствовать ту самую любовь
посмотри на мои кисти
бля от них исходят искры
они сияют что пиздец
я чувствую себя как поэт

за моей спиной дохуя поражений
не падаю духом и лечу на верх
я словно берсерк очень долго один
мои руки все красные, в крови Викодин
закинул таблетки в небеса улетаю
у меня паранойя, я вижу всех ангелов
я еще молод, но я умираю
мой братик со мной и мы вместе сияем
получаю эмоции, быстро их трачу
малая хочу быть с тобой - это правда
фармим наличку и быстро все тратим 
(быстро все тратим)

Лирика w/Blxxdeelijah

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